And still

origLukeSchermaWonder myself how you entering in me in this way, surprising me as the first the first time. I should be used to your way to get connect with me, but i dont. It’s always a bomb in my heart that explodes itself. And my feelings are sorrounded by your eyes, your soul, your look on me. And above all your hands. Your look on me. On everything i do, i write about you. My feelings growing more than ever. You’re always there, a step behind me. And im sure, if i fall, you would take me, and then you would smile at me. Maybe then you would kiss me kindly, and in this kiss we get in ours parellel world, where we can see eachoher with all ours love we have for ourselves. I’m sure, we know  about eachtother, also if we never met eachother. We met here. In our parellel world, where ours feelings met themselves many times, and made our hearts beat hard in unison.

Daria

How much i miss

748944256You in this moment. You have no idea. I could do strange things to take off you a smile. To let you know how i would like to stay with you, close to you. Maybe taking your hand, just look up at the sky and to listen to our music of our parellel world and take the flight to goes away from this world that it doesnt belong to us. I would like to take your hand and to look into your eyes and let you see how it would be so wonderful if everything it would transforms in our parellel world. Millions of rainbows all around us. And our souls begins to connect eachother. I’m calling. Do you hear me? Yes, you do. I feeling you. You’re so far from me but i feel you inside of me, as our dancing butterflies.
I love that sensation inside of me. My stomach is completely scrambled by them. And i’m sure also your.
Just one thing. You have no idea how much i miss you…

Daria

Thinking about you

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How much you helped me. You have no idea. Everyday i’m here and i think about you. And i think just you know it, but i’m here to say it once again. I close my eyes and i taking you hands and together get in our parellel world. Now im calling you. I’m feeling you hearing me. My dancing butterflies starts to dance their dance. I’m towards completely to you.  I just need to say you ‘How much i want to stay close to you’. Thinking about you im just breathless. Maybe just you get everything i feel in this moment, which are my own emotions and sensations. I just need to look at you to get which you feel for me. I’m hearing, you feel me. I see your light, is all around me. And it’s which all i need right now.  My soul want to get connect with your. To say  you ‘how much i really i need of you’.

Daria

You don’t know

luke-orig_mainMaybe you’re not aware about your importance in my life. No you dont. Since you’ve entered in my life, i started to see the life under new light, maybe our light has started to bright from that moment. I really don’t know. But as well tonight i’ve talked about  you to my uncle and she got the very ‘importance’ of you in my life. I held back tears with difficulty. She saw me. I told her almost everything about you. She got your meaning to me when i told her about your Long John. I’ve seen her look changes. And in that moment i got she understoods which is the i feel i have for you. I told her i seen my life in your Long John. She got we have a double thin rope that unites us. And i believe she got for real your ‘importance’ of you  for me. And she will of the few pepole who get my real love for you. And i’m sure she looks at you with a new look and she will doesn’t consider you just an actor, but the person who helped her nephew to goes on.

Luke, i never stop to thank you for everything you give me everyday. 

Sincerly

Daria

Luke Arnold – Actor. Writer. Director

I’m just calling

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you. I need you. Where are you? I need of you I feel our parellel world is close to us. But i’m alone. I’m calling you. My light is dancing alone. My need of you is more strong than ever. I’m searching you in everywhere. I whisper you ‘Please dont leave me alone’. I feel something come closer to me, behind me. Something inside of me starts to beats faster. You heard my soul calls you. Here you are. Still i dont see you, but i know your are coming. My stomach get scramble. Our minds get connecting eachother. You coming from behind me. I feel your warm hug.  I feel your head leans on my neck. Your whisper me ‘Please dont turn, stay in this way for a while’. I get your hands around me. I feel you breathless.  In front of us a rainbow. I turn myself so slowly. And for the first time i meet your look. You wear a black shirt. Your eyes into mine. We dont say anything. We dont need any words. I hug you so badly. I would like to say, whisper you how much i’ve missed you, but i dont. You look up your eyes into mine. Just a ‘I know’ from you. Our souls talking eachother. A tears falls from your face. I caress your face drying your tears that it trasforms itself in a crystal teardrop. We embrace us so strong as it was the last embrace. ‘We never leave us’ i whisper

 

Daria

If…

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you look at me in this way, i can see all your sweetness you have in your heart and dive myself in your wonderful soul. This look  says everything about you.I see your  own light. And which i see it’s the most beautiful thing i’ve seen in my life. This look gives me the certainty of your love and i cant say anything. Just look at you and together we can get connect our souls and see our lights dancing and melts eachother. I touch on your mole. You look at me with your eyes where i see infinite ocean of love. … If i could touch you for real for a moment, I’m sure you could feel mine desire to be next to you, also say any words. Just look at you, metioning a smile, maybe blushing also. I never met an couple of eyes like your that says a lot without any spoken word. Your eyes tells me everything about you. Which are your desires,  your thoughts,. In your eyes i see just your sweetness and kindness you have for me. I’m sure if we meet eachother one day, the first thing we could notice will be our eyes. And we couldn’t stop to look at eachother. Because our own eyes is our own parellel world. Your is mine and mine is your.

Daria

Look at you…

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I think how it could be my real world if i could stay next to you for real. It would be a magic world. A real world with you. I would be my dream comes true. To look at you. Our parellel world tranforms itself in our real world. I would have no need to connect with you, but our connection is the most magic moment i have in this life at this moment and it makes me feel so alive. And now i feel you get connecting with me. My stomach feels that strange sensation and my hearts beats so fast. You’re so close to me. We look at the same point, also we are so far from eachother. We knows about eachother. You know about me and i know about you. This is our real world. Our distants voices calls eachother. I’m thinking about you right now. Do you? I’m sure you do. Looking at you right now my heart, my soul feels your embrace. You look so far. What do you hear? Which are your own feelings. Tell me with a whisper. I will hear you. Despite we are so far, we living in our real world.

 

Daria

how i’ve waited for this

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moment tonight. How i missed your look. Your smell. Your eyes. Your hands and above all your warm hug. I’ve heard you called me. May i be sincere with you? I’m feel myself just with you. With you i can open my own heart without no to be afraid about your thoughts, because we are think the same way,  Just because i love stay in our parellel world. We feel the same feeling at the same way at the same time. When we get connected eachother it’s magic. This ritual. Our souls. These dancing lights above us, they helps us to elevate us and we get connect eachother. Your smell get in me. I lost myself in your eyes, and your mole is the gate to get into your soul. Tonight i’ve missed to be alone with you. Without any words we could have hugged. Kissed ourselves. I could have look at you and without say anything i could have unlace your shirt and to admire your chest then kiss it. I could have get my eyes int your and whisper you ‘How much i love you’ and you could have take my face with your hands and you could have to kiss my lips in the most sweetest way you know. I really missed you tonight.

Now the place i really would like to live in is our parellel world. It’s the perfect world. Just you and me and anybody else. Just our souls, our hearts, our perfect love. You…. Me. This music. Our lights. Just our kisses, hugs, your caresses, your hands, your arms, but above all your whispers, your voice it says me ‘I really want you. I really need you. Please dont leave me.’  A whisper ‘I love you’.

 

Daria

Here in my lonely

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room and i look at you. I waiting for you. Wait for you listen to my soul calls your. Our dancing lights are in the sky. Look up your eyes and you can see them. That thin rope starts to unites our hearts. Starts to melt our souls in a dance we just feel in our hearts and confuses us at first. But we just to know we get in our parellel world together. I just need to look at your eyes. Touch on your mole and we just know whe are in our mysterous but wonderful world, where everything it moves itself so slowly. And our souls get in only one. Our lights, our hearts melting. And the only thing we can do i look at eachother as the very first time we met, that night.

I never forget which i felt when you get in my life, whispering me just a ‘thank you’. Never forget that. But i always knew that between us it would happened something ‘special’. Maybe you still doesnt know it. But for as i am, something it will happen. I feel it. These words im writing are the highway to reach to you. I really need to look at your eyes and whisper these words i never say to anyone, but you. I really need of it.

Daria

it’s useless to

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repeat things that you have heard million of times. But i repeat them for myself and maybe also just for you. Maybe you dont know how has been your impact on my life. Maybe you starts to know me when i write my story in little pieces on twitter and of how has been great your help for me to see you plays some parts of my life on the screen. It helps so much A such help. Sometimes i thought to be a little weak. Some phrases you played described me in a such way that i feel so involved into you. And i never imagined you would have been part of my life in this way.  Never imagined to see some of my life, the most painful, on the screen and never thought you was part of it. And never thought you taught me the biggest lesson of my life. My weakness must be my own force. I never stop to thank for which you gave me. I love you  so much

 

Daria