In front of me looking at me in this way. Without say word. Just eyes in eyes. You make me feel blush a little. I look at down on the floor, but you take my face in your hands and slowly yours face approach to mine and ours skins touches themselves so gently. Also yours hands caress my face. Our eyes into themselves, they transporting us in our parellel world and we, finally can touches ours lips in a kiss we hardly will forget it.
Right then we look at us breathless. Taking your hand to my heart i whisper you ‘Do you feel it?’. Breathless you take my hand to your chest ‘It beats like mine’ you say me, without leave me yours eyes on me. I feel it trought yours white shirt. I closing my eyes taking a deep breath. The rustle of the shirt drives me crazy. You take me my hand and you let my hand slide in it. Slowly it falls down over your arms. Your glance on me. Face to face slowly we approach us to kiss us once again. Yours soul, yours heart sourrounds me like in an embrace.
Still surprised me. And i remain always more speechless. You leave me breathless. If i close my eyes and concentrate myself i can see ours minds, hearts and souls get connect eachother. A multitude of colorful lights comes and goes from me to you continuosly, and all that is it my feelings drives crazy. It’s a like a continuosly communication trought ours hearts, souls, but above all trought ours minds. And all that it seems exploding inside of me, when we are so close to us, also despite our distance, despite i really dont know where are you. But this continuos connection, it makes know me you are close to me, and i feel it right here, right now. If i close my eyes and i take a long breath, i know you did the same and when i open my eyes, we are in ours parellel world, where with just a whisper we say us how much we need us. I looking at you, in your glance, and you dont say anything, but slowly you to get close your hand to mine. Ours skins touches eachother. A thrill of both of us. A warm thrill. Ours eyes in eyes, but then you look forward and whisper me ‘Dont move us, let’s stay in this way’. I look at you, then me too i look at forward. taking your hand, in silence.
I feel myself as your little secret box. Where you can get in your bottom thoughts and i can locked them in my heart. And you feel free to tell me everything you feel and want. And this thing means a lot to me. It means our connection is more than real. Our parellel world does real exists for real. And everytime i feel you close to me, it means you feel the same, as i do. I still dont get for real which you told me last night, still confuses myself, but for real, it means ‘something’ for me. Still rembember your eyes into mine. Your look getting in my soul. It would have told something more, but it didnt. I will waiting for your next words. I can wait patiently. There is any hurry. Everytime you want me just call me and i feel you inside of me and i run to you. Taking you hand to get in our parellel world, where does exists just us. Where we can look eachother and talk about everything we want, we feel for eachother. We can talk about our bottom thoughts. In our peaceful place. Which our hearts will want to talk. Just to look at eachother and everything will comes naturally.
Which has happened last night it was a inconditional gesture from you. I know, it was. My heart, my soul said me it wasnt too much.
Which we feel when get connect eachother means a lot from eachother. And isnt a case. I feel it. As you do.
You in this moment. You have no idea. I could do strange things to take off you a smile. To let you know how i would like to stay with you, close to you. Maybe taking your hand, just look up at the sky and to listen to our music of our parellel world and take the flight to goes away from this world that it doesnt belong to us. I would like to take your hand and to look into your eyes and let you see how it would be so wonderful if everything it would transforms in our parellel world. Millions of rainbows all around us. And our souls begins to connect eachother. I’m calling. Do you hear me? Yes, you do. I feeling you. You’re so far from me but i feel you inside of me, as our dancing butterflies.
I love that sensation inside of me. My stomach is completely scrambled by them. And i’m sure also your.
Just one thing. You have no idea how much i miss you…