Today i woke myself several times, hearing inside my dancing butterflies and my thoughts were towards to you. I’m sure, in someway, last night you thought about me. Also a little, but you did. And me inside in our parellel world i felt you. And that dream i did about you said me something more about you feeling. And now that i writing to you i’m feel you inside of me as a twirl of big emotions. I just breath and my thoughts are just about you in this moment. Which i saw last night in my dream tell me more about your feeling. You must goes on. Which you’ll see it will be just me. I’m here for you.
The new air in our parellel world still around us. We love it so… it calms down ourselves.
We need of it… and it’s here. Just for us.
I smell a new a fresh profume in the air. And i know it’s you. I dont know how, but i know that’s it. In the air i see the color white and i know it comes from you. Yeah, i know it’s strange. But it which i feel comes from you. Maybe a new changes. Really dont know. But that thing i feel get connect myself closer to you than ever. Feeling myself in your heart, as you, i dont know what is. But at the end you can imagine. Just close your eyes and who do you see? Me. And i see you. There. Our look meet ourselves. The white color is around us. The new fresh air mix up our souls, in this new dimension of our parallel world. Ask eachtother ‘Is a new level of our connection?’. I’m confuse as you do. I close my eyes and as you do i see all white. Do we must purifiying ourselves? From what?
You take my hand and together, walk trought this white path. We still dont know what we could see, but we have no fear. We are together. And always together we goes on.
You look at me with your wonderful eyes. The air is always more cristalline. Sometime we are breathless. We dont know what we will see to the end. But we do like it so much. With no any fear we goes on. Hand in hand. Stop yourself, and a whisper. ‘I love you’ then you kiss me. Suddenly in front of us, a waterfall. You look at me metioning a smile, take my hand and say ‘Come on!’. And together dive ourselves in that water. And we know suddenly, it’s our pure love.
A new dimension of our parallel world.
I say you ‘How much i love you’. And for real, if one of these days we would meet us, i would be not suprised about a lot of things we have in common, especially our own way to think about such things. Here is hard to explain, but we think at the same way. And i’m shaking my head about we are on the same wave line. I could explain my thoughts also here, but it’s useless. If we would meet for real we can smiling eachother, and say anything. Just look at eachother and we would take our hands, hold them strongly and whisper eachother ‘Why we took so long to meet eachother?.
Shaking my head to find an valid anwser. But i would say you ‘I really dont know, but we are lucky we met eachother.’ Also in this strange way. but we did.
Maybe our destiny has draw our life in this way.
As you know i had some problems in my life, and to be watched as ‘the different one’ it hasnt ever been easy for me. Slowly, very slowly i’ve learnt to goes on and to look above those looks.
One of the lastest lesson i got it’s from you. I never stop to thank you.
You taught me a lot just acting. And i believe you got a lot too.
We never forget which we got. Me from you and you from Long John Silver.
Just to believe in our own force. And to transform your apparent weakness, in your real strenght.
Are so magic that can to heals everything with just a look. They heals me from my solitude. And when i need someone i think about you and everything goes away.
I need of you to feel myself happy, but above all beloved by someone.
I need of it, and the only person can do, is you. Just look into your eyes, i just feel the biggest emotion i can feel.
Look at you i can lost and found myself at the same time. It’s the beautiful emotion i can feel just to be close to you. Touch on your hand. To smell your skin, and gently touch on.
I hear our music. Our minds slowly get connect eachother. Just look up at the sky and we see our lights dancing together. A look of eachother and evertyhing around us has become how we desire.
Everything dissapears. Just few sounds around us.
A sound of a fallen drop. A sound of a continuous and deep singing catches our heart and souls. We just look at eachother, without saying anything, we start to hear to our heart beats so fast. And we are led by a flute sound. You take my hand. And you whisper me sweet words. I mention a smile. I’m feel secure with you. Close to you. You look at me.
Together goes on accompanied by this music. We reach to the top of the hill, of our parellel world.
There, it waits for us, the most beautiful and colorful rainbow we ever seen in our lives.
Breathless, we look at eachother for long, saying anything. Then your mouth kisses mine.
And from that instant we become one soul, one heart, one mind. We become our love.
Maybe you’re not aware about your importance in my life. No you dont. Since you’ve entered in my life, i started to see the life under new light, maybe our light has started to bright from that moment. I really don’t know. But as well tonight i’ve talked about you to my uncle and she got the very ‘importance’ of you in my life. I held back tears with difficulty. She saw me. I told her almost everything about you. She got your meaning to me when i told her about your Long John. I’ve seen her look changes. And in that moment i got she understoods which is the i feel i have for you. I told her i seen my life in your Long John. She got we have a double thin rope that unites us. And i believe she got for real your ‘importance’ of you for me. And she will of the few pepole who get my real love for you. And i’m sure she looks at you with a new look and she will doesn’t consider you just an actor, but the person who helped her nephew to goes on.
Luke, i never stop to thank you for everything you give me everyday.
Luke Arnold – Actor. Writer. Director