Categoria: Open Diary

Slowly, walking trough the open space, and you was looking at me. At each thing which i’ve took a look, our glances meets. It seemed, i wanted your permission and… it was.
I was entering in your life, as you was entered in mine, so suddenly.
I’ve been attracted by the desk, from which you have brought the little box, where there were the ring, never given to your ex.
From far, you was following me. You wanted me explore all alone, but sometimes we crossed our little smiles.
I was came in front of the desk. It seemed out of the ordinary. It seemed an old furniture, and you was arrived in my help, describing it. I didnt realize, you was behind me and you was embracing me.
‘It was of my grandpa…’. Saying me this, your embrace has become more tight. I’ve tighted your arms, too.
Even there, were a lot of sheets, pencils but above all an old blue and grey typewriter, with a sheet in of it. It was written but as if it was been left in half. I have took a glimpse, but right after i have looked away for fear to enter in things that i didnt must see.
You was still close to me, and you have see me titubant.
I had put my hand on the desk to better support myself. Slowly you have put your hand on mine, and slowly you have turn me.
‘…excuse me i didnt wanted’ i’ve said you, but right after,  you have said me ‘ Dont ask  excuse me, there is no need. It’s another poem i was writing thinking you’.
Right after you have take my face in your hands, looking at me deeply, you have said me ‘Since we met our glances for the first time… i have felt the need to start to write what were my feelings for this girl that i still didnt know yet.’  – ‘And now you’re in front of me’. It was what which your thoughts said me, trought your wonderful eyes.”

Daria

⇐“When i was

Us, we were exhausted, but what feeling was still in the air, like an electrified air.
But what which i’ve seen in your eyes was a lack of sleep.
While i have slept, you did the way, that at my wake up, i have had found all the necessary i would have need.  The breakfast, something new to wear.

The love we made…
The ring that i have stared it for long time, without hold back the tears.
While you was sit down on the sofa, with me on your chest, i realized that you little by little you were about sleeping you.
In the air there was, your scent. I have closed my eyes and i had relived all those moments, till at that moment. That moment when you have closed your eyes.
Without make some noise, i left you on the sofa sleeping. I went going upstairs, supporting me at the railing.
In the middle of the bedroom, were still the bag you have left fall down, before make love.
I have collected it and i was sit down on the bed. I’ve dropped on the bed the content of the little white bag and for the first time i’ve seen what you have had bought me.
A teeth brush, a couple of underwear, a t-shirt and a red long sleeved shirt, mixed cotton and satin.
While i was looking these things, my heart exploded and i’ve thought ‘Look what you did for me’ I sighed, closing for a second the eyes, then i took the little white bag and i went in the bathroom to change.
I was living in a dream, me too.”

Daria

⇐“All i could

“Shyly i was ⇒

Do, was remain still stunned for what i’ve heard.
You have opened your heart, your feelings, your more deepest, to me. You was in front of me. What we felt for eachother, by now, it was tangible in the air, and although we didnt say us still nothing, we did say us all with our glances.
The sheet on which you have wrote these few lines, it was falled down, from your hand. It was on the floor.
We wanted to wake up ourselves, from this atmosphere that sorrounded us, but we seemed captured by these sensations we were feeling. They were stronger than of us. You was still in front of me, sitting on the little table and slowly you have take my hand. You were about to talk. I was looking at you. Your hand was so sweet, your skin so soft.
‘From last night i’m living as in a dream.’ you have said in a whisper,
‘And i dont want wake myself’, as if i’ve continued your thought in your mind. You have looking in the void, then you sat down close to me, embracing me tight.
Meanwhile, millions of greatest sensations floated around us. And we were in middle of them.”

Daria

⇐“You had

“While embraced ⇒

Your eyes placed on me.
I was still stunned from what which i have had just listened to.
In my head, million of thoughts has fighted. Some has wins, some has lose.
In a whisper i asked you ‘So, since when we met our glance for the first time… you have started to write about me?’  You have only shaked your head, looking at me, taking all the sheets on the little table.
We have had started to write about eachother at the same time.
You sat down, next  to me, making me see the other sheets. Even if there were few written words in some, other were full, the sheets were full of thoughts about me, and your sensastions.
I was still without words, but i was full of emotions that i could not hold back.
We have looked at eachother, as dazed.
At the end, we found us, and everything what has happened us, it have had a reason.
The universe, or whatever was, it wanted us united.
And it’s been so.
At the end you have whispered me ‘ ‘♥”

Daria

⇐“As if your

“All i could ⇒