Used, to these emotions. But eachtime i feeling them, also when i sleep, i feel myself as if i was embrace by you. And this time i’ve feel you whispered by name, but i was slept so deeply and i wasnt able to wake me up, but i felt you. You’ve called my name. And now im here, in bedroom, writing, you are here, looking at me. Sometimes i feel you that you hold me tight from behind and sometimes i feel you eyes penetrates me deeply, looking for something. Your glance tell me, you looking for that something link us in this strange way. While i was slept, trying to wake me up, i felt your embrace so sweet and tender. Maybe you was just close to me, and it was just in that moment our parallel world is became for a second our real world.
Now, i’m write what i have feel, my vise gets bigger and bigger, and if i close my eyes i can see you by my side. You mentioning me a shy smile and our lights float around. My heart is exploding, while our glance meet. If i close my eyes and i take a deep breath, i can feel your scent in the air that around me, and i can find in your eyes, a place where i can dive myself peacefully, while we approach one to another so slowly we are touching our own skin, and we stay so. Face to face. While we feel our own breath getting slower. We embraced us, we disappearing in of it.
Daria
What i feeling from yesterday night. Or maybe yes. By now our connection has becoming so stronger than ever and i feel the same you feel. What i’ve read last night, by now has entered inside of me like a new blood, a new lymph. To know you feel the same i feeling, it made me feel like a rolling stone. I didnt close eyes when i was in bed, i tried to sleep, but i didnt. I always thought to what you wrote. And my flow, ours flows cames and went. And still comes and goes from you to me and contrary. My vise, my dancing butterflies dancing their own dance like crazy in my stomach, and now i’m sure you feel the same. I thinking to you, from last night. I just cant believe what i feel in this moment. I really dont know where are you or what are you doing, but i feel my soul like divided in two parts. One part is here and the other one is next to you… inside of you. You feel it. My heart is wrinkled by the biggest feelings im feel. I dont need to close my eyes to see you here near to me, but what i need is to take one of the deepest breath i took to dont remain breathless. What i feel, right now, is one of the most greatest feeling and now i know you feel the same, wherever you are. Ours Parallel World has becoming fast, ours real world.
what i think? If ever one day we will meet eachother, what would happens? At the first moment a little of embarrassment, but then ours smiles melt themselves in ours looks and there we would realize about ourselves, about ours feelings, and then we would look at us eachother, ours eyes into themselve, then a whispering us, almost from ours souls: ‘you…’ Then a smile, followed by a warm hug, would crown this moment we still waiting for.
a real confuse feeling which i feel right now. I smile while i cry. While i see you there, you checking twitter. Maybe you read the first reply you received. It was mine. And you smile. And i, with my heart beats so fast, wait for something from you. Maybe just that reaction i gave you it will be my only gift i will give you in this period. It’s ok for me.
I would like to hear from your voice, your wonderful voice, that you would like to announce something ‘special’ to the whole world, that concern us. But it’s all a dream in my head. I know, here, i can dream just about you and me. And there is also the real life. But since you’ve entered in my life everything here, for me, it’s possible and i can to dream about us easily. You make everything possible to me.
place you wear you drives me crazy.
A real explication for my love for you. It goes beyond a real feelin. Since i’ve met you, i knew that our bond would been special. And it was for real. Maybe i reapet myself, but which you gave me is something more than a simply phrase. You gave me such strenght and i learnt such from you than in all my life. I’ve been always a strong person, but after met you i’ve streghtened my own force. Maybe very few people got what im saying to you, or maybe not. But i dont care. I want let to know just to you. And this is enough for me. Maybe one of these words i’m writing in this ‘open diary’ will reaches to you, and maybe the magic will be fullfiled and our souls will get connect also in our real world.
Maybe you’re not aware about your importance in my life. No you dont. Since you’ve entered in my life, i started to see the life under new light, maybe our light has started to bright from that moment. I really don’t know. But as well tonight i’ve talked about you to my uncle and she got the very ‘importance’ of you in my life. I held back tears with difficulty. She saw me. I told her almost everything about you. She got your meaning to me when i told her about your Long John. I’ve seen her look changes. And in that moment i got she understoods which is the i feel i have for you. I told her i seen my life in your Long John. She got we have a double thin rope that unites us. And i believe she got for real your ‘importance’ of you for me. And she will of the few pepole who get my real love for you. And i’m sure she looks at you with a new look and she will doesn’t consider you just an actor, but the person who helped her nephew to goes on.