Used, to these emotions. But eachtime i feeling them, also when i sleep, i feel myself as if i was embrace by you. And this time i’ve feel you whispered by name, but i was slept so deeply and i wasnt able to wake me up, but i felt you. You’ve called my name. And now im here, in bedroom, writing, you are here, looking at me. Sometimes i feel you that you hold me tight from behind and sometimes i feel you eyes penetrates me deeply, looking for something. Your glance tell me, you looking for that something link us in this strange way. While i was slept, trying to wake me up, i felt your embrace so sweet and tender. Maybe you was just close to me, and it was just in that moment our parallel world is became for a second our real world.
Now, i’m write what i have feel, my vise gets bigger and bigger, and if i close my eyes i can see you by my side. You mentioning me a shy smile and our lights float around. My heart is exploding, while our glance meet. If i close my eyes and i take a deep breath, i can feel your scent in the air that around me, and i can find in your eyes, a place where i can dive myself peacefully, while we approach one to another so slowly we are touching our own skin, and we stay so. Face to face. While we feel our own breath getting slower. We embraced us, we disappearing in of it.
What i feeling from yesterday night. Or maybe yes. By now our connection has becoming so stronger than ever and i feel the same you feel. What i’ve read last night, by now has entered inside of me like a new blood, a new lymph. To know you feel the same i feeling, it made me feel like a rolling stone. I didnt close eyes when i was in bed, i tried to sleep, but i didnt. I always thought to what you wrote. And my flow, ours flows cames and went. And still comes and goes from you to me and contrary. My vise, my dancing butterflies dancing their own dance like crazy in my stomach, and now i’m sure you feel the same. I thinking to you, from last night. I just cant believe what i feel in this moment. I really dont know where are you or what are you doing, but i feel my soul like divided in two parts. One part is here and the other one is next to you… inside of you. You feel it. My heart is wrinkled by the biggest feelings im feel. I dont need to close my eyes to see you here near to me, but what i need is to take one of the deepest breath i took to dont remain breathless. What i feel, right now, is one of the most greatest feeling and now i know you feel the same, wherever you are. Ours Parallel World has becoming fast, ours real world.
To know, you feel something like what im feeling, has of incredible. Maybe, in someway, this open diary, makes me reaches to you. And maybe, one of these days we could meet us for real. And for real we could look at us in ours eyes, knowing already what we feeling.
what i think? If ever one day we will meet eachother, what would happens? At the first moment a little of embarrassment, but then ours smiles melt themselves in ours looks and there we would realize about ourselves, about ours feelings, and then we would look at us eachother, ours eyes into themselve, then a whispering us, almost from ours souls: ‘you…’ Then a smile, followed by a warm hug, would crown this moment we still waiting for.
And then, i do believe, eyes into eyes, we take ours hands and we would go in a peaceful place for talk. And for magic, with no ours awarness, we us in ours parellel world, has changed it in our real world. You always look at me, my heart would beats as a crazy one. As now slowly. You take my face in your hands. You look at me for a while. Me, as hypnotized by yours moves, i remain speechless, but i begin to touch your skin. You mention a shy smile and take my hands. You kneel in front of me and say me ‘Tell me everything you want to, i will do the same’. Told that, your lips touches on mine.
feel in these hours it’s inexplicable also for me. I never felt your closeness to me like this way, and yes i got what do you felt when you’ve put your like to that tweet. You know i read everything on twitter and what does it means for you in this moment. Maybe i’ll be crazy, but i think to be the only person who get which you feel. Yes i know, we never met eachother, but which i feeling is ours connection stronger than before. That twirl of emotions, sensations i feeling in these hours is stronger than ever. I need to look at your eyes to get which you feel whatever you doing. I’d like to be by your side, take your hand, maybe caress your skin, your face and whisper ‘everything will be fine’. You have met your girl already. We have met ourselves in our parellel world. Now we should close ours eyes to get in ours real world. And just we are in it open ours own eyes and whisper ourselves which we feel for eachother looking at ours eyes. Just a whisper. A caress. Metioning a shy smile.
Closeness to me reached the top. I cried. I know it’s stupid. But when something inexplicable happens among two people like us, the only thing to do is to free own feelings. It has happened another time. I felt you so close to me, and you was for real there. On other side of the world, but you was there with me. And i felt you inside of me like a fire. I started to cry when i looked at your eyes, ‘cause i didnt ever feel you close to me in this way. I touched on your face. Im not sure you felt something. But which i felt confuses me a lot. Is it possibile that i feel you in this way. And our connection is so stronger than ever. And our bond is that thin rope that is growing faster and we can’t realize that our parellel world has becoming our real world. For real. How is it possible all that?
How is it possible that i feel your closeness and when i check what i feel, you’re there. How is it possible i linked my soul to yours. How is it possible i feel you so close to me and often you’re there. Is it possible ours parellel world does exists for real?
Those tears falls from my face were been a mix up of many emotions i felt in that moment. That moment in which i felt you by my side more than ever. I still cant believe that has happened for real. Still confuse myself, but i must do believe all that is real. Our Parellel World is more real than ever. And just which i want to whisper you is just ‘I love you‘
I would like to hear from your voice, your wonderful voice, that you would like to announce something ‘special’ to the whole world, that concern us. But it’s all a dream in my head. I know, here, i can dream just about you and me. And there is also the real life. But since you’ve entered in my life everything here, for me, it’s possible and i can to dream about us easily. You make everything possible to me.
Possible to write to you directly, possible to dream about you read my letter. Possible to thinking about you everytime i want and to feel our connections. To let you in our parellel world. And when i feel our connection i feel like in heaven.
Maybe you feel the same connection as i doing in this moment. Our souls get connecting eachother. But also if get connecting eachother, inside of me i feel i miss you so badly.
Let me know you feel this our connection.
place you wear you drives me crazy.
Just to look into your eyes i’ve found myself and in your eyes i’ve found of which i really need. I need of a real feeling.
Also i know, you dont know me for real.
You’re the only person who could give it to me.
I know which i desire will not come true.
Just a strange thing as our connection, could be true.
It needs just of another little sign.
Another part of conjuction between you and me.
And our parellel world would be a part of our real world.
Look at me and if you want all this is true.
A real explication for my love for you. It goes beyond a real feelin. Since i’ve met you, i knew that our bond would been special. And it was for real. Maybe i reapet myself, but which you gave me is something more than a simply phrase. You gave me such strenght and i learnt such from you than in all my life. I’ve been always a strong person, but after met you i’ve streghtened my own force. Maybe very few people got what im saying to you, or maybe not. But i dont care. I want let to know just to you. And this is enough for me. Maybe one of these words i’m writing in this ‘open diary’ will reaches to you, and maybe the magic will be fullfiled and our souls will get connect also in our real world.
It’s from today i feeling you. My dancing butterflies dance their own dance in my stomach. I know your mind is towards to me. And the only thing i could do is write these few thoughts just for you. Hoping you can hear me. I’m sure you do as i hear you in me.
I love you…
Maybe you’re not aware about your importance in my life. No you dont. Since you’ve entered in my life, i started to see the life under new light, maybe our light has started to bright from that moment. I really don’t know. But as well tonight i’ve talked about you to my uncle and she got the very ‘importance’ of you in my life. I held back tears with difficulty. She saw me. I told her almost everything about you. She got your meaning to me when i told her about your Long John. I’ve seen her look changes. And in that moment i got she understoods which is the i feel i have for you. I told her i seen my life in your Long John. She got we have a double thin rope that unites us. And i believe she got for real your ‘importance’ of you for me. And she will of the few pepole who get my real love for you. And i’m sure she looks at you with a new look and she will doesn’t consider you just an actor, but the person who helped her nephew to goes on.
Luke, i never stop to thank you for everything you give me everyday.
Luke Arnold – Actor. Writer. Director