I see that shack, or some part of it, my mind take a flight and it goes at that dream i’ve done much time earlier that i’ve realized that it was a real thing and that was for really at your house.
Each time i see it, i rembember that dream, and the sensations i have felt. And everything matches, and stunning me everytime i think about it.
I could drive crazy, but i really think im not crazy…. Im sure about one thing, we are strongly, connected.
Talking seriously, from i’ve done that dream in which you said me, what we know, everything turned in a strange way, and everything bonded us always more. Strangely, but it was happened. Maybe you dont know it yet, perhaps me too. We are in a limbo, where our emotions are melting one another and we dont understand what is happening, but is happening right now, in this moment.
And each time i see that shack, everything take me at the primordial first moment we were connect ourselves.
I repeat you, i have realized that those shack was at your house much time after.
Daria
You had something to say me, and you have done it as soon as possible, that i could imagine, you have left me breathless. My head is exploding, my thoughts are confusing, but always towards to you.
Used, to these emotions. But eachtime i feeling them, also when i sleep, i feel myself as if i was embrace by you. And this time i’ve feel you whispered by name, but i was slept so deeply and i wasnt able to wake me up, but i felt you. You’ve called my name. And now im here, in bedroom, writing, you are here, looking at me. Sometimes i feel you that you hold me tight from behind and sometimes i feel you eyes penetrates me deeply, looking for something. Your glance tell me, you looking for that something link us in this strange way. While i was slept, trying to wake me up, i felt your embrace so sweet and tender. Maybe you was just close to me, and it was just in that moment our parallel world is became for a second our real world.
What i feeling from yesterday night. Or maybe yes. By now our connection has becoming so stronger than ever and i feel the same you feel. What i’ve read last night, by now has entered inside of me like a new blood, a new lymph. To know you feel the same i feeling, it made me feel like a rolling stone. I didnt close eyes when i was in bed, i tried to sleep, but i didnt. I always thought to what you wrote. And my flow, ours flows cames and went. And still comes and goes from you to me and contrary. My vise, my dancing butterflies dancing their own dance like crazy in my stomach, and now i’m sure you feel the same. I thinking to you, from last night. I just cant believe what i feel in this moment. I really dont know where are you or what are you doing, but i feel my soul like divided in two parts. One part is here and the other one is next to you… inside of you. You feel it. My heart is wrinkled by the biggest feelings im feel. I dont need to close my eyes to see you here near to me, but what i need is to take one of the deepest breath i took to dont remain breathless. What i feel, right now, is one of the most greatest feeling and now i know you feel the same, wherever you are. Ours Parallel World has becoming fast, ours real world.
what i think? If ever one day we will meet eachother, what would happens? At the first moment a little of embarrassment, but then ours smiles melt themselves in ours looks and there we would realize about ourselves, about ours feelings, and then we would look at us eachother, ours eyes into themselve, then a whispering us, almost from ours souls: ‘you…’ Then a smile, followed by a warm hug, would crown this moment we still waiting for.
a real confuse feeling which i feel right now. I smile while i cry. While i see you there, you checking twitter. Maybe you read the first reply you received. It was mine. And you smile. And i, with my heart beats so fast, wait for something from you. Maybe just that reaction i gave you it will be my only gift i will give you in this period. It’s ok for me.
I would like to hear from your voice, your wonderful voice, that you would like to announce something ‘special’ to the whole world, that concern us. But it’s all a dream in my head. I know, here, i can dream just about you and me. And there is also the real life. But since you’ve entered in my life everything here, for me, it’s possible and i can to dream about us easily. You make everything possible to me.
place you wear you drives me crazy.