Still understand how to move us inside of these new awareness of feelings we had felt since when we met us. We had know, that we were arrived at this point of this journey very important, that it would have marked in a definitely way, our lives.
We were looked at us one in another, and right after, you was caressing my face, and i’ve took, your hand in mine, and with a big sighing i asked you ‘Are we ready to go on?’ You looked at me with the most intense glance, and with your deep voice, that i always loved, you have replied
‘With you and for you i would face up everything. I’ve understood it, since when we stay together that there is no need to make big things to be happy. The only important thing is only to feel our emotions, and you gave them me alot. Even now, im looking at you…. i feeling your sensantions in your eyes. They are many, i feeling them and im feeling good. I need of these emotions. I just need of you’
While you was saying these words, my hands holded tight yours, and each words you have pronounced, was explode in my heart. You was looking at me and with a whisper, you made me the same question. I was still scrambled by your words, that the only thing, i have had could was looked at you and slowly kiss your mouth and right after i have replied you ‘I was already ready, when you was entered the first night in the bar, you have revolutioned my life since our first glance. I’ve understood that you would been part of my life, even only in my poems, if i wasnt falled and you didnd gave me your hand. I would say, yes.’
We were looked at us for a long moment, then we given us one another a passionate kiss.
We were ready to fight everything the world would put us in front.
We were hold our hands, tight.”
I’ve felt your lips on mine. I remained breathless, speechless. I’ve felt your arms holding me tight.
You leaving me without the breathe. I can feel your scent. I can take deep breathe to dont drive crazy. I can hear you ‘You, missed me in these hours’. You, missed me too much.
Eachtime i feel you far, i feel a little bit lost, but now you’re here close to me. i feel your embrace. It’s tight, as if you wanted dont leave me anymore. But we dont leave us, our parallel world is get connecting us one another stronger. My vise in stomach get bigger and bigger, and you feel it as i do. I can feel your chest against my back and you breathe get fast. I wait for you turn me arounnd to dive myself in your eyes and feel our world explode around us, and for magic, disappear in of it, together embraced one another, while you’re kissing me sweetly and my feelings melts with yours.
Whispering your name and slowly, from far, our parallel world get connect us, one another, and more i think of you, more you feel me. Slowly very slowly you’re coming to me. Our connection is far, but little eletric shocks communicating. We both feeling them. We are not losing our magic, we are only a little bit more distant. But that bond there is always. We feeling it inside of us. Maybe you’re doing something important, and you dont must stop, but you are feel my whisper. Slowly i can feel your desire to come next to me. This time i can embrace you from behind and i can leave you breathless. This time i can turn you around and make meet our glance suddenly and wait for that our parallel world explode around us.
To see in your eyes what i had always i would have i wanted to see, our parallel world, born from your surprise, from your sweetness, from the beauty of your soul and whispering you ‘Im here’, as eachtime you do, with me.
Were stare, one in another. What we were feeling was still a thing undefinied. We had understood, altough, everything we were feeling, still one more time, it was one thing that we had no felt till we didnt met us.
In that little room, one time, without any meaning, now it was concretizing the most beautiful thing of the world. All what we had felt, since we met, everything we had done. From all that it was about born the real love that we had collected trough all of the little pieces we had put together, since when you have helped me to stand up in the bar.
And it was the most great feeling of love that we have could feel.
We were feeling us, as wrapped in a invisible blanket and our need to embrace us one in another it was so strong, but we had still need of our glances.
What we could, see in our eyes, was the purest form of love and we could feel, our hearts melting eachother.
Our feelings were really exploding and we were the fuse from which everything was burning.
We had no say a word. We were looking at one in another.
We were feeling one of the most big feeling that we ever had have feel.
We were attending to the born of our purest love.”
“We had to must ⇒
Whispered, it was full of meaning.
Whoever of us had said it, knew that had a great meaning for both of us. It knew that pronouncing that phrase, it would have united its soul to the other more than ever.
We both had know it. We were looked at us, one another aware of what we had have said and heard and of what that phrase it would have involved. All our life.
Those little phrase contained the most big of the magics, and we were looked at us, one another, knowing that phrase, by now, it have be must pronounce, and everything we had felt and something still more, it was contained in that phrase and sometimes, it could have be exceed the feeling itself.
You had deleted from your mind all the bad memories of the past. I was looking at you, as, a new begin of my life.
When we had make love, i had deleted all my solitary life that i had have lived till now. As you, i was reborn. From my ashes, were reborn all my feelings and they were reborn thank to your glance towarded to me.
In few seconds, after saying and heard that phrase, we had lived again, all our life till now, in our own way.
We had felt it.
Sometimes, in different times, we had sighing as if we wanted throw away behind our shoulders, everything of the past, and begin to watch to the future, living again in our minds everything what we had lived together.”
“Our glances ⇒
Remained so, embraced without say a word for all the time we had felt it was necessary. We had feel our hearts beat sometimes fast, sometimes slow. We had still, felt our feelings flowing in us, but they were fading slowly, but we had felt, even, that a little part of the feelings of the other, were remained in us, and our connection was growing up more.
Suddenly, you was settled yourself on backrest of the bed and you had taking a deep breathe.
Our eyes met one another. You was about to talk, and those feeling, we were feeling, it didnt wanted go away.
Slowly, you have started to whisper.
‘Since when we had crossed our eyes, one in another, i have know that you would been a special person for me, and that has been. In your eyes there was world without boundaries and you have taking me there’. My heart was beating so hard. Your words were the same that i would wanted to say to you. I was remained breathless but at the same time enchanted by the sound of your voice.
You was declaring slowly, your sincere love, for me. By now, you could feel my heat in my soul expand itself rapidly, and you could feel my feelings were the same, without i had added anything else.
Your words resounded in that little room and slowly they wrapped us sweetly.
I wanted only feel your embrace wrapping me still.
Embraced, one another, a whisper flew away in the air. ‘I love you’.
“That feeling ⇒
Listening to our music, i feeling you so close to me. Now our connection is so strong even to exceed the music. Our parallel world is becoming so powerful. My heart is exploding and in my head the only thought is you.
In these hours i feeling your closeness is closer than ever, and what i wrote in my tale, last night, it describes perfectly my feelings i have for you.
I close my eyes and i feel your embrace. Your embrace from behind.
I love your embrace…. you stop me and you turn me around toward to you, and our glances meets and our parallel explode around us. We exist only us.
Your eyes in mine and slowly our connection become more strong. We feel us, wherever we are, whatever we’re doing. You are whispering my name, my heart beating hard, i feel it. You wrapping me sweetly and i feel it strong. I thinking you.
Your hand has left my face and i’ve left it go, but our eyes were still set on one in another, as if we were able to still notice the last flows of magic energy we had felt trought that touch. We looked at us, one another, as if we were enchanted from something bigger than us. You was enchanted by me and i was enchanted by you. We were feel still something around us that was stunning us. We had no know how to exit from this thing that, did us only stare at us, one another, without say a word.
That transfer of emotions, has been so powerful, that almost we were remained breathless and of course speechless.
We were still looked at us so.
I had see a little sparkle of light in you eyes and you had mentioned me a little smile. In my heart was entered, the last crumb of your past life, and my heat had burned it.
You have felt it, then you was approach me, and you have whispered me ‘You’ve done it’. My heart ran like a rollercoaster, and from my face was fallen a tear. You have dry it with a finger, that then you were leaned on my mouth and i’ve kissed it softly.
Slowly you was came closer that almost, our faces had touch, and with a little move we kissed. We had have need of that kiss. That circle of emotions, it had have must be closed. And we have done it in the way more natural we knew, while we were embracing us one another.”
⇐“I was feeling
“We were ⇒
That i feeling you in these moments.
Your eyes set on me and my soul is dying little by little.
Our parallel world get connecting us, one another in strong way.
You are looking at me and my heart is beating like a crazy one. I feeling you are whispering my name and i reply you in this diary.
Maybe you are dreaming about me but in someways we are always close, one another.
Im smiling you, you feel it and you smiling me back.
I sighing hard and i take a deep breathe.
Your eyes penetering my soul and i remain breathless.
My heart is about to explode definitely.
I close my eyes for a second and in that second i can feel your embrace wrapping me.
I cant imagine my life without these little moments with you.
They are precious for me.
You was completely opening yourself.
I have observed at you in the bar. You have seen in her eyes what you would have not wanted feel in your soul, in your heart but above all in your head. The void. It was a sensation that i had never felt, but i could imagine how it is.
What you have seen in her eyes, i have seen it too. They were vitreous. I couldnt see her soul and this was a bad sensantion, and i have understood you.
We have looked at us, just only few istants in silence and in that glance was exploding every color of each emotions we had have feeling in those moment. We were feeling wrapped by these great sensations that we werent able to hold back. We were staring us, one another and we could see each little facial expression changes, that we were remained stunned.
‘That’s i really wanted and i never found until i didnt met you’ you have whispered me touching my face soflty. I didn’t want you to take my hand off my face. so i took it and i have kept it so.
It was one of the most intensive moment since when this adventure has begun, and i wanted it had no end. We didnt wanted it had no end
In that touch we could feel everything flowing in us. Bad sensantions that were gone away and good vibrations that were entering in us. Your hand on my face, my hand on your and every feeling we were feeling, were projecting us in another level of awarness of everything. We were perceveing it. We had not know how many times we had felt lost in our glance, but we had always find the way to return back. It was enough a sparkle in our eyes. We were looking at us, one another and it was as if we were able to watch trough the eyes of the other. In that moment we could feel the feelings of the other They were exactly the same, but with little differents fades. I have felt your that were opening always more each seconds more. And you was feeling mine that were making enter inside all the heat that came from you. We were literally melting us, one in another. And more the time passed by, more we were feeling us one only soul, trought our feelings, our minds, our hearts but above all trought those little touch of your hand. It has been trascendental.”
⇐“In that room