Caress, you was here, next to me, when i was on the couch. And you was here by my side and you’ve caress me. I felt you. And now you’re here. Looking at me with this your glance, almost lost. Lost in your thoughts. Lost, but so close to me. What do you think? Do you feel the same emotions i’m feelings right now. If i close my eyes i feel your breath make it slowly fast, and i can hear your whisper in my ear. You are behind me. I feel your hands hold my hips. I breathless, i smell you skin. Slowly i turn and i see your eyes. You metioning me a shy smile. ‘What do you feel?’ i whispering you. You looking at me in silence. You taking my hand on your chest. ‘The same you feeling’. Our glances sparkling and we enter in our parallel world.
What i feel when i feel connect with you is an inexplicable feeling. I feel our thin rope gets shorter always more, and eachtime i feel this sensantions, i think something special will happens between us. That thin rope, as i called it, maybe is our parallel world. And my emotions makes bigger and bigger eachtime i feel you so close to me. I never felt something like this till now. Then now that you let me know ‘you like what i wrote’ this feeling has grow up more. Yes i know, it’s a stupid thing, but what i feeling it’s true. What i began to feel last december and what has happened, aint just coincidence. What i feeling, you feel it the same, maybe in other way.
I still wondering myself about what i feeling when i feel you so close to me. I miss breath, and for real i must take a long a deep breath to dont remain breathless or speechless, when, in some way, you’re next to me. Like now. But in other way, i miss you. I know, this open diary, i opening my heart, my feelings, my emotions, to you, but, maybe it will reach one day, it will be not more enough. What i will do, that day. I really dont know. Maybe it will never reach. We will would meet us already, who know.
Tll that day, i will continue to write to you in this open diary.
In front of me looking at me in this way. Without say word. Just eyes in eyes. You make me feel blush a little. I look at down on the floor, but you take my face in your hands and slowly yours face approach to mine and ours skins touches themselves so gently. Also yours hands caress my face. Our eyes into themselves, they transporting us in our parellel world and we, finally can touches ours lips in a kiss we hardly will forget it.
Right then we look at us breathless. Taking your hand to my heart i whisper you ‘Do you feel it?’. Breathless you take my hand to your chest ‘It beats like mine’ you say me, without leave me yours eyes on me. I feel it trought yours white shirt. I closing my eyes taking a deep breath. The rustle of the shirt drives me crazy. You take me my hand and you let my hand slide in it. Slowly it falls down over your arms. Your glance on me. Face to face slowly we approach us to kiss us once again. Yours soul, yours heart sourrounds me like in an embrace.
feel in these hours it’s inexplicable also for me. I never felt your closeness to me like this way, and yes i got what do you felt when you’ve put your like to that tweet. You know i read everything on twitter and what does it means for you in this moment. Maybe i’ll be crazy, but i think to be the only person who get which you feel. Yes i know, we never met eachother, but which i feeling is ours connection stronger than before. That twirl of emotions, sensations i feeling in these hours is stronger than ever. I need to look at your eyes to get which you feel whatever you doing. I’d like to be by your side, take your hand, maybe caress your skin, your face and whisper ‘everything will be fine’. You have met your girl already. We have met ourselves in our parellel world. Now we should close ours eyes to get in ours real world. And just we are in it open ours own eyes and whisper ourselves which we feel for eachother looking at ours eyes. Just a whisper. A caress. Metioning a shy smile.
Like this i never felt in my life. Today it’s the second one. You enter in my soul and i feeling you so strong, next to me. It’s a blow that i love feel. And i know in someway, that’s you want to say something. I start to listen to our music and i begin to get connect myself with you and slowly we get in our parellel world. Just look at you. I admire your skin mole and you take my finger and put it on it. For a while i blush. But just a whisper from you, makes me calm. You know i’m drive crazy for it. So you let me do it. I caress your skin. Your face. Forehead to forehead we touch on our lips. I touch on your chest. I introduce so slowly my hand in your shirt. And i can feel your heartbeat makes itself always so faster. It seems explodes. As mine. Breathless look at eachother saying anything. Our eyes says which we want to hear. My hands on your skin, your on mine.
We dont need to talk. Which we feel for eachother is in the air, and we ‘re in our parellel world. We just need about ourselves, about feelings, and emotions and which feel when we meet eachoter in our world. We just love eachother in this way. And this is enough for us. Our own way to love eachother.
I felt today i didnt ever hear so stronger. It was like a bomb exploded inside of me. I was doing other things and suddendly you was in me, next to me. As now, that i’m start to calling you and i start to feeling you. I love this ours connection. I just need to begin to write few words in this open diary and i begin to feel your closiness. If i close my eyes i can feel your presence by my side. If i close my eyes, i can feel you take your hand on my shoulder and i can see you mention a smile. I feel you caress my face and turns this chair to you. You kneeling in front of me. Taking my hands. And one of these you take to your chest and with a whisper you say me ‘Can you feel it?’ Throught your t-shirt i just can feel your heart beats faster as mine. We look at eachother into ours eyes, for a while. That moment suspended. Where we get eachother in our parellel world. That moment where we get everything about ourselves. About ours feelings for eachother. Where we get ours smiles can say everything with no say anything. Dive ourselves into ours look and we remain speechless, breathless. We can just touch ourselves with just our hands. I take your hand to my chest whispering ‘Can you feel it?’ My heart exploding. You embrace me so strong. ‘Please stay in this way forever’ i say you.
But first you look at me so kindly then you kiss me so tender.
So in this way, in our parellel world. So close to eachother.
Now is that i begin to feel you. Slowly but i do. Which matter is you begin to feel me. Whatever you doing, stop youself. Looking around you. Look up at the sky and thinking about to something is in your heart. And you are aware to know what is. It’s me, im calling you. Inside of me, i know, you feel that strange feeling, as i feel it.
Since we entered in new dimension of our parellel world, our connection is get more thin than ever. And everytime we call us eachother, we hear it immediately. And now i just called your name. I just felt you heard it, and that’s our connection. I just wanted to hear your heart beats as mine. From slow to faster than ever. I feel also the air, the new one, always more present than before around us. I close my eyes and i can see you. I can take your hand to me. And you caress my face. Slowly you whisper me the most kind word i heard from a guy. And that guy is you.
Just looking at you, i can say ‘I love you’. But i know, you know, my feelings, our own feeling we feel eachother goes on beyond that words.
you look at me, as to say ‘Stop, let me admire you’. And as hypnotized i remain breathless. Hypnotized from your look, from you voice, from your whisper. And i look at your eyes, your hands You come closer to touch on my face. Mention a smile and caress my face. Saying any words you take my hand to your heart. It beats so fast. ‘Listen to it… it’s you’. Slowly i touch on your white shirt and i start to unlace it. You let me. Breathless we look at into our eyes In front of eachother, we smile eachother. But it’s your first move. You kiss me so softly. And the shirt falls down. I just can see you breathless. You take my face in your hands and forehead to forehead we dive ourselves in our parellel world, melting eachother. Me in you. You in me. Your kiss me once again, and that moment we feel so how we love eachother. A kiss, our eternity.
and i should drive crazy for your way you look at me. In your eyes i can see your desire. Say anything you say you want a hug from me. Come closer to you. I look at your eyes. Just a little shy smile and you let in my arms. Just a whisper ‘I’ve missed you’. Dive myself into your eyes and i caress you face. Touch on your lips meanwhile my mouth come closer to kiss you. I hear you breathless. You whisper again ‘I really need you’ and take my hand to your heart. It beats so fast as mine. Our dancing butterflies starts their dance in our stomachs. We feel our souls get connect eachother. You say me ‘I want to be with you’. ‘Me too’. We embrace us so strong. This embrace is our embrace. We feel eachother also we’re so far. I look at you and the only question on my mind is ‘ when we could meet eachother?’. Because i really want to encounter you eyes for real and to see which will be our real emotions when our eyes will meet eachother for the first time. I really need of you as you do.
you. I need you. Where are you? I need of you I feel our parellel world is close to us. But i’m alone. I’m calling you. My light is dancing alone. My need of you is more strong than ever. I’m searching you in everywhere. I whisper you ‘Please dont leave me alone’. I feel something come closer to me, behind me. Something inside of me starts to beats faster. You heard my soul calls you. Here you are. Still i dont see you, but i know your are coming. My stomach get scramble. Our minds get connecting eachother. You coming from behind me. I feel your warm hug. I feel your head leans on my neck. Your whisper me ‘Please dont turn, stay in this way for a while’. I get your hands around me. I feel you breathless. In front of us a rainbow. I turn myself so slowly. And for the first time i meet your look. You wear a black shirt. Your eyes into mine. We dont say anything. We dont need any words. I hug you so badly. I would like to say, whisper you how much i’ve missed you, but i dont. You look up your eyes into mine. Just a ‘I know’ from you. Our souls talking eachother. A tears falls from your face. I caress your face drying your tears that it trasforms itself in a crystal teardrop. We embrace us so strong as it was the last embrace. ‘We never leave us’ i whisper