For just few instants and you’ve arrived and you have embraced me so tight. In this moment what i need is just your embrace, just to dive myself in your eyes and slowly, we enter in our parallel world, where noboby else cant touches us. In our world, you and me, where everything disappears and all what we see are our lights floats around and our emotions welcomes us. You whisper me just one question looking at me with your eyes that i love so much ‘What’s up?’. I looking at you, caressing your face, your neo, i simply say you ‘Did i tell you, you’re the only person i feel so close to me, and you’re the only person with which i can open myself….?’ You mentioning me a shy smile taking my face in your hands. In these moments my heart explodes, im in a twirl of emotions. You’re in front of me, caressing my skin. For a second i close my eyes and in that moment you put my hand in your shirt and when i open again my eyes, your shirt is falls down from your shoulders to remain over your arms. We stay in silence and we dont moves, only my hands moves on your bare chest. Breathless, you close your eyes and your breath slowly, gets faster, as mine. We feel our sensations mixing up themselves. We feel us so close one of another, despite our distance. We feel our hearts, our souls, and our minds join in the act of our love.
Eyes could look at me in this way, i could take flight in your soul and i couldn’t leave anymore. I could stay in this way for the rest of my life. Tell me what you see in my eyes, because what i see in yours, it’s the most beautiful feeling i ever have feel. Your eyes tells me to enter slowly in our parallel world, where you are waiting for me. What which i see in your eyes, it’s what i feeling, in this moment around me. Your closeness. Closing my eyes i feel like as if you embrace me. We are in front one of another. We have need to say nothing, because we know it already. In your eyes i see all your tenderness. I only need see in your eyes, our parallel world that explodes. I see your goodness, and i see explodes our lights that begin to float around us. I need to close my eyes, just a second to realize that you are looking at me. And in that second i feel your hand on my face. What which i see in you eyes, it’s all your being. You dont say nothing, but with your glance, what you say it’s clear. I blush myself. My heart stops for an istant, while you looking at me, always in this way. We look at us one of another. You smiling at me. I smile back to you, and slowly you take my hand and we start to walk trough this path. Our parallel world wants lead us to a place more secret of our connect.
A my whisper ‘Tell me you can feel it, as i do’ I feeling you closer than before. I’m speechless, breathless.
In a corner in my bedroom, but more closer. Now i feel you here next to me. We smile us one of another. I’m here, writing what i feel, looking at you, you sat more close to me. If i close my eyes i can feel your smell, and that it drives me crazy. You know it. We look at us one of another. Slowly you stand up, and you come behind me, to see what i write. I blush myself. I stop myself, for a second. You brush me away my hair, and slowly, you whisper me ‘Continue’. Breathless, i take a deep breathe, closing my eyes for a second, and in that second i have feel your lips on my neck. A thrill runs away from my body. You take my fingers and you push them on this keyboard. And rightafter, we are in our parallel world. Slowly you turn me around and you stand me up. We are in front, one of another. We look at us deeply. We smile. I blush myself, i biting my lips. Softly, you take my face in your hands and you begin to whisper me sweet words i never have heard from nobody’ else. What i which i need, want, is to see you trough your eyes. Your sweet touch leave me breathless. You bring my hand to your face. With no say nothing i caress it. And our lights floating between us, like a dance. We dive ourselve in our glances, slowly we disappear.
If it’s not a signal from our parallel world, that it wants unites us. Can you explain it to me. When i’ve see it, something inside of me it is exploded, like a bomb. Million of differents emotions was exploded at the same time. And aint the first time it has happening, but when it happens, everytime it’s like the very first time. Maybe it happens also too you, i really dont know, but when it happens here, my emotions, my feelings drives crazy. When happens, millions of thoughts exploding in my head, and i feeling you so close to me. As now. I must to close my eyes and i must to take a deep breath, to dont drive crazy. What does wants our parallel world tell us? It wants to tell us something, im sure of this. I remained breathless. You looking at me in this way, maybe you awaiting for something, looking for it in my eyes. I’m doing the same, looking at your glance. We waiting for something more bigger than our imagination. Here, in my bedroom, i hold back my tears, but with some difficulties. I see it and i thinking to you, and i feel you do the same, on the other side of the planet. I’ve feel, it, you’ve whisper my name, slowly.
My head exploding, like my heart, i ìf i think to all that and i just cant believe it. And you?
You have waited for me. I have feel it. You turn around me. If i close my eyes i see you. My heart beats so fast. You looking at me, asking me ‘Why you have take so long to come?’ I feel, you hold me so tight. My vise in my stomach get bigger. I have your eyes on me. Holding me tight, slowly, we enter in our parallel world. You dont tell me ‘Don’t leave me’, but i feel it, your soul screams it. I feel your soul calming down, now that we are in front. You take my hand to your chest. I feel your heart get slow. I see your chest trough your white shirt. Once again, you take my hand to your chest, but now, you let it slide in your shirt. I feel your need to stay by my side. I remain breathless. I must to close my eyes, to dont drive crazy. You need me. I take a deep breath and i look at you. Slowly, i make fall down your shirt, over your arms, till on the floor. You didnt take off your glance me. In that glance, i’ve seen for real, something i never imagine to find. Something beyond love. You begin to touch on me, like i was, someone, that you have looking for long time, and finally you’ve find it.
‘I have find you, and i dont let you go’, it seems you say me. You take my face in your hands. Our eyes in one in another. And what we see around us are our lights.
A last whisper ‘Don’t leave me, i need you’.
We make ours love.
How i’d like to see your eyes and make you see how you’ve enter in me. How i feel you close to me despite your distance, despite you really dont know me. How your sensibility touches me, and how your sweetness, slowly is transforming in our parallel world. I see a lot in your glance. And sometimes, what which i see it overwhelm me that i cant hold back tears from my face. Tonight it is so. My feelings for you are bigger and bigger, and what i would say is too much few for words i would like say you. If i think about what you gave me in this long period, i remain breathless. You didnt realize it. But you gave me, and you still giving me, part of your heart, part of your secret life. You didnt realize it, but you have tell me something that other people didnt noticed. You have say it to me.
What which i feel from last december, it’s a magnificient thing. Our connection it’s an inexplicable thing, but we must have face up to it. We feel us one of another. Sometimes say myself ‘that’s can’t be possible’, instead it happens eachtime i feel inside me that strange vise in my stomach, and i’m sure, it’s the same for you.
look at me in this way, tell me what you thinking. You stand up and come to me. We are in front, one of another. Our lights begins their dance. Slowly we enter in our parallel world, and i feel your warm embrace. Our souls melting And our hearts beat making fast. Your eyes into mine. For a while, we remain in this way. Breathless. Sweetly i put on your chest my hands. You whisper me ‘Do it’. Blushing, i know what you mean. So slowly, without taking my eyes off you, i sweetly slide my hand in your shirt. You breathless, you left me falls your shirt over yours arms. Right after, you caress my face and you smiling me. While your hand is on my face, i close my eyes to catch the moment in my soul, in my heart. Your hand is still on my face, my eyes still closed. But another whisper ‘Look at me, i’m here’. Your gently hands on me. Face to face. What which we are looking at in ours glance, are just we. What which we feeling is unnoticeable, we feeling it just us. We feel it, trought our eyes, ours souls, our hands, just trought that little rustle, our dancing lights, but above all, we feel it trought our glances. And that’s an incredible feeling. Our parallel world
About what i’m feeling right now i think to drive crazy. What i see if i close my eyes, what smell i feeling in the air, and what my mind to who is connecting, but you know it already. Because this flowing of energies you have it too, right now in this moment. Sometimes is so strong that is like your, my, our souls leaving our bodies to reaching to the sky to melting together. And what we feel inside of us is like we missed the oxygen to breath, and what we must to do is only take a long breath and, despite our distance, and we enter together in our parallel world. Where we, in front of one another, looking at in our eyes, and without say anything we say everything only with our glances. If i think it has happening all that among us, i cant hold back my tears. Our feelings, emotion are the most big we ever felt.
I feeling your heart beating fast. I know, you looking at up the sky and you whisper my name. I feel it, you know it. My heart beating like a crazy one, and despite our distance, here, in our parallel world we are in front and your eyes are in mine. My hand on your chest. Slowly, you approaching to me, and your lips caressing my mouth. Your hands taking my face. I remain hypnotized by your glance, breathless, and my breath becoming slowly faster. ‘You can take me off it’, and slowly you slide my hand in your shirt. Always more breathless i make slide it on your arms. And you’re in front of me, making me drive crazy. You restart to kiss me sweetly. Our souls melting A whisper of you leave me speechless. ‘You’re the person i’ve always looking for, and now i’ve find you’
You are by my side. I feeling you here. If i close my eyes, i see you next to me. Our connection is strong. You calling me and i feeling you. I cant do anything else if no to wrtiting here, what i feel. And i know you feel the same, wherever you are. Our parallel world welcome us. And what we feel now is so stronger. I closing my eyes and i feel you embracing me from behind. You whisper me ‘dont you to turn’, but i want. i want to see you eyes, you are here from me, only for me. and i feel it. I did leave what i did to come to you. You did called me, almost screaming. Ours flow begans. I feel you so close to me. I close my eyes and i feel you taking my hand to your heart. I feel your lips kissing my neck Breathless i closing my eyes and slowly i turn round. Your closeness is almost tangibile. I want to caress your face. I want to say you how much you’re important in my life in this period of my life. Maybe you know it, maybe you reading these few line i write each day. Your presence, here right now, yes, i feel it. Like me, you feeling my connection with you.
Oh my right now, i feel you here. It were two days, i didnt feel you like now. Like a bomb in my heart, in my soul. I must to take a long and deep breath to dont remain breathless. I feel your eyes on me. What do you see? What do you feel? I feel my vise in the stomach, my dancing butterflies begins their own dance. I feel you and me together in our parallel world
When i feel your closeness. as i’ve told you, i must leave what i’m doing to stay with you, also only mentally. Does it will reach the day we could stay together, also only embraced us? I want to think you feeling the same. Ours emotions are bigger than other things and when we feel us, in this way, we stay together beyond than physically… and what we feeling we cant explain it. It’s beyond every explanations we could give.
To write you again. What were been my sensations, my feelings. And you are here in front of me, with this glance, where i can lost myself.
I felt you was next to me, when i was on the couch. I felt you took my hand in yours. I felt your warm hug. I, also, imagined to stay embraced together. But i knew it wasnt real. But what i felt seemed so real. And now, right here, you around me. In your eyes i see, i feel something magic. I feel our parallel world becoming something real. You in front of me. You sweetly smiling at me. What we see around us are ours lights melting. I cant leave my eyes on you. Breathless, i put my my hand on your chest, and slowly you begin to kiss me in every part till to reach my lips, while i slide my hands into the shirt and in that exact moment my heart exploding, and what you see is a moltitude of colors, becoming a rainbow. Your lips touch me sweetly. For a second we remain eyes in eyes, without do further things. ‘We remain in this way’ someone of us say to the other one. Without add anything, we remain so enchanted for what we see and for what we feeling.