Like this, and as a ray of sun you make feel happy like a child.
As i told you many times, you’re the only person in this period of my life i really would have close to me. You make me feel so happy also just with a smile like this one. And our feelings are so close eachother, also we living so far.
I still suprise myself how i can ‘hear’ your closiness to me just toward myself to you.
And suprise myself, when i writing in this open diary, our minds, but above all our souls get connecting eachother.
Like this aftenoon, while i was sleeping i heard you inside of me, just we can feel eachother. In our own way.
With this smile you can open my soul and you can see which is inside. If we would meet us, you can see with no shame all i get in. And all which you would see is all emotions i have for you. But above all Love, respect and grateful.
Just which i really i would like to do with you is to stay in silence, embraced to you, to listen to our souls melting eachother and to get that we are made to stay together.
I rembembered that movie. I’ve seen just one time, but i dont rembembered how much passion you’ve put on your acting.
Few scenes and i got your sensibility. And for real if we meet eachtoher you’ll have any problems* with me on the contrary, you would be the most sweet guy that i would meet.
You would my best friend for sure or something more. We woud share everything as i wrote in this open diary.
I loved to see once again this movie… I seen it in 2009/10 and i never figured that in someway you would be entered in my life in a such way, morever changing it in such great way.
How strange the destiny is in someway. I knew you but i wasnt still aware about your importance in my life til few years ago.
In someway that thin rope that we unites us strongly it was born years earlier.
But however i’m so happy that in someway we met trough this incredible world called ‘internet’. And i’m happy i’ve met your soul, your eyes and you’ve taught me many things.
And still surprises myself about how much is magic your smile is and it got the sun inside.
*I…Me and myself
from this world. Take me to your ship. Let me fight with you. Let me see blood. Give me a sword, let me fight our enemies next to you. Let me scream with you ‘Let’s fire!’. Let me be your soul mate also in war. Let me guide you among ice and fire, among lightness and darkness. I wanna be your anchor also in this. Let me smell your sweat, let me smell also worked leather. Let me be to your side while you prounonce bad words. While you let your soul free when you feel yourself attacked and while your proud is threatened. Let me be your mirror where you could find calm for your soul. Ask me every your questions. What i would do if i was you. Let me take you to our ship. And i let you be my quartiermaster. I let you confess all your bottom thought. Let me embrace you after this fight. Let me kiss you everywhere. Let me dive in your eyes as i let you into mine and slowly let in our parallel world with our own pirate ship.
How much you helped me. You have no idea. Everyday i’m here and i think about you. And i think just you know it, but i’m here to say it once again. I close my eyes and i taking you hands and together get in our parellel world. Now im calling you. I’m feeling you hearing me. My dancing butterflies starts to dance their dance. I’m towards completely to you. I just need to say you ‘How much i want to stay close to you’. Thinking about you im just breathless. Maybe just you get everything i feel in this moment, which are my own emotions and sensations. I just need to look at you to get which you feel for me. I’m hearing, you feel me. I see your light, is all around me. And it’s which all i need right now. My soul want to get connect with your. To say you ‘how much i really i need of you’.
Maybe you’re not aware about your importance in my life. No you dont. Since you’ve entered in my life, i started to see the life under new light, maybe our light has started to bright from that moment. I really don’t know. But as well tonight i’ve talked about you to my uncle and she got the very ‘importance’ of you in my life. I held back tears with difficulty. She saw me. I told her almost everything about you. She got your meaning to me when i told her about your Long John. I’ve seen her look changes. And in that moment i got she understoods which is the i feel i have for you. I told her i seen my life in your Long John. She got we have a double thin rope that unites us. And i believe she got for real your ‘importance’ of you for me. And she will of the few pepole who get my real love for you. And i’m sure she looks at you with a new look and she will doesn’t consider you just an actor, but the person who helped her nephew to goes on.
Luke, i never stop to thank you for everything you give me everyday.
Luke Arnold – Actor. Writer. Director
with the same eyes but also with the new ones. Our parellel world is so close than i could imagine. My dream could comes true one day if we just wanted it for real. I took your hand and in a whisper i told you everything i really wanted. Just a metion smile from you. And just this for me it has been so important. Just to say that few words and you’ve read them it means so much to me. Maybe just you did rembember about me. And just this little thing it’s such a big thing to me. Maybe one day our eyes meets eachother and the only thing we could do is to smile and say anything, Maybe hug eachother. The only hug we really need. And everything i wrote til now in this ‘open diary’ to you comes true for real. Maybe we will have to talk so much about our own sensations we felt eachother everytime we got connected eachother. Everytime i felt my dancing butterflies and you was there. And everytime i wrote how much i needed you it was for real. And now i know for sure you rembember about me. That girl you helped in a such way she never forget, and she thank you everyday for everyhing you gave her. That girl that’s me.
What i felt when i see this one on my notification alarm. I didnt know if to laugh, to smile or to cry for happiness. I just choose to make to smile my soul. And it’s still doing. I want to believe. I want to hope you thought about which i wrote. I really want to meet eachother one day. You make me feel ALIVE. And which i wrote in my comment it’s real. I love your toughts, how it does works your imagination. I just know we have a lot in common, as writers too. I hope you read my other comment i left. And you can also just metion a smile and think about my words.
Always with all my love i have for you.