Right now



I just need of you. To dive myself into wonderful eyes and to mute everything around me. And slowly get together in our parellel world. Just to look into your eyes and find myself in your smile you have for me. These dancing lights take us in our world but everytime it’s a different place, but just our hearts knows it’s our parellel world. I just need  of your look into mine. Take my hand and we start to fly among our lights. This music opens our minds and your in mine and mine in your. We just know what we wants from eachother. Saying any words that embrace encloses everything we need right now. I smell your skin. It’s like silk and every mole you have drives me crazy. I caress your skin. You mention me a smile. Without say anything you take my face and forehead to foreahed, eyes into eyes we share our souls. You kiss me softly. Then i touch on your mole and i see your sweet wonderful soul. Your kindness towards me it’s the most beautiful thing that a man can gave me. Breathless, i look at your eyes and a tear falls down. You dry it from my face with your finger and you whisper ‘Dont cry, you deserve all my love’. Once again breathless, i touch on you face. Smile at me. Smile at you. And in whisper we say together ‘I Love You’. A long embrace. We want remain in this way, in the sound of our souls.



Here in my lonely

room and i look at you. I waiting for you. Wait for you listen to my soul calls your. Our dancing lights are in the sky. Look up your eyes and you can see them. That thin rope starts to unites our hearts. Starts to melt our souls in a dance we just feel in our hearts and confuses us at first. But we just to know we get in our parellel world together. I just need to look at your eyes. Touch on your mole and we just know whe are in our mysterous but wonderful world, where everything it moves itself so slowly. And our souls get in only one. Our lights, our hearts melting. And the only thing we can do i look at eachother as the very first time we met, that night.

I never forget which i felt when you get in my life, whispering me just a ‘thank you’. Never forget that. But i always knew that between us it would happened something ‘special’. Maybe you still doesnt know it. But for as i am, something it will happen. I feel it. These words im writing are the highway to reach to you. I really need to look at your eyes and whisper these words i never say to anyone, but you. I really need of it.


Someone asked me


‘Who do you miss?’ Reply myself  ‘I miss you’. I dont reply to this question how i would like to. But i know how i miss you so badly in this time. Just you know the truth of my heart. You know my bottom feelings. How i miss your touch and you know you’ve touched my soul. Just to write this diary i feel so close to you. And just look at you i dont feel empty. You’re that part  i lost long time ago. Just with you im feel happy.  Just look at your eyes and i see our parellel world and in there i’m feel completly myself. Your smile contains the most beautiful colorful light i’ve ever seeen in my life. You make reborn myself  just whisper just few words that got me in a such way i never forget. As i never stop to say that. You gave me that strenght i started to loose. With just few words you show me i can go on beside all. You’re my strenght. My parellel world and all i need is you.



When i see you


lost in your thoughts i ask myself ‘What does he thinking about?’, then you look at me and you face illuminates everything around us. You take my hand to your heart. Mine starts to beat so fast as your. And everything get color itself by our parellel world colors. You whisper me ‘I waited for you’ and hug me so hardly. ‘I really waited for you. Need you’. Your dancing butterflies is on my stomach  and i really feel you. ‘I need of our parellel world’ I caress your face sofltly and i whisper you ‘I put on our music, so our soul get connect in our own way. We feel eachother in this way.’ So close. Also if we’re so far. I feel you so close with my soul and my heart. I feel your warm hug you giving me. I whispering you ‘Do you know how much you’re so important to me?’. Lookin at me reply me with just your shinest smile and take to my hand to your heart. ‘Do you feel  how it does beats so fast? It’s just yor closiness also with your soul’ With these words i remain breathless and i want touch on your skin. To kiss your lips so ardently. I wishper you ‘I want you’.  You look at  me, come closer and our souls got eachother.



I never stop…


to surprise myself when i look at your eyes, when you look at me in this way. I see our world and you look take me to in this parellel universe. And i feel your own force in me. You have this power. With just a look to take me to this wonderful place that’s our parellel world, when i i all need of it. You know it when it’s time. I must to look up my eyes into your and we get connect eachother. Just we need is to look eachother to feel when we need of eachother. When you need me, my stomach starts to have inside your dancing butterflies, and i hear your voice calls me. I just need to connect with you and we are together as we are now. I just need to look at you and i know you do the same. And our souls get connected at the same time. I feel you and you feel me. Our hearts melting eachother. That’s warm feel we hear it’s just our love. Our love that in someway destroy us. Because our distance. But our hearts are so closer than before. This warm feel we hear it’s just need of eachother. Our beware about us. Our beware of our love.

Never stop to surprise myself how much i need you and never stop whisper you ‘ i need to dive myself in your eyes, therefore in your soul. All i need of that’.


and the connection

luked0still continues. Now I should not be surprised anymore. But it’s still like the very first time i feel that strange feeling inside of me. And you still continues  surprise me .You make me smile with just little things. I just hope you realize that. You give me the right feeling i just need to goes on. Surprise myself how i really need of you every istant of my life. You’re so far from me but i smell your skin. How is it possible? I just hear your breath. Your thoughts. Your surprise of life. Is it our parellel world so close to us? Look at the sky and see our lights dancing. They are our souls…They call eachother. I close my eyes as you do in this instant. Breath in unison. What does we feel? Just our hearts beats so fast… we are in our parellel world. Together.



I dreamt about you


tonight and then you posted this one. I think our parellel world is more closer than ever. I was think about you tonight. I dreamt we make love. The most sweetest love we made. You kissed me in our way. I was drive crazy for your lips on my breasts. Breathless. I think  we dont realize how close our parellel world is. Our souls, our hearts. These dancing lights. My stomach is scrambled from woke myself. I thinking about you. I need to know you do the same.  I need to know you’ve read my words. Give me this certainty. Give me the certainty you know me. What i feel for you. I need this little certainty. I know for sure we are connect eachother. These feeling are just when someone is really connected. My stomach is full of dancing butterflies. Your? I have the certainty about that. I smell your skin. I feel your touch. Your eyes. Your look into mine speaks openly. What you would like to do. I let you to do. I love your way. Your touch on me. Your hands explores me. Breathless. These lights. Your lips, your mouth. Your look into mine drives me crazy for you literally. Whisper your name in your ear. Your lips on my neck.

These hours i thinking about you, my dude… Do you know how much i miss you? How much i love you? Do you?


Our ship…


You’re my quartermaster. I’m your compass. Take me where you want in our world. I will you follow. The sea will be these lights. We will follow our hearts. Our bottoms desires. Take me to our own world. Where we can find ourselves in our embrace. In our look we can find our sweetness. You will show me how to find our treasure in our own love. You will teach me how to sail with no have to fear to err. ‘You’re my quartermaster… of my love’. I want to stay embraced in your arms forever. In your arms anything it’s wrong. Tell me your love for me. Tell me a story of which you feel. I want to see it in your eyes. In your look. Tell me where we’re going to. Give me the certainty of your love for me. Guide me into your soul. Take me your hand. Touch on my skin. Smile at me in your own way. That way i drive crazy for. Tell me your mole is my treasure. Give me it to me smiling to me. Your treasure is just to stay together, also we’re so far from eachother. We have this little corner of our souls and when we get connected eachother anything is impossible. We sail our light together on our ship and anything is wrong. Just it does exists our love. We. Our love. My quartermaster. Your compass. Our ship.



I see the sky….


and i see our parellel world. These lights dancing. I see you look at me. Whisper my name. Take my hand. We fly trought these lights. These colors takes us away from this world we dont need. We need just of our looks our eyes. Our souls. ‘Which you need’ you ask me. ‘Your eyes, your voice, your whispers, you take my my hands… just you’. Which i see i adore. Your smile, your sweetest smile. Your smiling eyes. Your soul. I just need of that. I just need of you. Take me away from this world where i dont belong to.  I just want to be embraced by you I just want to belong to our parallel world where i can be myself. Express all i need i want to be. Look at your eyes and to feel finally which i feel for real for you. I want to make you smile, touch on your skin and feel for the very first time that desire i need to feel My love for you. Just for you and anybody else. Take my hand and fly away to our parellel world, follow to this magic sound. Our own sound. In our world. Just ours.



I heard you ….

luke_northencall me…almost i heard you screamed my name… My stomach began to scramble… and i know this was you… Your need to be close to me as i did in these istants. I was thinking about you so much. I felt you heard me. Our souls wanted to get connected eachother. I put my headphones on. Our music is just our. Noboby must listen to it. The magic lights starts their dance. Our eyes look at eachother. We just need our hug. Looking at you in our eyes, my world, our parellel world i whisper you ‘Was you late night?’… your smile while you touch on my lips, my mouth. Saying anything says me everything all i want to hear. My stomach scrambled by millions of butterflies. I feel your soft touch on my skin, on my face. Forehead to forehead you say me ‘I was…’ then suddendly you kiss me with all your passion. I’m feel like fly. Our nothern lights are so magic. They are our souls. Our world. Our parellel world. I whisper…’i knew it’. I smile at you and i touch on your face. We kiss eachother. Endlessly.