Are running faster, that i dont know what to think. I feel all that it comes from you, and it overwhelm me. The feeling i have feel till now, are changed, from the day to the night. The feelings im feeling im feel are stronger. Maybe im drive crazy, maybe not. I’m consider myself a reasonable person, and all what im feeling it’s like a new stuff. But i cant put away this: since when i was child, i have feel in situations that then, it were became real. I really i cant.
And what i’m feeling, when i feel you close to me, it’s like the same feeling when i was a child, but stronger. All that confuses me. And confuses me more the fact, that you’re the only person i confess all that. I feel you so close to me, in the most beautiful way, that i feel, i can open myself in this way, only with you. And i dont think to drive crazy, if one day will meet us i can express you all these emotions freely. And i believe, in a someway, you feeling, the same.
I know, i’m writing the same things from long time. But it’s what i’m feeling. I dont want a big public, for this open diary. I just hope these my few lines, one day will reaches to you, and you will understand all that.
Maybe our connect aint only fruit of my immagination. Maybe what im feeling and our parallel world, as i call it, it’s because there is a invisible line that unites us, and i have feel it, suddendly in that dream. And all that since that dream, it was expands. And our connect got bigger, also from the fact, that i had face to may physcal problems that also you have face to, in different way, but that you have understand, and in someways it unites us. Maybe it’s all this. Or maybe who knows, we will never knows it.
Daria
What i’m feeling in these hours, in these days, it’s something i cant explain neither to me. Your presence is a continuos flow of energies in my body. And your closeness is stronger. It has growing up more fast… I dont know what you feeling, but i know ours connection is over there, and in somewhere our parallel waits for us, to tell us something special. Your smile, your eyes, for me are something magic. Your eyes are our parallel world gates. When i feel you so close to me, lik now, i just only need to close my eyes and taking a deep breath to feel you here next to me. You looking at me and sweetly you taking my hands and we begins to fly among ours lights and our emotions.
To write you again. What were been my sensations, my feelings. And you are here in front of me, with this glance, where i can lost myself.
Caress, you was here, next to me, when i was on the couch. And you was here by my side and you’ve caress me. I felt you. And now you’re here. Looking at me with this your glance, almost lost. Lost in your thoughts. Lost, but so close to me. What do you think? Do you feel the same emotions i’m feelings right now. If i close my eyes i feel your breath make it slowly fast, and i can hear your whisper in my ear. You are behind me. I feel your hands hold my hips. I breathless, i smell you skin. Slowly i turn and i see your eyes. You metioning me a shy smile. ‘What do you feel?’ i whispering you. You looking at me in silence. You taking my hand on your chest. ‘The same you feeling’. Our glances sparkling and we enter in our parallel world.
Wonder myself how you entering in me in this way, surprising me as the first the first time. I should be used to your way to get connect with me, but i dont. It’s always a bomb in my heart that explodes itself. And my feelings are sorrounded by your eyes, your soul, your look on me. And above all your hands. Your look on me. On everything i do, i write about you. My feelings growing more than ever. You’re always there, a step behind me. And im sure, if i fall, you would take me, and then you would smile at me. Maybe then you would kiss me kindly, and in this kiss we get in ours parellel world, where we can see eachoher with all ours love we have for ourselves. I’m sure, we know about eachtother, also if we never met eachother. We met here. In our parellel world, where ours feelings met themselves many times, and made our hearts beat hard in unison.