do you want to tell me , i will listening to it. Your glance talks alot about your feelings. I’m here next to you. Everything you want to say me, you know, i’m here just close to you. Taking your hands. We breath together. Ours minds get connect us to ours parellel world and there we can let free ours feelings. There we can dive ourselves in ours glances. And with no add any words we know already what we wants to say to us eachother. We need just of few whispers to confirm what we would have like to say us. I close my eyes and my dancing butterflies begins to dance their own dance. And i can smell your skin, while you take my hand to your heart, i feel it trough your white shirt. Slowly i begin to unlace it. While you look at me mentioning a shy smile.
‘Dont leave me, i need of you more than ever, stay with me. I need of ours connection, of ours parellel world. I feel secure in this world we have created. I need of all that’, you whisper to me, while you look at me and you touch on my lips with your soft mouth. I look at yours eyes, saying no anything, caressing your face and i let myself you kiss me slowly. We remain, in this way, as in suspension.
I just need to look at you and i feeling good. You make me smile with nothing. Your eyes has the rainbow inside and i can see it when you smile to me. Just which i feel standing by your side is a wonderful sensation and it’s just magic. I look at you and i get in our parellel world with you. And just which we feel is just our kind of love that we just feel for eachother. A kind of love that opens ours minds, our heart in another level of connection. While we get connect ourselves, we feel ours souls meltin themselves and which we feel our heartbeats becoming so faster. I see my soul into yours, your heart into mine. And i can smell your skin. Your hands on my body. You touch on my legs scars with your fingers. I remain breathless. ‘Let me see your eyes’ i whisper. So slowly look up at me and take my hand to your chest. Your heart seems explodes inside of you. A whisper ‘I get what you’ve face up to’. I caress your face saying any words, just a tear falls from my face. Your finger on my face. Then you hold me tight and we stay in this way. Embraced eachother. No other word.
really you, hide youself behind my ‘user_uknown’. I ask myself a lot of questions, above all after last night. I said that things about you to your work collegue, because i let lt him know how much you’re important in my life and how you’ve changed it. And here you are ‘. Im sure, in someway, you’ve read the tweets i’ve shared with Danny, who inserted your name in discussion, and i thank him, for that. And in someway, you’ve continued to read my comments about you. Maybe it was not you, but please let me dream about that. Let me dream about ours parellel world. Ours world get connect eachother, in this ‘special way’. Also if it’s on my mind…maybe, in someway, you feel it too. Ours parellel world unites us so close eachother, i feel it. And which i can say you now is ‘i feel you next to me.’ Do you? My heart beats so faster than ever.
I’m sure among us, there is something special.
I woke myself i feel you close to me. My dancing butterflies in my stomach. You in my mind, in my heart, in my soul. Feeling myself scrambled by your feelings. And what i feeling is just your absence. You’re so far from me and which i really need is a warm hug from you and your look into mine. Your hands on me. And that absence would be filled. I would like feel your voice whisper kind words just for me. And to have the certain you feel the same wherever your are, whatever you doing. To have the certain our parellel world get connect eachother and i’m not the only one i feel these sensantions. I would like to have the certain our world link us in a special way.
Which i feeling in these hours is stronger than before. I didnt ever felt anything like this before. I know i repeat myself but i dont know how i can explain this. Also to me it’s so strange. But when ours souls calls eachother i feel it. Do you?
Feel close to me. Like a bomb exploded in me. While i was working on this pic, i start to feel you as you standing by my side. My heart beglins to beats so fast as i imagine yours. Looking at your eyes i feel what’s your feelings for me. And our dancing butterflies begin to dance their own dance. And souls start to melting eachother. Someone can call me crazy, but when i start to feel this sensations in me my thoughts are toward to you, and im sure, in someway, you feel the same wherever you are right now. Our parellel world is so close to us, despite ours distance. I never felt something like this before, just with you. And i’m sure you enter in this dimension as i do. At the same time. Ours souls get connect eachother in this way. And i’m sure this open diary it’s the right way to reaches to your heart. And someway, someday you will read everyting i wrote for you. And for us it will reachs the time for the kiss we have wait for long time. Ours eyes into ourselves and we can whisper ours feeling for eachother. A big look into ours eyes and a whisper ‘how much we have missed’… Fortunately we have built this world, where we get in ourselves. Just us, with ours feelings, ours sensations and our emotions. But above all our love.
You in this moment. You have no idea. I could do strange things to take off you a smile. To let you know how i would like to stay with you, close to you. Maybe taking your hand, just look up at the sky and to listen to our music of our parellel world and take the flight to goes away from this world that it doesnt belong to us. I would like to take your hand and to look into your eyes and let you see how it would be so wonderful if everything it would transforms in our parellel world. Millions of rainbows all around us. And our souls begins to connect eachother. I’m calling. Do you hear me? Yes, you do. I feeling you. You’re so far from me but i feel you inside of me, as our dancing butterflies.
I love that sensation inside of me. My stomach is completely scrambled by them. And i’m sure also your.
Just one thing. You have no idea how much i miss you…
Like this, and as a ray of sun you make feel happy like a child.
As i told you many times, you’re the only person in this period of my life i really would have close to me. You make me feel so happy also just with a smile like this one. And our feelings are so close eachother, also we living so far.
I still suprise myself how i can ‘hear’ your closiness to me just toward myself to you.
And suprise myself, when i writing in this open diary, our minds, but above all our souls get connecting eachother.
Like this aftenoon, while i was sleeping i heard you inside of me, just we can feel eachother. In our own way.
With this smile you can open my soul and you can see which is inside. If we would meet us, you can see with no shame all i get in. And all which you would see is all emotions i have for you. But above all Love, respect and grateful.
Just which i really i would like to do with you is to stay in silence, embraced to you, to listen to our souls melting eachother and to get that we are made to stay together.
In this way you look at me.
I ask you ‘What are thinking about?’. In silence you take my hand and you kiss it so slowly. Your eyes into mine. A minute in suspence. Then you take my hand to your chest and in a whisper you tell me the most beautiful phrase that i can heard from you.
‘How I could live so far without you’. Breathless i look at you. I take your hand. Our look into eachother. Remain still speechless. That’s i thought since i met you the first time. Our souls get connect eachother slowly.
‘I really dont know my love, as you need me, i need you strongly’. You give me such strenght that anybody else isn’t able to give me. Just you. I just to look at you and i’m feel alive as never been before. I need you as the darkness need the lightness.
And you need me as the chaos needs the calm. I’m here for you. And you are here for me.
We complete eachother.
We need just to take another step. And we know which is.