Closing my eyes, i see you sorrounded by these magic lights and you stretch your hand towards to me and i take it. Together we enter in ours parellel world, and we look at us eachother for a while and your whisper leave me breathless ‘I want to be alone with you’. Your glance into mine, makes me blushing hardly. I look at down my eyes, but you right after take my face and ours eyes meet eachother again. You smile at me. My heart begins to beats like a crazy one. Taking my hand to your chest, i can feel your hearts beats like mine. We remain in this way, listening to ours feeling driving crazy for what we feel for eachother without add further words. I look at your glance into mine and i dont notice your hand touch on my face, but i feel something soft like velvet on my skin. Slowly i take it and without leave my glance on you, i kiss it. I know, i left you breathless. I seen it trought your eyes. I metioning a shy smile. I continue to kiss it, till i arrive to kiss your face. With my finger i touch on your skin mole and there i look at your eyes speechless. Just little and fast breath of both of us. A long embrace, then once again, eyes in eyes and ours lips meet eachoher in the softest kiss we give us.
I begin to smile and you’re coming to me. Ive checked ad you was there few minutes ago. I begin to believe for real there is something magic among us and ours minds hear themselves in their own way. And it’s fantastic the way you make feel. Im here in my bedroom, listen to this music that get eachother in ours parellel world. And i love when you look at me in this way, ready to whisper what are your desires leaving me breathless. I can confess you, since it has began this magic connection with you, i dont think anymore to anybody else. Just you. You fill my thoughts, with your feelings you make feel everyday. My heart beat so faster than ever. Sometimes i think it could be explodes for real. And when i feel you so close to me, getting together in ours world, one day when i will open my eyes i will see you next to me for real and you will take my face in your hands and with a whisper you will say ‘Finally, here we are’ looking at me’ And in front of eachother we look at ourselves and slowly really softly we kiss eachother
When i having some problems with instagram, you appear… in this way… and i dont want say anything just you make me smile. You make feel happy. Just a whisper i can say you ‘I need you badly’ . And you know it much better than anyone else in this moment how much i need you.
I let to want to listen to the music im listening to. And this take me to you. Now i look at you and which i would like to do i just embrace you so tight
Just think about our parellel world. Just closer than we could imagine. You so far from me but in someway you so close to me. I just cant believe it that all that has happening among us. It’s so magic.
I rembembered that movie. I’ve seen just one time, but i dont rembembered how much passion you’ve put on your acting.
Few scenes and i got your sensibility. And for real if we meet eachtoher you’ll have any problems* with me on the contrary, you would be the most sweet guy that i would meet.
You would my best friend for sure or something more. We woud share everything as i wrote in this open diary.
I loved to see once again this movie… I seen it in 2009/10 and i never figured that in someway you would be entered in my life in a such way, morever changing it in such great way.
How strange the destiny is in someway. I knew you but i wasnt still aware about your importance in my life til few years ago.
In someway that thin rope that we unites us strongly it was born years earlier.
But however i’m so happy that in someway we met trough this incredible world called ‘internet’. And i’m happy i’ve met your soul, your eyes and you’ve taught me many things.
And still surprises myself about how much is magic your smile is and it got the sun inside.
*I…Me and myself
A real explication for my love for you. It goes beyond a real feelin. Since i’ve met you, i knew that our bond would been special. And it was for real. Maybe i reapet myself, but which you gave me is something more than a simply phrase. You gave me such strenght and i learnt such from you than in all my life. I’ve been always a strong person, but after met you i’ve streghtened my own force. Maybe very few people got what im saying to you, or maybe not. But i dont care. I want let to know just to you. And this is enough for me. Maybe one of these words i’m writing in this ‘open diary’ will reaches to you, and maybe the magic will be fullfiled and our souls will get connect also in our real world.
It’s from today i feeling you. My dancing butterflies dance their own dance in my stomach. I know your mind is towards to me. And the only thing i could do is write these few thoughts just for you. Hoping you can hear me. I’m sure you do as i hear you in me.
I love you…
I think how it could be my real world if i could stay next to you for real. It would be a magic world. A real world with you. I would be my dream comes true. To look at you. Our parellel world tranforms itself in our real world. I would have no need to connect with you, but our connection is the most magic moment i have in this life at this moment and it makes me feel so alive. And now i feel you get connecting with me. My stomach feels that strange sensation and my hearts beats so fast. You’re so close to me. We look at the same point, also we are so far from eachother. We knows about eachother. You know about me and i know about you. This is our real world. Our distants voices calls eachother. I’m thinking about you right now. Do you? I’m sure you do. Looking at you right now my heart, my soul feels your embrace. You look so far. What do you hear? Which are your own feelings. Tell me with a whisper. I will hear you. Despite we are so far, we living in our real world.
moment tonight. How i missed your look. Your smell. Your eyes. Your hands and above all your warm hug. I’ve heard you called me. May i be sincere with you? I’m feel myself just with you. With you i can open my own heart without no to be afraid about your thoughts, because we are think the same way, Just because i love stay in our parellel world. We feel the same feeling at the same way at the same time. When we get connected eachother it’s magic. This ritual. Our souls. These dancing lights above us, they helps us to elevate us and we get connect eachother. Your smell get in me. I lost myself in your eyes, and your mole is the gate to get into your soul. Tonight i’ve missed to be alone with you. Without any words we could have hugged. Kissed ourselves. I could have look at you and without say anything i could have unlace your shirt and to admire your chest then kiss it. I could have get my eyes int your and whisper you ‘How much i love you’ and you could have take my face with your hands and you could have to kiss my lips in the most sweetest way you know. I really missed you tonight.
Now the place i really would like to live in is our parellel world. It’s the perfect world. Just you and me and anybody else. Just our souls, our hearts, our perfect love. You…. Me. This music. Our lights. Just our kisses, hugs, your caresses, your hands, your arms, but above all your whispers, your voice it says me ‘I really want you. I really need you. Please dont leave me.’ A whisper ‘I love you’.
room and i look at you. I waiting for you. Wait for you listen to my soul calls your. Our dancing lights are in the sky. Look up your eyes and you can see them. That thin rope starts to unites our hearts. Starts to melt our souls in a dance we just feel in our hearts and confuses us at first. But we just to know we get in our parellel world together. I just need to look at your eyes. Touch on your mole and we just know whe are in our mysterous but wonderful world, where everything it moves itself so slowly. And our souls get in only one. Our lights, our hearts melting. And the only thing we can do i look at eachother as the very first time we met, that night.
I never forget which i felt when you get in my life, whispering me just a ‘thank you’. Never forget that. But i always knew that between us it would happened something ‘special’. Maybe you still doesnt know it. But for as i am, something it will happen. I feel it. These words im writing are the highway to reach to you. I really need to look at your eyes and whisper these words i never say to anyone, but you. I really need of it.
to hear you whisper ‘You’re special’. And dive myself into your look and to kiss your lips in the sweetest way i know. And to look your eyes into mine and from your mouth to hear the words ‘I love you’. Touch on your skin. Something among us happens. And our souls get connect eachother. Your look, your own way when look at me. That metion smile it says everything. Your desire and mine, but we dont make anything. Just listen to this music. We wait for the magic ’til is fullfied. We wait for that magic moment just we know. We look at eachother int our eyes. Just our breath. Just look up our eyes in the sky and our souls melts eachother. Our own lights interwaves eachother. We feel our own bodies stay together. I smell your skin and you smell mine. Our fingers holds eachother. We feel eachother. Breathless i come to you to be embrace by you. Your warm hug. Look up at you and i see my world into your. Whisper me ‘Stay in this way…’ ‘Forever… ‘ i whisper you.
and i just hope my continuous notifications on twitter will not bore you. But i just hope you did read some of my thoughts about you and i just hope they did make you metion a smile. And i just hope one of these visualization from your Australia is your. I really hope you read some my thoughts/poems i’m writing about you. I really need to write to you. You’re the only in this period of my life who get what im feel. I feel it. I know it as you do. Which i’m feel when i’m think about you is one of the greatest feeling i’ve ever felt in my life. And i’m sure anyone besides you, knows what i’m talking about. This my real world. Here in front of this pc screen. You and me and this music i’m listening to and it takes me to you. It takes me to our parellel world where does exists just us. Where i want to live in. I’m not that kind of girl who keeps her thoughts for herself. I must let know to you which i’m feel. The life is too short and i dont want any regrets. I’m a spontaneous girl i say which i feel to the interested one. In this case you. Maybe you will read these posts, maybe not. I dont want leave this door closed. Maybe while im writing these words i’m building my destiny and i dont want leave anything to chance. Maybe for real one of these visualizations from Australia was your and you did read which i wrote to this ‘open diary’ i’ve dedicated to you. I want to be sure about all that. You’re so important to me and i want to let you know it.