The push i’ve talked about to you this night. My vise in my stomach and that need to write what i’m feel right now. I left everything what i was doing to write to you . It’s an inexplicable feeling. I feel you so close to me, if i close my eyes and i take a deep breath, i feel your presence, in this bedroom, despite your distance. It’s very strange what i feeling right now. I left what i was doing to express you what i feeling in that moment, and at the same time i cant express myself. But i just need to see you and i feel your closeness to me. I need to put on my music, when i write to you. And in someway, i cant hold back what i feeling. What i wrote you in that reply is simply the truth. When i feel that push, it’s because i feel inside of me our connection make bigger, and i feel you by myside. And i know you feel the same. Ours Parallel World welcome us. I feel you looking at me, deeply, and i feel you taking my hand to your heart. It beating slowly fast. That’s our connection begins. Despite our distance and despite we, still dont know really know eachother, we know something link us, ours feelings, our emotions. Maybe in this exact moment, you have had read my last comment i left you. I really dont know this, but it’s what i feel. Your closeness to me. I must to take again a deep breath to dont remain breathless. What i feel right now is an inexplicable feelings, i feel you close to me. I cant hold back my feelings. They overwhelms me… some tears falls down from my face. If i close my eyes i can see you, here, in front of me, taking my face, caressing my skin, whispering me something i’m not able to comprehend. But we are in front of us. You approaching to me. Slowly, you embracing me, and i smell your skin. Your smell drives me crazy. Everything about us, drives me crazy. Ours connection, our parallel world, what we feel for eachother, because, i’m sure there is something among us. Something inexplicable, but there is. Maybe we never will meet us, maybe we will do, but i’m sure, this bond, is something it unites us, in a special way. Our feelings, our emotions, what we feelings in this period is something bigger, that also you arent able to say what is, but that’s it.
What we feel, it’s just ours. And it will be, till something bigger will happens between us.
Daria
About emotions, i writing about feelings and here moltitude of colors it transforms in our parallel world. And i know for sure, what we feel is the same. I just didnt wanted believe it but what i’ve read, your words, i remained speechless. Then that question was directed to me. I realized it after. You and me. You was interested about my other thought. I really hope i not have been banal. What you gave me was one of biggest gift i have had on my birthday.
My eyes to approach to you. But there was no need. I just feel you so close to me since two days. But I’ve closed them to realize all that. You close to me and all that you whispered me last night resounds in me and what i feeling in this moment is just you, close to me that taking my hands and your glance into my eyes. I repeat you, it’s incredible what you told to me and what i felt in that moment. I need to see you in ours parellel world. I closing my eyes, taking a deep breath. I feel yours hands on mine, your softness and right then i open them and you’re in front of me, right here, on by my side, and i remain speechless on what has happened among us, last night. You communicated to me trought ours feeling we feel for eachother, and i felt it. I love all that we feel. And im sure we are approaching more faster the we could imagine. In someway, ours parellel world has becoming in ours real world, and what i’m writing here, in this open diary, reaches to you in a faster way, i feeling it. Ours souls are so close right now. This continuos flow i feel is something bigger, and i cant controlling it, and you know it better than me. We must let it goes, and let ours feeling, ours souls, hearts, and ours minds connecting eachother. In this way we can stay together, despite ours distance. Let this flow making bigger. It’s what we feelings for eachother. Ours love.
You drive me crazy, i tell you. When i woke myself this evening i didnt feel you. I told my self ‘It’s normal. i cant feel you every hours of the day’. But now from an hour if i close my eyes i see you here next to me. You stretch your hand towards me. And i take it. Your skin is very soft. And i whisper you ‘I love your skin, so soflt’. Your glance for me. I blush for a while A little smile for me and your hand on my face. My emotions making bigger and how i feel you close to me in this istant is very impressive. My heart beats so faster, but it seem motionless. I take a long breath and i close my eyes. Just in this way goes on. You’re so far away from me, but you’re the only person i really need close to me. Also if we are in silence just lookin ours glances. We really need of few things to feel us close eachother. Ours glances, ours parellel world, ours feelings.
what i think? If ever one day we will meet eachother, what would happens? At the first moment a little of embarrassment, but then ours smiles melt themselves in ours looks and there we would realize about ourselves, about ours feelings, and then we would look at us eachother, ours eyes into themselve, then a whispering us, almost from ours souls: ‘you…’ Then a smile, followed by a warm hug, would crown this moment we still waiting for.
Wonder myself how you entering in me in this way, surprising me as the first the first time. I should be used to your way to get connect with me, but i dont. It’s always a bomb in my heart that explodes itself. And my feelings are sorrounded by your eyes, your soul, your look on me. And above all your hands. Your look on me. On everything i do, i write about you. My feelings growing more than ever. You’re always there, a step behind me. And im sure, if i fall, you would take me, and then you would smile at me. Maybe then you would kiss me kindly, and in this kiss we get in ours parellel world, where we can see eachoher with all ours love we have for ourselves. I’m sure, we know about eachtother, also if we never met eachother. We met here. In our parellel world, where ours feelings met themselves many times, and made our hearts beat hard in unison.