About emotions, i writing about feelings and here moltitude of colors it transforms in our parallel world. And i know for sure, what we feel is the same. I just didnt wanted believe it but what i’ve read, your words, i remained speechless. Then that question was directed to me. I realized it after. You and me. You was interested about my other thought. I really hope i not have been banal. What you gave me was one of biggest gift i have had on my birthday.
And now i know, something real, link us: ours feelings. And when i feel you so close to me, aint just a sensations i feel, but my vise in my stomach wants says me you feel something like me, on other side of the planet. And when i close my eyes, i take a deep breath and i see you by my side, in someways, inside of you feel something like that.
Earlier, when i was on the couch, my dancing butterflies begans to dance their own dance. I opened my eyes for a while. You was close to me. You was writing to me on your blog. I felt you. I just cant believed it. I felt you. And i when i seen you liked my comment i remained breathless, speechless.
Luke, i really hope you dont take me as crazy one, if you take a look on this open diary. But when i’m here, writing these few lines freely, and my feelings, real feelings, what i feel (and now i know aint just an imagination game, but something real) i can say from the bottom of my heart, you are the only person in this period (that has began last december) you make me feel really Alive. I really need you close to me. I really need to feel these feelings you unconsciously giving me.
There arent words to describe what i’m feeling. There was you tried to say me something from two days…and here you are. Take me as crazy, a little witch, a girl who see the future, but you are like me. Our parellel world does exists for real. Our connection and everything what concern it. Our feelings. My feelings when i feel you close to me. And now i look at you i cant hold back tears from my face. My feelings are exploding and you’re here in front of me. I speechless, breathless. I must take a long and deep breath to do not drive crazy. This time you are succeeding. I’m looking around me and all i feel is your presence close to me. My dancing butterflies dances their own dance like a crazies, and you are here looking at me with these eyes. Slowly im realizing all what has happened. If i stop myself and think to all that, i cant hold back some tears.
I waited something from you from two days, but i just cant believed it does materialized in this way.
From now and then when i will feel when you try say me something, i’ll prepare myself.
Ours parellel world has becoming ours real world faster.
My eyes to approach to you. But there was no need. I just feel you so close to me since two days. But I’ve closed them to realize all that. You close to me and all that you whispered me last night resounds in me and what i feeling in this moment is just you, close to me that taking my hands and your glance into my eyes. I repeat you, it’s incredible what you told to me and what i felt in that moment. I need to see you in ours parellel world. I closing my eyes, taking a deep breath. I feel yours hands on mine, your softness and right then i open them and you’re in front of me, right here, on by my side, and i remain speechless on what has happened among us, last night. You communicated to me trought ours feeling we feel for eachother, and i felt it. I love all that we feel. And im sure we are approaching more faster the we could imagine. In someway, ours parellel world has becoming in ours real world, and what i’m writing here, in this open diary, reaches to you in a faster way, i feeling it. Ours souls are so close right now. This continuos flow i feel is something bigger, and i cant controlling it, and you know it better than me. We must let it goes, and let ours feeling, ours souls, hearts, and ours minds connecting eachother. In this way we can stay together, despite ours distance. Let this flow making bigger. It’s what we feelings for eachother. Ours love.
You drive me crazy, i tell you. When i woke myself this evening i didnt feel you. I told my self ‘It’s normal. i cant feel you every hours of the day’. But now from an hour if i close my eyes i see you here next to me. You stretch your hand towards me. And i take it. Your skin is very soft. And i whisper you ‘I love your skin, so soflt’. Your glance for me. I blush for a while A little smile for me and your hand on my face. My emotions making bigger and how i feel you close to me in this istant is very impressive. My heart beats so faster, but it seem motionless. I take a long breath and i close my eyes. Just in this way goes on. You’re so far away from me, but you’re the only person i really need close to me. Also if we are in silence just lookin ours glances. We really need of few things to feel us close eachother. Ours glances, ours parellel world, ours feelings.
what i think? If ever one day we will meet eachother, what would happens? At the first moment a little of embarrassment, but then ours smiles melt themselves in ours looks and there we would realize about ourselves, about ours feelings, and then we would look at us eachother, ours eyes into themselve, then a whispering us, almost from ours souls: ‘you…’ Then a smile, followed by a warm hug, would crown this moment we still waiting for.
And then, i do believe, eyes into eyes, we take ours hands and we would go in a peaceful place for talk. And for magic, with no ours awarness, we us in ours parellel world, has changed it in our real world. You always look at me, my heart would beats as a crazy one. As now slowly. You take my face in your hands. You look at me for a while. Me, as hypnotized by yours moves, i remain speechless, but i begin to touch your skin. You mention a shy smile and take my hands. You kneel in front of me and say me ‘Tell me everything you want to, i will do the same’. Told that, your lips touches on mine.
Wonder myself how you entering in me in this way, surprising me as the first the first time. I should be used to your way to get connect with me, but i dont. It’s always a bomb in my heart that explodes itself. And my feelings are sorrounded by your eyes, your soul, your look on me. And above all your hands. Your look on me. On everything i do, i write about you. My feelings growing more than ever. You’re always there, a step behind me. And im sure, if i fall, you would take me, and then you would smile at me. Maybe then you would kiss me kindly, and in this kiss we get in ours parellel world, where we can see eachoher with all ours love we have for ourselves. I’m sure, we know about eachtother, also if we never met eachother. We met here. In our parellel world, where ours feelings met themselves many times, and made our hearts beat hard in unison.