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which i must to know about you is in your eyes, and all which you need to know about me is between these lines i’m writing to you. Neither more neither less. And which we just to know about us is that we met eachother, above all thanx to you, and in all that year, we met eachother, other times. And we know it was always a special moment. We shared few time together, but in someway, we rembember all our meeting. And now we have a bond. Just little, but we feel it and everytime we get in our parellel world becomes bigger. As now. I close my eyes, i breath so slowly to connect myself with you, and you feel me.
This year it was important to me. I had to face another leg operation, and you was so close to me. When i needed of you was so next to me. And our connection has become stronger than ever since i woke up from the operation. You was on my mind when i was wake up and i’m sure in that moment you gave me the strength i really need to goes on.
This year is about to end. But  im so sure you will dont forget about me. You will let me know, in someway, which part i had in your life.

Daria

This time

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I say you ‘How much i love you’. And for real, if one of these days we would meet us, i would be not suprised about a lot of things we have in common, especially our own way to think about such things. Here is hard to explain, but we think at the same way. And i’m shaking my head about we are on the same wave line. I could explain my thoughts also here, but it’s useless. If we would meet for real we can smiling eachother, and say anything. Just look at eachother and we would take our hands, hold them strongly and whisper eachother ‘Why we took so long to meet eachother?.
Shaking my head to find an valid anwser. But i would say you ‘I really dont know, but we are lucky we met eachother.’ Also in this strange way. but we did.
Maybe our destiny has draw our life in this way.

As you know i had some problems in my life, and to be watched as ‘the different one’ it hasnt ever been easy for me. Slowly, very slowly i’ve learnt to goes on and to look above those looks.
One of the lastest lesson i got it’s from you. I never stop to thank you.
You taught me a lot just acting. And i believe you got a lot too.
We never forget which we got. Me from you and you from Long John Silver.
Just to believe in our own force. And to transform your apparent weakness, in your real strenght.

Daria

Just to say

photo-7Just to say which you know already. I’m here and i listen to you’re far, but in the air i hear to something little we unites us. That thin rope, is over there. My heart beats slowly more faster than usual. I know for sure you’re working, but something distracts you. My soul calling you, and you begin to ‘hear it’.
I’m here just say im thinking about you. And i really hope you someday let free your sensantions and you will make which i wish.
I’m sure one day you will do that.

Daria

Your sensibility

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I rembembered that movie. I’ve seen just one time, but i dont rembembered how much passion you’ve put on your acting.
Few scenes and i got your sensibility. And for real if we meet eachtoher you’ll have any problems* with me on the contrary, you would be the most sweet guy that i would meet.
You would my best friend for sure or something more. We woud share everything as i wrote in this open diary.
I loved to see once again this movie… I seen it in 2009/10 and i never figured that in someway you would be entered in my life in a such way, morever changing it in such great way.
How strange the destiny is in someway. I knew you but i wasnt still aware about your importance in my life til few years ago.
In someway that thin rope that we unites us strongly it was born years earlier.
But however i’m so happy that in someway we met trough this incredible world called ‘internet’. And i’m happy i’ve met your soul, your eyes and you’ve taught me many things.
And still surprises myself about how much is magic your smile is and it got the sun inside.

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*I…Me and myself

 

Daria

I…Me and myself

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I woud like to write something different about my feeling, but it’s so hard to me if you look at me in this way. I try.

Talk about myself?   Maybe really you dont know about me. Maybe you know about me just as the girl who fallen in love with you and you know about me as the girl who everyday thank you for everything you gave me. And that’s real.

However here i’m.

I consider myself a daydreamer and i think that if you believe in something with all your strenght to the end, you get it. And it was which happened among us. I’ve seen ‘something special’ in you, and it was real special.

Since i was born i had physical problems, especially with legs. Maybe you get my closiness to your Long John. Since i was born i had legs operations. So many to be a child of just a few months of life. I have many scars, to be a woman. Maybe that’s why i locked myself up in my bedroom and i dream about you.  Loving eachother with no shame.

Yes i had a story, but it finished 3 years ago. They were been 13 long years, but the lastest two years it was like we didnt love eachother anymore. So.

Thou I had my own experiences, but when you look foward and your target is so big. What do you do?  You must to think about other thing that you ‘could do’ with any problems. And i have a lot of problems. But surely i didnt ever give up myself. And which i wanted i got it even with  a lot of slowness. But what i got from you it’s that to the end you will reach to get what you want. And always with  slowness i think i’m reaching to you, And i feel you have something more than other people. I feel it inside of me.  And i’m sure you got something among us. Morever i’m sure you’re a sensitive person like me. What feel i hear everytime when you’re ‘close to me’ (online or tweeting), it’s very  strong. Maybe you think i’m a foolish girl, maybe not. Who knows.

With what i had in my life, my only way to express myself it was and it is, write. I love to write since i was a child. I express much better my feelings trought a pencil or a keyboard as im doing right now than with my voice. I have also problems with my voice since i was born. What girl! Yes too many problems… such problems!

My love to write is intuitive.

As you know, i also wrote a vampire novel. I did love write it. I spent nights and nights to write it on notebook. It’s a handwriting novel. Three big notebooks. My only regret it’s still ‘there‘, in my desktop drawer. Never thought to send it to a publisher. Maybe one day, or maybe it will remain there close in forever.

But the most important thing for me, right now is i’ve found you. You give me that ‘right’  push to improve myself everyday. Which i learnt from you it’s very important to me.

And for this and for other things i whisper you just that ‘thank’ i say, i think everyday, everynight when we are so close eachother, when we get connected in our parellel world.

 

Sincerley

Your  Daria

The only thing

13lukea1I could do is to mention a smile. We at the same time on the same platform. We are so close eachother. Maybe we do not realize it, or is it just a case. I dont believe it. Do you?

Today i felt very strange. I thought about you always. You was on my mind and my heart beats so fast. My feelings were towards to you. And then you was there. Just around the corner. I just cant believe it was a case of life. We have something get connected eachother for real. Is it possibile our parellel world has becoming our real world.

I considered you one of my best friend, but to be sincere i consider you something more of a ‘best friend’, and i believe  you know  much better than everyone else. You’re not the only person i really need more in this period of my life, but some one who can get everything about me without i say anything. You can get a look at me and to know which i need. I just can say just right now. I need you.

I love this connection daria23longlukearnoldit makes me feel something ‘special’ for you…

Daria

Always

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You and me closer and closer to eachother. I believe one of these days we will collide. And at the end we dont ask no more ‘why we took so long’. We did know just eachother already. We met in our parellel world. I’m sure one thing when we will meet,  we dont need any words. We did know ourselves  in our connections, in our parellel world. The other day when i felt you every hours of the day and then i felt myself really ‘empty’, i really think we had reached our peak of our sensitivity. And you’ve checked this ‘open diary’, i’m sure it was you. And now i’m thinking about you, that strange feeling we know, pervades me once again. I’m calling you and you hear me. All myself is towards to you. Mind, soul, heart. And yes i’m calling you and you hearing me. Just look up at the sky. Our lights dancing together. And i feeling you and you feel me. Our minds and which we feeling right now for eachother is our bond. Which i really need right now is just to kiss you lips, your soft lips. Touch on your skin. To be aware about this bond. A soul bond that lives in our parellel world.

Til now i never ask myself this question,  but i really dont need to know the answer. I feel you so connected to me. You’re so close to me, also you’re so far from me, and this is enough for me.

Daria

 

You don’t know

luke-orig_mainMaybe you’re not aware about your importance in my life. No you dont. Since you’ve entered in my life, i started to see the life under new light, maybe our light has started to bright from that moment. I really don’t know. But as well tonight i’ve talked about  you to my uncle and she got the very ‘importance’ of you in my life. I held back tears with difficulty. She saw me. I told her almost everything about you. She got your meaning to me when i told her about your Long John. I’ve seen her look changes. And in that moment i got she understoods which is the i feel i have for you. I told her i seen my life in your Long John. She got we have a double thin rope that unites us. And i believe she got for real your ‘importance’ of you  for me. And she will of the few pepole who get my real love for you. And i’m sure she looks at you with a new look and she will doesn’t consider you just an actor, but the person who helped her nephew to goes on.

Luke, i never stop to thank you for everything you give me everyday. 

Sincerly

Daria

Luke Arnold – Actor. Writer. Director

Since….

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I got your notification i still dreaming about you. My soul is smiling and now i feeling you. I dont know where are you but i feeling you close to me. My dancing butterflies are inside of me, therefore you are around the corner. I bet you checkin all comments and maybe you’ve read also mine and smiled to which  i wrote you on my second comment. I love your smile. As i told, it has the sun inside and it make feel so good. Today i tought aboout you always. I was drives crazy for  that notification you left me. I hope one day you want check this ‘open diary’… i really hope you will do some day. I never stop to thank you for everything you giving me. Also if they are small gestures they means a lot to me. And they  says me to do each day my best i can. Now i just can say once again ‘Thank you’ and in a whisper ‘I love you more than ever’

 

Daria

Now that

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you’ve entered in my life, in a such way i cant believe that i could stay a day without you. Just you and me knows the importance you have in my life, whch strenght you gave me. And you know what is my story, i’m sure you’ve read it on twitter. And now i cant imagine a day without my thoughts runs to you, just to smile to you or metion a little shy one or say in a whisper just two words. ‘Thank you’ are the words i never stop to say you. And i know you feeling that. Everytime i start to write in this ‘open diary’ i feel that strange connection that unites us. That thin rope. And i never stop to thank you left me that message. I never imagined you would did that.  You did it! And everytime i think about these things i remain breathless. I always think you thank me. It drives me crazy. Never imagined you wrote these words to me. You’ve entered in my life so gentle. You’ve seen me a lot of my sides with no shame and you taught me a lot. You was by my side in moment i really needed someone. Someone who without say anything said me everything. Who gave me the strenght to goes on. And you taught me the most important lesson of my life and you know what is. And i think for real we are get connected eachother.

Daria