I feel you in a way that i cant explain, but i know it’s you calling me. And i closing my eyes and you taking my hands and slowly we enter in ours parellel world. There you can say me everything you want. What are your thoughts in these hours. I feel you how you feel. Dont be afraid, just taking my hands and looking at me. I can see your soul and what are yours feeling. In these hours, in these days, i feeling you so close to me, more than ever. And you feel the same. Ours connection is bigger than before, we are realizing it just in these few hours. We are so far from eachother, but in someways, ours distance is ours thin rope that unites us so strong. I must to take a deep breath and close my eyes to realizing all that has happening among us. I feel you next to me, you smile to me and your glance is just for me. You know it drives me crazy for and you dont stop to look at me in your own way. Slowly you approach me and face to face, you whisper me ‘I need you more than ever, stay with me’. I caress your face, and you taking my hand. Eyes in eyes. With no add any words, slowly we touch us and we melting us in a kiss soft as velvet.
I just see ours parellel world and ours souls can dance together melting eachother. In those eyes i just see peace and serenity and when you look at me my thoughts are just for you. And everything around me dissappears and when you take my hand i dive myself in your eyes and ours parellel world becomes true. All colors of the rainbow dances around us. While you whisper me ‘Look up at the sky’, you show me ours lights dancing together. I see you, you look at me and your glance is smiling. And i feel something warm inside of me. I know it’s just comes from you. I turn myself to you, and with no any words i touch on your face with a finger. In silence i touch on your skin mole then your lips.
Those eyes still looking at me and we remain speechless in this way for long time. Eyes in eyes. Between us a color dance is being done. Ours souls lights melting eachother.
I feel you so stronger in me… And in fact you are around here and there. Today i feel you inside of me like a velvet fire that caress my heart and my soul. If i close my eyes i just see the white color, as silk around me. and behind that white silk veil, i can see you toward your hands to me. You make dance this white veil around me. My heart beats so faster than before. I can see you throught this veil. I can see your shape. Trought this veil you touch on me. You can see me. I can hear your kind laugh. You take me trought the veil. You make me dance. My feelings explodes themselves. I see you throught this silky veil. You whisper me kind words. They make me feel speechless. You walking around me. For a while you stay behind me. Whispering in my ear something you never say to anyone. Your bottoms desires, your secrets, your thoughts. Your arms hold me tight. I remain breathless. My heart would runs aways. It explodes everytime you say something. And i would look at your eyes. I need your presence. Here right now. And i know your’re here. I feel your closeness in my heart, in my soul, in my mind. I need to look at you. Let me feel more breathless. Leave this white veil and let me show you. For a while silence. And then this veil falls on the floor. Then just you, without any shirt on. And as if we were far we embrace so strong. A look into our own eyes then the kiss we waited for from long time.
Feel close to me. Like a bomb exploded in me. While i was working on this pic, i start to feel you as you standing by my side. My heart beglins to beats so fast as i imagine yours. Looking at your eyes i feel what’s your feelings for me. And our dancing butterflies begin to dance their own dance. And souls start to melting eachother. Someone can call me crazy, but when i start to feel this sensations in me my thoughts are toward to you, and im sure, in someway, you feel the same wherever you are right now. Our parellel world is so close to us, despite ours distance. I never felt something like this before, just with you. And i’m sure you enter in this dimension as i do. At the same time. Ours souls get connect eachother in this way. And i’m sure this open diary it’s the right way to reaches to your heart. And someway, someday you will read everyting i wrote for you. And for us it will reachs the time for the kiss we have wait for long time. Ours eyes into ourselves and we can whisper ours feeling for eachother. A big look into ours eyes and a whisper ‘how much we have missed’… Fortunately we have built this world, where we get in ourselves. Just us, with ours feelings, ours sensations and our emotions. But above all our love.
About you, but when i think about you, here i feel so strange. You know what are my feelings for you. Which emotions you gives me everytime my thoughts are about you. My heart begins to beat so faster than ever. And immediately i get in our parellel world and i hear you feel the same. Our connection is very strange. Maybe is just mine with you. But i would love imagine you feel the same over there, wherever you are in this moment.
And with this thought im just writing to you, i want to say… ‘May you pass the best new year of last years with all people who take care of you, and the new year may give you everything you desire’
‘And what is your desire’… you whisper… Mine? (blushing…) ‘it’s just only one’. Just look at you into your eyes, and maybe to be kissed by you… but i know it’s just a dream.
I feel you behind me. You whisper in my ear. I close my eyes. ‘Maybe it could be comes true’.
Today i woke myself several times, hearing inside my dancing butterflies and my thoughts were towards to you. I’m sure, in someway, last night you thought about me. Also a little, but you did. And me inside in our parellel world i felt you. And that dream i did about you said me something more about you feeling. And now that i writing to you i’m feel you inside of me as a twirl of big emotions. I just breath and my thoughts are just about you in this moment. Which i saw last night in my dream tell me more about your feeling. You must goes on. Which you’ll see it will be just me. I’m here for you.
The new air in our parellel world still around us. We love it so… it calms down ourselves.
We need of it… and it’s here. Just for us.
nod from you, makes me feel so happy as a child. Your eye (and your mole) give you me the right feeling to goes on in that lonely day i’m passing just with my thoughts. And my thoughts are all just for you. With few pic and minivideo you let me know you’re ok and maybe now you are with you parents to spend the holidays with them.
I just hope you rest yourself a little, before to continue to write your novel. And maybe you can read the letter i sent you few days ago. And maybe you will have time, but above all, the desire to reply to that stupid letter.
However, you have no idea, how you made me feel happy with this few instagram story. I thinking about you.
Which i got from them? Such things. Yes, they were so violent, i admit. Their violence was so rude, but is their politic i really appreciate so. The equality of every member of the crew. Yes, it was a captain, a quartiermaster, but they could be changed in any time, if the crew believed if they did something wrong against the crew itself. The saying ‘We are on the same boat’ it comes from them.
Each member of the crew had the same rights as the captain.
The ‘equality’ of the pirate life is one of the things we lost in this era. I repeat, i know they were so rude, violent, but i think, im sure they fought also for the ‘equality’ rights, where they did meet people who tought had ‘different rights’ between normal persons, among which pirates.
I love pirates so much. I consider myself a pirate too.
from this world. Take me to your ship. Let me fight with you. Let me see blood. Give me a sword, let me fight our enemies next to you. Let me scream with you ‘Let’s fire!’. Let me be your soul mate also in war. Let me guide you among ice and fire, among lightness and darkness. I wanna be your anchor also in this. Let me smell your sweat, let me smell also worked leather. Let me be to your side while you prounonce bad words. While you let your soul free when you feel yourself attacked and while your proud is threatened. Let me be your mirror where you could find calm for your soul. Ask me every your questions. What i would do if i was you. Let me take you to our ship. And i let you be my quartiermaster. I let you confess all your bottom thought. Let me embrace you after this fight. Let me kiss you everywhere. Let me dive in your eyes as i let you into mine and slowly let in our parallel world with our own pirate ship.