Wonder myself how you entering in me in this way, surprising me as the first the first time. I should be used to your way to get connect with me, but i dont. It’s always a bomb in my heart that explodes itself. And my feelings are sorrounded by your eyes, your soul, your look on me. And above all your hands. Your look on me. On everything i do, i write about you. My feelings growing more than ever. You’re always there, a step behind me. And im sure, if i fall, you would take me, and then you would smile at me. Maybe then you would kiss me kindly, and in this kiss we get in ours parellel world, where we can see eachoher with all ours love we have for ourselves. I’m sure, we know about eachtother, also if we never met eachother. We met here. In our parellel world, where ours feelings met themselves many times, and made our hearts beat hard in unison.
Something you ever say to anyone. Whisper what your heart says. Let me flight into your eyes. Touch on me with your words. Let me see our parellel world. Let me feel this new fresh air around us. Take my hand and let me feel your heart beats as mine. Take my hand to your chest, closing your eyes. Despite our distance, in someway we feel eachother close to ourselves.
Breathing so slowly, we can hear ourselves close to us. That music we listen to is so magic. It confuses eachother, but we know it’s our connection to the parellel world. I take a long breath and i smell your skin. I drive crazy for that. And that white shirt you have on, tells me we are in our new dimension. You take my hand, mentioning a smile, say anything, just a smile. For a while i look at you and your eyes into mine. Breathless you take my face in your hands. Come closer to me. Forehead to forehead, you whisper me ‘Listen to it’. Ours music, ours hearts beating so fast eachother. ‘That is our world, only ours and nobody else’s’.
the sky. Our lights melting eachother. Your eyes into mine. Your smile illuminates me, my heart and i can’t help to be happy. I find my own joy just look at you. Come closer and you touch on my skin. For a while blushin myself. You didnt ever touched me in this way. You didnt ever look at me in this way. Your eyes explores my bottom feelings. I would like move me, but i can’t. Your eyes on me. Your look into mine. You mention a smile and i can see our parellel world around us. Our lights dancing together. We remain hypnotized by this music, but we take ours hands. I close my eyes and i smell your skin. I drive crazy for. Gently you whisper ‘open your eyes’. In meanwhile you take my hand to your heart. I look at you. For a while all disappears around us. We only exist. Your eyes, my heart, ours souls, which we feel for ourselves.
And it’s the most biggest emotions we felt in ours world.
Just a little whisper from eachother. ‘Let’s stay like this, forever’.
Look at you in this way. Let me smell your skin. Let me dive myself in your look. Let me breath the air around us. Let me see the white color around us. Let me see the joy in your eyes while you look at me. Let me touch on our lips just a while before ours mouths meets themselves. Let me touch on your skin trought the shirt. I let you take my hand. Let me touch on your skin mole. Let me touch on your face. Let me breathless look at your eyes with no say any words. Let me to feel your desire about me, through your eyes, your mouth, your whispers, your hands. Let me look at you in this way. Let me kiss you everywhere you want. Let me know about your deepest emotions, about your deepest thoughts. Let me be your as no one else before. We become unique to eachother and let me kiss you in a passionate way. So we get in our parellel world in the sweetest way. So we can see our souls melting eachother. We let do to our feelings which they knows do better.
Today i woke myself several times, hearing inside my dancing butterflies and my thoughts were towards to you. I’m sure, in someway, last night you thought about me. Also a little, but you did. And me inside in our parellel world i felt you. And that dream i did about you said me something more about you feeling. And now that i writing to you i’m feel you inside of me as a twirl of big emotions. I just breath and my thoughts are just about you in this moment. Which i saw last night in my dream tell me more about your feeling. You must goes on. Which you’ll see it will be just me. I’m here for you.
The new air in our parellel world still around us. We love it so… it calms down ourselves.
We need of it… and it’s here. Just for us.
Like this, and as a ray of sun you make feel happy like a child.
As i told you many times, you’re the only person in this period of my life i really would have close to me. You make me feel so happy also just with a smile like this one. And our feelings are so close eachother, also we living so far.
I still suprise myself how i can ‘hear’ your closiness to me just toward myself to you.
And suprise myself, when i writing in this open diary, our minds, but above all our souls get connecting eachother.
Like this aftenoon, while i was sleeping i heard you inside of me, just we can feel eachother. In our own way.
With this smile you can open my soul and you can see which is inside. If we would meet us, you can see with no shame all i get in. And all which you would see is all emotions i have for you. But above all Love, respect and grateful.
Just which i really i would like to do with you is to stay in silence, embraced to you, to listen to our souls melting eachother and to get that we are made to stay together.
Feel alive when i thinking about you. When i need feel beloved, my mind runs to you and all my desires comes true. You and me together get connecting eachother and we let in our own parellel world, where nobody can get in. Every our desire it’s real. I need of your love. You take me my hand. ‘Where are going to’? Just a look from you. Then. ‘Our parellel world has still unexplored place’ you whisper. We take flight and our souls fly trought our lights. I feel your heart beats so fast as mine. Our music starts a new vibe. We look at eachother. Stay close and closer we look at eachother. Surprised how much beauty around us, we embrace us, smile at eachother. And as the first time you took my hand, i remain breathless, close to you. A rainbow of our lights is above us. You indicate it, looking at me, mention the most beautiful smile you could give me. A whisper. ‘You’re my rainbow’. A shy smile of eachother. Then a kiss. Our kiss.