comes the day we could meet eachother for real?. And this ours parellel world that unites us can comes true? Which i feel in these hours is something more stronger than other times. I feel you so close to me, almost all time. And when i take a look on it, you’re there always.
I need to know in someway you hear me as i do in this moment, while i writing in this open diary. My heart beats faster. And my dancing butterflies dances their own dance. They makes hear your closeness to me. It’s like to fall in love with you as the first time, but i just falled in love with you millions times, but everytime it’s always a new sensation. If i close my eyes i see you next to me. You are able to touch on my heart, my soul in the sweeter way, and i can’t help to do not melt myself into your eyes. You can give me joy, tranquillity, but above all which i really need in this moment of my life. Just love. Need to be loved by you. Also we didnt ever met eachother. I can whisper ‘i love you more than ever’.
I woke myself i feel you close to me. My dancing butterflies in my stomach. You in my mind, in my heart, in my soul. Feeling myself scrambled by your feelings. And what i feeling is just your absence. You’re so far from me and which i really need is a warm hug from you and your look into mine. Your hands on me. And that absence would be filled. I would like feel your voice whisper kind words just for me. And to have the certain you feel the same wherever your are, whatever you doing. To have the certain our parellel world get connect eachother and i’m not the only one i feel these sensantions. I would like to have the certain our world link us in a special way.
Which i feeling in these hours is stronger than before. I didnt ever felt anything like this before. I know i repeat myself but i dont know how i can explain this. Also to me it’s so strange. But when ours souls calls eachother i feel it. Do you?
My thoughts are towards to you. And in someway i feel you as you feel me. Maybe you think about me a while. I feel something, our parellel world is closer than ever. I close my eyes and i can see you. I rembember when you wrote me, and my heart has exploded of happiness. One year ago. Yes, one year ago, 12 months ago, you left me speechlees got me in confusion, literally. And today, an year after, i hope that magic could repeat itself. And this time we could touch ourselves for real.
And we can see together our parellel world trasforming itself in our real world.
I need to hear your voice whispers me sweet and kind words just for me.
I need of all that.
for you? I would like to be just a friend, your best friend, or something more. But basically a person who is stand next to you also just to talk or also to stay close to you and say anything. A person when you need to be with your thoughts, but need a person by your side. When you need to laugh about stupid stuff and you know that you can call me and you can do it freely. A person who can look into her eyes and you can say what you feel with no shame. But also a person who can give good advices about life, about everything, then can decide youself, but always after you have consulted me. To be a kind of anchor, where you know to be safe.
And maybe after all to know, it’s me the person who you have look for all that time.
I would like to be that kind person for you. And not just a girl who falled in love with you. And i would like that you was the same for me. Just the guy named Luke Arnold, a ‘special friend’ as me for you. Just friend or something more, but just because all which we need is our loyal frienship… our love.
So intimate last night. Never felt something like that with you. I seen the heaven’s door, you in me and i felt our peak get higher than ever.
Then you post that. I still shaking my head. We desire same thing at the same time. Something ‘dirty’. And see what did our connection? I felt pleasure to imagine you inside of me. We need eachother so much. Without realizing we need eachother so badly. I need to look at you, i need to touch on your skin trought that silky shirt, and you need of me to change.
We need of eachother. We feel eachother in our souls. I toward myself to you. Take my hand, and see which you need it’s inside of me, inside of my heart, my eyes that need to dive themselves in your. And listen which my heart whispers. Listen which i say to you. And you will get we are made to stay together, embraced. And together we can realize everything we want. Together. You and me.
Today i woke myself several times, hearing inside my dancing butterflies and my thoughts were towards to you. I’m sure, in someway, last night you thought about me. Also a little, but you did. And me inside in our parellel world i felt you. And that dream i did about you said me something more about you feeling. And now that i writing to you i’m feel you inside of me as a twirl of big emotions. I just breath and my thoughts are just about you in this moment. Which i saw last night in my dream tell me more about your feeling. You must goes on. Which you’ll see it will be just me. I’m here for you.
The new air in our parellel world still around us. We love it so… it calms down ourselves.
We need of it… and it’s here. Just for us.
When i having some problems with instagram, you appear… in this way… and i dont want say anything just you make me smile. You make feel happy. Just a whisper i can say you ‘I need you badly’ . And you know it much better than anyone else in this moment how much i need you.
I let to want to listen to the music im listening to. And this take me to you. Now i look at you and which i would like to do i just embrace you so tight
Just think about our parellel world. Just closer than we could imagine. You so far from me but in someway you so close to me. I just cant believe it that all that has happening among us. It’s so magic.
That step i never thought to make. I just did it. I just wrote you. I’ve open that path that i never thought to cross. Now it’s your turn, always if you want to spend some of your time to reply to that stupid letter. I’m aware, i wrote a common letter. I dont say ‘I’m sorry’, but just i didn’t wanted to bore you. Just to say thank you for which you did for me it just a greatest thing.
The only thing that could make feel happy it’s that you maybe (and i say maybe), rembember about me. And that it would be so nice to me. Therefore, you will decide to reply to me. I live in this hope. A hope that could transform in a dream that comes true.
I dont ask you anything. Just dont escape from this world that’s our parellel world, and you can say me, you can whisper me ‘I feel you’ and let our souls get connect, everytime we call eachother. And you can say, i’m not the only who feel that ‘strange feeling’ everytime we are so close but so far.
I just really need of that. Just this.
About you, and i know you do the same whatever you doing. Our minds are just connected in a such way that we get which we feel eachother. Just look at you, also in an old picture like this one, and we feel eachother. Our souls call us. The sensantions are he same everytime. And we know that’s that. Simply our connection. In our parellel world.
Our peaceful place. Where we can talk just with our hearts, because we feel eachother. We feel eachother also we are so far. We can touch on and we can feel our smell. Just closing our eyes, we can feel our hands on our skin.
I can feel your touch. Your gently touch. We can smell our skin.
While i close my eyes i can touch your skin so soft to me. I see your eyes on me. I see them. I can touch on your face, and my finger cant help to touch on your mole.
I see you metion to me a smile. Blushing myself and i get out my finger on your face. A whisper ‘Dont, let continue’. You take my hand to your face and guide me to that your little mole, you know i drive crazy for.
Forehead to forehead, you touch on my hair and you whisper me ‘I love you’.
In this world, our world we listen to our hearts beats so fast. Together look up at the sky. Our lights dancing, melting eachother. And our souls become only one. In ourselves we feel our warm hug that hold us so. Our minds are still confused. Our connection is so stronger than ever.
Which we really need right now is just to look at eachother. We really need of our look into eachother. As i really need you, you really need me.
place you wear you drives me crazy.
Just to look into your eyes i’ve found myself and in your eyes i’ve found of which i really need. I need of a real feeling.
Also i know, you dont know me for real.
You’re the only person who could give it to me.
I know which i desire will not come true.
Just a strange thing as our connection, could be true.
It needs just of another little sign.
Another part of conjuction between you and me.
And our parellel world would be a part of our real world.
Look at me and if you want all this is true.