cant believe how i feel you next to me in these hours. My mind, my heart, and my soul are sorrounded by your presence, despite your distance, how is it possible?? I dont need to close my eyes, i just see you here. I just smell your skin and your glance into mine drives me crazier than before. Ours parellel world makes feel us close eachother. And we feel it. I just thinking about you and you do the same. I know it, you know it. And all that makes us drive crazy. We feel so close eachother, in ours parellel world. You touch on me. I smell your skin. You taking my hand and i feel your soft skin on me. Your glance on me and just few whispers that says how much we love us. We close ours eyes at the same time and we making love. The act of love more beautiful we have made til now.
You’re the only person who i really need close to me in this period. You’re the only person who makes feel real Alive. How much i need you? How much i love you?
Maybe you have no idea. So much. I need you so much. I love you more every day.
Something that not even i cant explain to myself. But tonight we touched eachother. You’ve read it those few word i sent you. I’m sure of that, not because i felt it, but because i see the message was delivered. So im sure you’ve read it. In someway, our parellel world get thinner and slowly it has becoming a real world. To stay at the same time in the same place, but so far from eachother, it’s so strange to me, but at the same time wonderful. I dont know how can explain which i feel right now. It’s too difficult also for me to find a logical reason for all that. But that ‘delivered‘ means so much to me. It means that in someways i was one of the first i’ve seen you and i was one of the first pepole i’ve sent you a message.
In these hours our parellel is more closer than ever. And i feel in someway it will be happen something in these next days. While im thinking about you my mind get in confusion and which it feels are just the dancing butterflies in my stomach. Maybe i’m a fool, a dreamer, but which i feel between us isn’t something like just a dream. Which happens among us, someday it will comes true.
nod from you, makes me feel so happy as a child. Your eye (and your mole) give you me the right feeling to goes on in that lonely day i’m passing just with my thoughts. And my thoughts are all just for you. With few pic and minivideo you let me know you’re ok and maybe now you are with you parents to spend the holidays with them.
I just hope you rest yourself a little, before to continue to write your novel. And maybe you can read the letter i sent you few days ago. And maybe you will have time, but above all, the desire to reply to that stupid letter.
However, you have no idea, how you made me feel happy with this few instagram story. I thinking about you.
How much you helped me. You have no idea. Everyday i’m here and i think about you. And i think just you know it, but i’m here to say it once again. I close my eyes and i taking you hands and together get in our parellel world. Now im calling you. I’m feeling you hearing me. My dancing butterflies starts to dance their dance. I’m towards completely to you. I just need to say you ‘How much i want to stay close to you’. Thinking about you im just breathless. Maybe just you get everything i feel in this moment, which are my own emotions and sensations. I just need to look at you to get which you feel for me. I’m hearing, you feel me. I see your light, is all around me. And it’s which all i need right now. My soul want to get connect with your. To say you ‘how much i really i need of you’.