You had something to say me, and you have done it as soon as possible, that i could imagine, you have left me breathless. My head is exploding, my thoughts are confusing, but always towards to you.
I wrote that i would been not surprised if you had tweet or posted something in the future hours, you have done it and i was remained speechless.
Im still with my thoughts and now my only thought is you.
My hands shaking on this keyboard. I must to take a deep breathe to dont drive crazy.
I feel like in the tale that im writing. Looking at you in this pic, you seem in my little white apartement, i smiling a little.
Our parallel world getting connect us more than earlier, and i just cant believe it.
If i think what is happened i cant hold back the tears and maybe this is not a dream, but just the real reality and everything around us, what we feel, what i feel when i feel your closeness, it’s real, and this open diary is our real way to communicate. And with this, you have told me you’re back home. And i feel you more close than before. I can touch you if i stretch my hand.
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In yours eyes is just a wonderful thing. What i feel when i dive myself in them i see a moltitude of colors , but above all i see yours soul. Seeing your eyes, yours glance, what i see is just yours goodness, your kindness. And when i look at you i feel ours parellel world is so close to us. What you want to say me with words, i can imagine it to looking at your eyes. I could stay for hours to admire you just dive myself in yours eyes. And there is nothing that it makes me changes my mind. Yours eyes are ours gates to ours parellel world. I love them so much. Looking at you, in yours eyes, i feel you. by my side. I feel your hands taking mine. I feel your soft skin. I see your smile just for me and you know, i drive crazy for it. In yours eyes i see all yours essence, and all i can is stay breathless, speechless. When you smile to me, what i see is the brightest sun i’ve ever seen in my life. You gave me, i do believe, the most happiest period of my life. Then when we began this ours own connection, i have no words to explain how i feel myself. And can i confess you somehing; when in someways, i dont feel ours connection, i feel myself like lost. Now i’m used to this feeling that has began from last december, and it continues stronger.
You know what i feel for you it’s totally different from simple love. It’s a different matter. I know you know it, i feel it, you feeling it
wrote that i didnt feel you close to me and suddendly, you’re exploded in me, as bomb. Now i can feel you so close and you showed yourself for a second on twitter.
Now i have to realize, for real, there is something it goes beyond among us. And i cant help it. My soul call you now i know you can hear it for sure. Im speechless, breathless. My feelings drives crazy for this thing that has began, almost for to fill my days. Now i know it’s something more than a simple sensantions. I know i have had this kind of feelings since i was a child, but never they show themsleves in a strong way like they doing with you. I just ask myself ‘Do you feel the same?’. What i feeling in this moment is very strong and i think this kind of connection is among two people who does feels the same feeling at the same time. Now i dont flying just with my fantasies, but it’s something more REAL. My head explodes, full of strange questions. I trying to find some realistic answers to calm myself, but i dont find anything that can give me some real peace.
Those feelings i feel right now and you that knocks to my heart, my soul, my head with just your presence, by my side, it does thrills me. I have a just an anwser at many questions with no reply. Ours parellel world existes for real.
It’s time to write you this ‘open letter’. For me it’s very important. In this open diary i wrote you what i felt eachtime i heard you was close to me. I just hope you felt the same feelings.
I dont want fall in rhetoric. But since i began to feel this ours bond, my life has a little changed in a better way. I dont know how i can explain it. Yes, sometimes, you’re able to consume myself from inside (as from yesterday to today) i feel you strongly.
I know you from several years, but this ‘conection’, as i wrote, has began from few months ago. I really thought it was passing thing, instead, now it’s present almost everyday. I found to explain it to my parents, but i do believe they didnt get everything what i said them. I just also try to find some explications in the web about what i feel when i feel you so close to me. Some were been claryfing others didnt.
Yes i wasnt able to say anything with this. I know. But i will find in other way to say you everything about what i feel
What is important, i can say ‘how much you’re so important in my life, and you’ve changed it in better way’.
about you in these hours. I seen you and now i feel you. And now I ask myself to whom think about when you’re at your desk with your ‘pen’. When you’re alone in your bedroom. What are you think? I ask myself if you feel when i call you. Where does goes your thoughts. I ask myself if you feel ours connection as i do. If you close your eyes, you feel that ‘strange feeling’ i feel when i get in ours parellel world. Now i feel you and im sure your thought are towards to me a little. My dancing butterflies dances their own dance. Im sure you thinking to what i replied you this afternoon. I know they are stupid things, but in someways, they are my own thoughts about what you wrote. And in someways, i would like to demostrate you im not just a girl who is falled in love with you. I would like to be someone ‘special’ for you as you are to me.
What i began to feel few month ago, ours connection, it’s very strong. It grow up everyday more than ever. I remain very often breathless. I just cant explain myself. What happens amongs us, as feelings, sensations, they are very strong.
I know you from several years, but what i began to feel among us has started few months ago. I ask myself do you feel this ours connection as i do.
feel in these hours it’s inexplicable also for me. I never felt your closeness to me like this way, and yes i got what do you felt when you’ve put your like to that tweet. You know i read everything on twitter and what does it means for you in this moment. Maybe i’ll be crazy, but i think to be the only person who get which you feel. Yes i know, we never met eachother, but which i feeling is ours connection stronger than before. That twirl of emotions, sensations i feeling in these hours is stronger than ever. I need to look at your eyes to get which you feel whatever you doing. I’d like to be by your side, take your hand, maybe caress your skin, your face and whisper ‘everything will be fine’. You have met your girl already. We have met ourselves in our parellel world. Now we should close ours eyes to get in ours real world. And just we are in it open ours own eyes and whisper ourselves which we feel for eachother looking at ours eyes. Just a whisper. A caress. Metioning a shy smile.
Closeness to me reached the top. I cried. I know it’s stupid. But when something inexplicable happens among two people like us, the only thing to do is to free own feelings. It has happened another time. I felt you so close to me, and you was for real there. On other side of the world, but you was there with me. And i felt you inside of me like a fire. I started to cry when i looked at your eyes, ’cause i didnt ever feel you close to me in this way. I touched on your face. Im not sure you felt something. But which i felt confuses me a lot. Is it possibile that i feel you in this way. And our connection is so stronger than ever. And our bond is that thin rope that is growing faster and we can’t realize that our parellel world has becoming our real world. For real. How is it possible all that?
How is it possible that i feel your closeness and when i check what i feel, you’re there. How is it possible i linked my soul to yours. How is it possible i feel you so close to me and often you’re there. Is it possible ours parellel world does exists for real?
Those tears falls from my face were been a mix up of many emotions i felt in that moment. That moment in which i felt you by my side more than ever. I still cant believe that has happened for real. Still confuse myself, but i must do believe all that is real. Our Parellel World is more real than ever. And just which i want to whisper you is just ‘I love you‘
Something you ever say to anyone. Whisper what your heart says. Let me flight into your eyes. Touch on me with your words. Let me see our parellel world. Let me feel this new fresh air around us. Take my hand and let me feel your heart beats as mine. Take my hand to your chest, closing your eyes. Despite our distance, in someway we feel eachother close to ourselves.
Breathing so slowly, we can hear ourselves close to us. That music we listen to is so magic. It confuses eachother, but we know it’s our connection to the parellel world. I take a long breath and i smell your skin. I drive crazy for that. And that white shirt you have on, tells me we are in our new dimension. You take my hand, mentioning a smile, say anything, just a smile. For a while i look at you and your eyes into mine. Breathless you take my face in your hands. Come closer to me. Forehead to forehead, you whisper me ‘Listen to it’. Ours music, ours hearts beating so fast eachother. ‘That is our world, only ours and nobody else’s’.
here, i begin to feel your soul close to me. Still dont know how it does works our connection, but i love think that it’s the same for you. I start to write in this open diary and ours path opens itself to our parellel world. My heart begins to beat a little faster than usually til explodes itself. And im sure, i feel it’s the same over there, wherever you are and whatever you doing. And it begins ours connection. We just close ours eyes for a while. Take a long breath. And when we open ours eyes we are in front of eachother, also we are so far from ourselves. We are in front of new dimension of our parellel world. You turn me on dressed like that. I just need to touch on you and i take flight. My deepest emotions comes out. You standing look at me, mention a smile. Slowly you take my hand to your chest. Saying any words you look at me. Your fingers touch on my face. Just a whisper from you ‘How much i love you. You have no idea’. My heart is like a bomb in me.
Gently i touch your face, and slowly i undress you. You let me do it. Your eyes are into mine. Breathless. Around us so slowly the white color becoming a little rainbow. But it’s still white. Your shirt falls down on the our white path. We need just look at eachother to know how bigger is our love. We need just of this to know how we love eachother. Ours look into ourselves tell us how we much we need and love eachother. Just this and anything else.
About you, but when i think about you, here i feel so strange. You know what are my feelings for you. Which emotions you gives me everytime my thoughts are about you. My heart begins to beat so faster than ever. And immediately i get in our parellel world and i hear you feel the same. Our connection is very strange. Maybe is just mine with you. But i would love imagine you feel the same over there, wherever you are in this moment.
And with this thought im just writing to you, i want to say… ‘May you pass the best new year of last years with all people who take care of you, and the new year may give you everything you desire’
‘And what is your desire’… you whisper… Mine? (blushing…) ‘it’s just only one’. Just look at you into your eyes, and maybe to be kissed by you… but i know it’s just a dream.
I feel you behind me. You whisper in my ear. I close my eyes. ‘Maybe it could be comes true’.