You are here. To be sincere, you didnt ever leave. You was so close to me since i wrote the previous thought in this open diary. And now, you are here by my side, i, almost, feel you touching my skin. I smell your skin. I see your eyes looking at mine. Your sweet glance, makes me blush. You know what i see into them. I dive myself in your eyes. In these hours i’m convinced, you had read my last reply. Something says me, you’re thinking about my words. About how much we have in common, despite you know me, trought only a pc screen or throught a cellphone screen. Maybe what i wrote you last night, it will makes us reach faster, maybe when we will meet us, we will no have need to say any words, because what we want to say us it was already said. And what we could do is stay in front of us, looking at us into our eyes a whisper could fly away in the air ‘Our parallel world’, while we standing in front shy, touching us, caressing us, taking us ours hands, without ever taking our eyes off. My hands on your chest, yours on my head caressing my hair, slowly reaching my face. Slowly you raise my face, once again our glance meet. For a while, i blush, you smiling at me, whispering me ‘please dont do it’. You take my hand to your heart. ‘It beating so fast’ you say me. I take your hand in mine. ‘Like mine’ i whisper you.
‘What we are feeling?’ We asking us, looking at us.
Slowly we embrace us hold tight. ‘Remain us in this way’, you whispering me.
To find to stop my feelings. When i feeling you so close to me i must write you, what are my feelings, what i have inside in me. Despite our distance, i feeling you so close to me. and if i close my eyes i feel you here by myside, smiling at me, taking my hands to your heart and i feel it beats so faster like mine. I dont know what are you do now. But what i feel is your closeness make bigger. Breathless i can see you here in this bedroom. What i feel is your glance on me througth this pc screen. Dont take me like crazy one. I know you will dont. Cause you feel the same. And what we feel in this moment are ours souls get connectin eachother. Ours lights melting in the sky and your light has coming to me, like mine it has coming to you. Our minds feeling this energy flow, to travel till reach ours parallel world and to enter in. There you take my face in your hands, you look at me, mentioning me a little smile. Eyes in eyes and a little kiss on my lips. ‘How i desire you next to me’ you whisper me. I look at you, i caress you face. ‘You know what you must to do, when you want me next to you…. you did it…. i’m here’ I looking at you, in your eyes. Hands in hands we look at up the sky. Ours lights still melting. They will do till we will be together, till we will need it, till we will feel us close.
How we feel us close, despite ours distance.
Since i woke myself i felt you approched to me slowly, and now you’re around me. If i close my eyes i can see you smiling to me. My vise is stronger than ever inside of me. I know it’s you. Your closeness embracing me all, and i feel your arms around me, and you whisper me. I look at you, your eyes. Your glance on me, i feel it, despite your distance and whatever you do now, i feel your thoughts are towards to me. My soul turning, and what it see is your light and my soul wants to reach to your lights. I feel your whisper ‘Close your eyes, i’m coming’. I taking a deep breath, also. Closing my eyes, i catch a glimpse of you. And right after i feel your hand taking mine. ‘Just still a while’ you say me. You take my face in your hands and right after i can feel your mouth on mine. You kissing me. You leave me breath. I open my eyes and what i see yours eyes close to me. The only thing i can do is touch your face, your soft skin, touch your skin mole and continue to kiss you skin, till reach again to your mouth.
When i feeling in this way, so close me, it’s incredible how i’m feeling. Something incredible has happening among us. I feel your soul, your heart, but above all your mind, your thoughts, your deepest ones. My feelings are differents. Im feel your lack, but at the same your closeness to me. My feelings are so strange. but i’m sure you feeling this same feelings. I miss you, but at the same time i feel you so close to me. My soul is full of you. I feel your warm inside of me. And when i see in your eyes, what i see is just our parellel world, and you see it too. I really dont know what will happens when we will meet us for real.
I feel you so close to me right now.
i’m feeling right now? Just yours gentilness of yours lips on my mouth. Yours lips so soft and you leave me feel breathless. Your glance just for me, I feel yours arms arounds me. Your whisper ‘close your eyes’ leave me breathless and in the same time you close my eyes and you take my hand to your chest. I feel you take a deep breath. What I feel is the same. At the same time. You touching my face so gently and i open my eyes and ours parellel world is there. And there we look at us, like we did never looked at us before. in ours eyes ours lights dancing melting . We feel it. Eyes in eyes, we see this dance that it sorrounds us. And once again your lips approaches to mine and you give me little kisses. ‘That’s i really need in this moment’ i say you in a whisper and you smile to me with all your kindness, i drive crazy for it, and you know it. Face to face, hands on faces and eyes in eyes, we take flight. Ours souls melting. We feeling it, despite ours distance. We feel this warm inside of us. We dont need any explication. Are us.
to ours parellel world, where we can stay in this way, embraced tight and your glance drives me crazy, like your little kisses and your hands over me. Where my hands can slide in your shirt freely and i can touch on your soft skin of your bare chest and that little rustle, it make me blushing, seeing that shirt falls down over yours shoulders til reaches to your arms and it stops there.
You just looking at me, leaving me speechless. I feel your heart beats so fast. You turn around me. You’re behind me. A whisper. I close my eyes. A touch. Your hand on my neck and suddendly your lips. A thrill. Always with eyes closed, slowly you turn me round, in front of you. Eyes in eyes, we look at us deeply. We both remain breathless. You have on still that shirt over your arms, slowly i take it, and i smell it then i make it falls down on the floor. Your smell drives me crazy. We dont say any words. What we would like to say us is on ours glances. The words are wasted breath. In ours glances we see ours lights dancing, melting and what we feeling are just ours souls melting eachother. Hands in hands, eyes in eyes, in front of us what we see is a spectacular slow game of lights. A whisper from you ‘Look, what we are’. And right after again we look at us, like it was the first time. We surprising us what we feeling.
enough for me look at you that everything has disappeared around me and everything became wonderful and it was enough for me whisper your name and take a a deep breath and i began feel you next to me, by my side. Ours connection begins in this way. Long breath and we just begin feel we taking ours hands and just ours eyes look at eachother. We in front, we mentioning a shy smile. You touch on my face and your lips touch on my mouth with little kisses. I slide my hand into your shirt so slowly. You breathless, me speechless, we looking at us and everything’s done. We are just in ours parellel world. There we can see ours lights dancing together, melting eachother. Ours souls are melting eachother. We know where are we now, despite ours distance. We feel us eachother. We are so close to us, we could touch us if we want it.
Ours connection still stunning me always more. How is it possible i feel you and right after you’re there next to me, by my side, telling me something, taking my hand. And your glance in mine. How is it possible ours connection takes us to ours parellel world, where ours light cant wait to melting eachother in a crazy dance. And we look at up ours eyes to see this dance. We remain speechless, but ours hands hold eachother so tight. And ours eyes look at eachother.
Together we take a deep breath, closing ours eyes and right after we are in front. A whisper from you ‘I really need of you, i need to feel your closeness’. I look at you and i touch on your face. Your soflt skin drives me crazy and you take me my hand to kiss it gently. While you doing, i dive myself into your glance and i touch on your face. My heart beats so faster than ever. Taking my hand to your chest, i can feel yours heart beats like mine. Like a crazy one. We look at us. In this way. We remain in this way for a while. How many things we would like to say us. But ours feelings are bigger than words, and we remains motionless in front of us. Eyes in eyes. Faces in ours hands and just ours breath. A kiss.
Still surprised me. And i remain always more speechless. You leave me breathless. If i close my eyes and concentrate myself i can see ours minds, hearts and souls get connect eachother. A multitude of colorful lights comes and goes from me to you continuosly, and all that is it my feelings drives crazy. It’s a like a continuosly communication trought ours hearts, souls, but above all trought ours minds. And all that it seems exploding inside of me, when we are so close to us, also despite our distance, despite i really dont know where are you. But this continuos connection, it makes know me you are close to me, and i feel it right here, right now. If i close my eyes and i take a long breath, i know you did the same and when i open my eyes, we are in ours parellel world, where with just a whisper we say us how much we need us. I looking at you, in your glance, and you dont say anything, but slowly you to get close your hand to mine. Ours skins touches eachother. A thrill of both of us. A warm thrill. Ours eyes in eyes, but then you look forward and whisper me ‘Dont move us, let’s stay in this way’. I look at you, then me too i look at forward. taking your hand, in silence.
very strong feelings these i’m feeling right now. Maybe im repeat myself till death, but i feel your soul arounds me, and if i close my eyes i can see you next to me, by my side and i feel your hand on mine. You take it and you hold it so tight. I can feel you want tell me something important, but you cant ‘til we dont enter in ours parellel world together. We know how to do, despite ours distance. Just we must close ours eyes at the same time and take a long breath and we are in. We know it, we did at the same time. And we are in ours parellel world. What we feel is the strongest feelings we feeling for both of us. We have began to feel this from december, but just lately it’s became stronger than ever. I close my eyes and i see you by my side, you take my hands, looking at me with yours wonderful glance. In ours world, ours hearts beats so faster and in unison. All that it does means we are really connected eachother. I dont know where are you now, but i know the most important ethereal things of you are here, next to me and i feel you in the strongest way i never felt it. It’s incredible how i feeling you in this moment. I could you touch your skin, if i strecth my arms, closing my eyes. I could touch on yours chest and a i could slide my hand into your blue shirt and i could touch it.
How i feel you so close to me. Almost i cant hold back my tears. I close my eyes and you’re here. Just a whisper from me to you ‘I love you’.
asking me it’s a hard question. I felt you when you whispered me that. I just looking at you in your eyes and the only answer i can give you is ‘ I really don’t know’. When you came to say me what you told me, months ago, you seemed almost get rid yourself of burden. But now you’re returned back. I close my eyes and i see you there, in ours parellel world almost in wait for something. I take your hands and i look at your eyes. ‘Close your eyes and take a long breath’. I feeling you so close to me in this moment more than ever. I see in your mind. My mind is a little confusion. But it’s your life You must to do what you think is better for you. In these months you have had reflect. We were been so close more than ever, as in this moment. I feel you so close to me, by my side, and these words comes out from my bottom of my heart. Despite we never met us in person, it’s like we know us from long time. I feel your closeness to me so stronger than ever.
Now what i feel is just you, inside of me, yes close to me that take my hand and get your glance into my eyes. I feel your heart beat like a crazy one, as mine. And the only thing i whisper you is ‘I’ll be always next to you, by your side, and you can tell me every your secrets. And i will love you forever, and i can promise ours parellel world is and it will be just ours and nobody’s else, Just ours’ And rembember when you need me, just whisper my name and i’ll be by your side Always.