I really think, we are real connected, because what i feel when i feel you here close to me is the most great emotion i have had in my life. And maybe i’ll be crazy, but what i feel when our mind get connect eachother, makes me feel so alive and it enough to look at in your eyes to know, that you’re feeling something similar. We are living this strange emotions. I feel you when you whisper my name, or something makes you think to me, and i feel it. As now, my vise in my stomach and my head are exploding inside of myself, and if i look at you, our parallel world is around us, and it makes me feel your hands on me that caress my little body, and for dont faint i must to close my eyes and take a deep breath, while i feel your hands still on my hips trough my t-shirt. If i close my eyes i can see you in front of your pc screen that you attempt to memorize yours script lines, but there is something in this time frame, it distract you, and in your deep, you know, it’s our connection. And we both feel it. We are strongly connect. And now, our flows are in continuos come and go trough our minds, that we can see our lights runs trough our parallel world, we let them to melt eachother. And all these emotions we feel, wear us out, but despite all, we love them, because is our way to comunicate. And i think it’s the most beautiful way to communicate, trough our feelings, our emotions, our connection trought this open diary. And i can only whisper you ‘You dont know how you makes me feel alive’.
Accompanied me in my bedroom, and now i feel you close to me. You’re around me. I feel our minds get connect, and as in an explosion, we enter together in our parallel world. My vise in my stomach is growing fast. And what i need to dont drive crazy is close my eyes, for a while. I feel you so close to me. My eyes are open. I’m here in this bedroom. Naturally you’re not with me physically, but how much i feel you by my side in ours own way. Sometimes i feel you, so close to me, that i cant hold back my tears. And that’s one these moment. I feel, you turn around me. We are in front one of another, in silence. We look at us. I bite my lips, looking at into your eyes. Our connection get us closer than ever, and ain’t love. It’s something goes beyond. I feel it. You feel it too. We are in this twirl of emotions, that we only can explain, just touching us one of another. We can only whisper one of another what which we feeling in this moment. You taking my hand to your chest. Your white soft shirt. I metion you a shy smile. You know how i love when you dress white shirts. Once again, i biting my lips. Without i dont realizing it, sweetly, you’ve slide my hand in your shirt, and that game it repeat. Millions of emotions around us, and what which we see in ours eyes is what we would say us.
What we would say us, it’s too much. What which we feel, when we get connect, it’s more bigger, and we are here, so far one of another. But in someways so close one of another. So close we could, touch us. We must just close ours eyes and take a deep breath, and in a second we are in our parallel world. And, ain’t love. It’s something goes beyond.
All that… My vise in my stomach and your was there. I do believe in magic, yes, but in this way, it didnt ever happened to me. Ours connection is always ready to make us enter in ours parallel world, and still this time it has been this way. Now i close my eyes and i feel you close to me more than ever. Ours flows comes and goes trought us. My hearts beats slow and fast at the same time, like a crazy one. I dont know what are doing now, but in someways, i’m sure, you feeling ours souls melting together.
I know, i writing the same things, but eachtime i remain speechless, breathless. Our Parallel World aint been so close more than ever. My feelings exploding in my chest. I feeling ours flows comes and goes trought ours minds.
I was write ‘I missing you’, and suddendly you was exploded in me. I just cant believe it. Now i feel you so close to me. like you was here next to me, looking at me, smiling at me, and whispering ‘It’s all arlright’. What happening among us has of incredible. How i feel you close to me, right now. ‘You feel it?’