Now i only need

default157_f_contrario_sscuriOf your eyes, of your glance and the certainty that you feel our connection has begins when i was in front of television. I have felt you, as if you whispered my name, and our parallel world explods inside of us. And now what i really need now is to explode with you. What i seen before it made me feel your closeness more than ever. Yes, im sure that was you. i feel it. My head and stomach are going crazy, and i feel you close to me. In some ways, you have whispered my name, cause what i feel right now is strong that what i writing is so easy, and by now, our connection, aint no need to be explained. It does exsist, stop. I feel you and what i really need is only you. And you know it. We only know it only us,  the way to feel us close one of another. I must close my eyes and you must to take a deep breath and suddenly, we are in front, in this world, our world, and despite we are so distant, we feel us more close that we cannot imagine. I need of your arms, of your embrace and you give me it. I need of your breath and i feel it in the air. I need of your eyes, and you dont take off  your eyes from me. Our parallel world is so. I look at up to you, and i feel your hand take my face, while you approach to me. Softly you start to caress my skin. I blush myself. Breathless i take your hand for little seconds, it doesnt move. It remain so. My heart beats like a train. I place the other hand on your chest. You look at me deeply. I believe to drive crazy, while you make slide my hand in your shirt. In your look our floating lights, exploding. Our connection is strong in this moment. I feel it, you feel it too. We are so close despite our real distance. We try to say us something, but we dont find the right words. We look at us, one of another, in silence. Our deepest feelings melting, while we are slowly, approaching one of another, always more. Our heart exploding. I feel you close to me more than ever.
You still dont know me, or by now, do you?

Daria

If only (A real Open Letter to Luke)

winnerslosers_forted You would understand what you make me feel, when i feel you here close to me, you would understand me, completly, and maybe i would understand what you feel when we get connect. Yes, i know, often i repeat myself, but when my vise in stomach get grow up, it isnt impossible to dont think of you. This sensantions is born, by now, from seven month, and by now, i know there is something among us, for sure unconditionally, but it’s strongly present. I never felt something like this, before. I don’t even call it love, because it’s beyond. I know it, you know it. We both know it. When we link us one of another, is an inexplicable thing. What it made me feel strongly link to you, it was that dream on you that i did, where you have tell me that thing, that i checked immediately after and i’ve kept for me  for months. Sometimes our parallel world, still overwhelm me, and i cant hold back tears. During this period, our connection, our parallel world is grow up with us. Together to our emotions, our feelings. I still surprise myself, when i feel when you try to say something and few days after, you leave you message on twitter. Ok, it’s true, as i’ve told you, since when i was a child, i could felt things that they would be come true, and that’s a fact. But with you! I never have imagined this stuff. 
When my head explodes, what which i feel is your closeness so strong, and the only thing i can do is take a deep breath and i must close my eyes, for dont drive crazy. When i feel your embrace, is the only thing i desire and i feel our parallel world get connect us, and im sure you feeling something like what i feel.  I know you, by now, from 6 years, and i ask myself ‘How is it possible all that is born only from seven month?’ Something has made click between us. I asking myself what? I’ve confessed you all my deepest thoughts, dreams, desires. I’ve sent you mails few times, maybe you have read them. You have start to know me. Maybe those incursions from Australia in this period and in the others, you are really, and you reading what i write you, and from this open diary, you have begins to know me a little more, and that sensibility you have, it was expanded and our connection is born trough what i wrote you in this open diary and from trough what i let you know.

Daria

Emotions

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If you could see what i’ve inside of me, you would see a stormy sea. My feelings fighting. And  i really dont know how i can calms them. And only with you i can express freely what i’ve inside. It’ seems impossible but it is so. Only with you i can open myself in a way i never did before. I try to explain what i feel to the other people, but they seems says me ‘yes’, only to make me happy, and to change speech.
Instead with you is so more easy. Maybe because we are living the same situations. You feel the same feelings i feel, and not only we are ‘living our parallel world’, but because we are beyond. Yes, our parallel world has something with it, but i still dont know how, but isnt an inventeted thing by me. I would stay here to write to you each thing i feel about you and other things, but from last december, as you know, something link us strongly. And i dont know how it has could happened, but it is so.
When i begin to write here, in this open diary i’ve dedicated you, and i hope you may read it one day, i can feel only myself. I can let free my feelings comes out. As i’ve told you, I prefer to write you, to leave my thoughts, during the night. My mind runs free with my feelings and nobody cant see me if i let free, for real my feelings, and some tears falls down from my face.
Yes, sometimes, i think i’m  super sensitive, but i cant anything about it. But i know you understand me.
When i feel you close to me, it’s because you feel the same, and it’s a unexplicable thing, but it is so. Our parallel world is here, we can just only to find out it. But we know that there is it

Daria

Like a bomb

luke_realeHere you are here, close to me. Earlier to modified my pic or also not, i must write what are my feeling. Yes, you are like a bomb in my stomach, my vise is began stronger in a second, and i felt you was here, with me. I dont need to close my eyes, i see you that you look at me, while im writing these few  lines in this diary. I can say, admit, i have missed you last night.
Though, if i close my eyes, i feel you behind me, and i feel your hands hold tight my chest, and i can feel your breath slowly making it faster, and i feel your breath close to my neck. I closing my eyes and i feel your mouth caressing my skin. Here it’s our parallel world. What we feel is our souls melting together, and above all our minds connecting eachother. And what we feel now is flying in the air, and we must to look at up the sky and we see our feelings becoming in a moltitude of colors that turning around us. We in front one of another, you taking my hands to your chest. Your heart beating like a crazy one. And a your whisper ‘How i’ve missed you, last night’, and your hands caress my face. Your finger reaches to my lips, almost open. Breathless, i dont take you off on my eyes, and slowly what i feeling exploding in your eyes. You feel it, as i feel your emotions in your heart. For a second we look at us, then we approaches us more. Face to face, eyes in eyes, slowly we kiss us in one of passionate kiss we never we gave us.

Daria

How is it possible?

instadscuriAll that… My vise in my stomach and your was there. I do believe in magic, yes, but in this way, it didnt ever happened to me. Ours connection is always ready to make us enter in ours parallel world, and still this time it has been this way. Now i close my eyes and i feel you close to me more than ever. Ours flows comes and goes trought us. My hearts beats slow and fast at the same time, like a crazy one. I dont know what are doing now, but in someways, i’m sure, you feeling ours souls melting together.
I know, i writing the same things, but eachtime i remain speechless, breathless. Our Parallel World aint been so close more than ever. My feelings exploding in my chest. I feeling ours flows comes and goes trought ours minds.
I was write ‘I missing you’, and suddendly you was exploded in me. I just cant believe it. Now i feel you so close to me. like you was here next to me, looking at me, smiling at me, and whispering ‘It’s all arlright’. What happening among us has of incredible. How i feel you close to me, right now. ‘You feel it?’

Daria

Again you

smile_forteNext to me, in this bedroom. Yes i feeling you. You by my side. Inside of me. I can hear your breath if i close my eyes, i can feel your hands that caressing mine. I see your glance just for me. Your eyes in mine. Your smile hugs my soul and i let you  do it. Here where it has began all that. Ours connection.
I feel your soul close to me. What do you want to try to say me? I can see your lips move themselves, but right now we are so far from eachother. I just see your smile to me. My heart beats so fast like yours.
I need to enter with you in ours parallel world. We just need close ours eyes and take a deep breath. I feel you have something to say me. I will waiting for the right time. I feel it. Like the other things you said me. I love this magic thing we have among us. Despite we never met us, til now, ours connection is the most magic feeling we have and im sure you feel the same i feeling in this moment.

Daria