You was really you, one of those visualisations, that i’ve seen earlier, i would have the certain that something link one of another. When i’ve seen them, million of questions were exploded on my mind. Was it this you have tried to tell me? In someways you take a look on what i write. Do you feel the same when i feel your closeness? My thoughts are go crazy, and now i’m calling you as if i scream. My breath gets faster and i feel our flows mixing up themselves in searching of a connection more strong. We must to close our eyes and to take a deep breath to find us in front, in our parallel world. I look at you with my eyes wide open, looking for something that can make me calm. If ever you was one of those visualisations, our connect is strong, but i will dont ever have the certainty, but surely there is somenthing. And here, i feel it, im sure of it.
There was something you wanted tell me And here it is. Your closeness, despite your distance. And i feel you close to me in this moment, a lot.
Daria
In bed and i have feel you arrived slowly and you have lay yourself by my side and sweetly you have embraced me. Your chest against my back. For a moment i have believed you was really next to me, that i’ve had to open my eyes. Your arms arounded me so kindly. I have felt your light shirt on my skin. And now i feel your closeness, here, around me, here in my bedroom. You have never left me. In bed, you have began to call me. As if you scream my name. I have felt you. My head was exploded, and our flows has began to come and go from you to me. I’m here, for you. I feel, you try to say me something else, i feel it. I try to communicate with you trough this open diary. My feelings are exploding when i feel you close to me. And it’s incredible how we are so close one of another, despite our distance. It missing really few to our real meeting. Our parallel world gets bigger and bigger each day and that’s we feel. Our feelings, our emotions, what which we have inside for one for another it’s an inexplicable feeling, but it’s what we feeling from last december, when it’s began our connect.
What i feel, is the same you’re feel too. Since when i woke myself, since i have feel you have embrace me, i have the sensation, that you are here with me. I feel, you still embrace me, and ours skin still touching. You from behind and i feeling your arms arounds me, while you whispering me all your desires, moving my hair and kiss sweetly my neck. I close my eyes, while you turn me and finally we are in front one of another, while our lights floating around us. We seems flying, but it’s only our perception. Slowly, we enter in our parallel world. We must to take a deep breath and in this breath we feel us so close more than ever. Our scents mixing up themselves. I feel yours and you feel mine. We standing in front, we dont move. Just waiting for that the other one, make the first move. We look at one in another. Each of us knows what would to do. You look at me, waiting for. I put my hand close to you. And rightafter, your silky white shirt takes flight and my hands touches your chest till arrives to your hips, while our bodies approach, without we realizing it. We didnt take off our eyes one from another. And our sensations expands. I’ve designed a variable map on your body, and you have caressed my face till to know each my neo. I remain hypnotized by your glance on me. For an instant we remain in this way. But right after, we look at us one of another till our lips touches themselves, in little touches, without to kiss us really, and we drives crazy for it.
At me in this way, you know what you make me feel. Still this day when i’ve opened my eyes, when i was in bed, i’ve feel you that embraced me sweetly, and i have feel your bare chest against my back. If were so, each my days i would put on signature. And now, that im writing, i feel your scent around me. I close my eyes and i try to recreate the sensation i have felt. My heart exploding. I feel you here, by my side. Our emotions around me. And if i look at you, i feel you do the same. While your eyes says me what you want me to do. With some shyness, but with all my desire, i do it. And, by now, in that gesture our parallel world welcomes us with our lights floating around us. You no say any words, but i see all what you want to tell me You taking my face in your hand, i dive myself in your glance, touching sweetly your neo and your soft skin. We no need to say nothing, ‘cause what we must to know we know it already. By now, what we want to tell us, it has been told from long time. But we living what we feeling as if it was the first time, and eachtime we surprise ourselves, about our connect and how we feel close one of another, also if we live so distant. What can i say to you, now only that i feel you so close to me and you’re here by my side and i feel these flow that come and go from you, i feel you.
For just few instants and you’ve arrived and you have embraced me so tight. In this moment what i need is just your embrace, just to dive myself in your eyes and slowly, we enter in our parallel world, where noboby else cant touches us. In our world, you and me, where everything disappears and all what we see are our lights floats around and our emotions welcomes us. You whisper me just one question looking at me with your eyes that i love so much ‘What’s up?’. I looking at you, caressing your face, your neo, i simply say you ‘Did i tell you, you’re the only person i feel so close to me, and you’re the only person with which i can open myself….?’ You mentioning me a shy smile taking my face in your hands. In these moments my heart explodes, im in a twirl of emotions. You’re in front of me, caressing my skin. For a second i close my eyes and in that moment you put my hand in your shirt and when i open again my eyes, your shirt is falls down from your shoulders to remain over your arms. We stay in silence and we dont moves, only my hands moves on your bare chest. Breathless, you close your eyes and your breath slowly, gets faster, as mine. We feel our sensations mixing up themselves. We feel us so close one of another, despite our distance. We feel our hearts, our souls, and our minds join in the act of our love.
Still surprise myself of all this? About how i feel myself when i feel you around me and when i see you was around the corner, i answer myself ‘That’s why!’ I look at in your eyes and ask you ‘Do you feel the same’?
And our parallel world explodes. As if we are in front, really. And our lights begins to floats arounds us. I know, you have somehing more to say me, maybe in a whisper. I look at you, and i cant hold my emotions, what im feeling is bigger than me and this flow that come and go from you, is so big that my heart cant contains it all. Also, this night, i was alone at home, and my thoughts were toward to you, i have feel your closeness, while i have had close my eyes. As if you was by my side and you embraced me, i was sorrounded by you, like in this moment, that i’m writing what i feel. Maybe i repeat myself, but im sure there is something among us, that link us one of another. And maybe we will never know what it is. More i look at you, in your eyes, i feel, that your eyes wants tell me something else. I see your shy smile and i give it back to you with the same shyness. And it wll seems strange to you, but each thing around me recall me to you. Maybe our parallel world wants say us something else more big, that we dont still understand completly. Each thing around me say me something about you, and i want to believe that the day we will meet will arrives as soon. In meanwhile i give you back my shy smile, diving myself in your glance.
What i’m feel, it overwhelm me in a such way that i’m feel lost. Also, this morning when i woke me up, i’ve feel you embracing me. What do you try to say me, still? I thought you’ve told me which you wanted to tell me, instead there is other thing, that you want to say me. This feeling, that i’m feeling that it’s last too long. It never happened, and it overwhelm me. It lasts from almost one month. And everytime i wake me up i feel my vise in my stomach. You’re always by my side, embracing me so tight, and i feel you always here in my bedroom.
To close our eyes and take a deep breath to feel close one of another, by now. This sensantion i having from a month, and more i go forward, get bigger and bigger. By now, it is a continuos flow that comes from you and my mind take it and give back to you. I dont know if you feel it, but it’s what i feel. It enough a look of you and i feel arounded by your closeness. It’s like a your whisper and you say me ‘Hey, i’m here’ and i follow your recall and in an istant we are in front one of another. While we look at us, suddenly we are catapultated in our parallel world. And there we must take a deep breath to dont remain without oxygen, while we dive ourselve into our glance. Me in your and you in mine. Slowly we take ours faces in our hands, and we hold back, hardly, our emotions. You look at me intensily, i blush a little and i look down on the floor, but then you take my face and we look at us once again, with say no words, but in our glance, we say what we feeling, and what we feeling is the most great, sweet, beautiful feeling we have ever felt. What we feeling, we must see it in our glance we have, one for another.
How to describe what i’ve had feel when i was going to sleep. I was half asleep, when i have feel the vise in my stomach. And then when i was woke up this morning, i’ve know that you’ve have had posted that thing in the same time i’ve feel it when i was in bed. How is it possible all this connection between us?? I must be used to, but eachtime it happens i remain speechless and even more breathless…In these hours im thinking to you more than usual. And now for real, i think that what is happening between isnt a coincidence, but it’s something more strong. Something i still dont understand, but it’s happens. What i feel is something that it goes beyond, and what i feel right now, is one greatest emotion i have ever feel till now. And all it comes from our parallel world. From, when i’ve knew, what you will do, im dreaming of our likely meeting, but what i know it’s only a dream. But let me to daydream. Our parallel world explodes around us and i see it through my amethyst ball in front of me. And around of me what i feel is only your closeness. I feel your embrace from behind and what i need is just to close my eyes to feel you that sweetly kiss my neck and gently you turn me around to kiss me in your own way.