“Your hands

Were still caressing me, and mine were still on your chest, when we were looked at us one another. And in that moment, we have understood that, we could look foward, without the fear of the ghosts of the past.
Shyly, you have smiled me and i have gave you the smile back, touching your lips, as if i wanted took it and putted it in my pocket of my heart.
By now, we had throw out, for real, everything beyond over our shoulders, we were about to enter in this new dimension, that it was our life that we were living together.


‘It has been spectacular’, you have whispered me, without take off your eyes from me.
And i knew, that you was talking about not just about the love we had just made. But of everything we had felt during that act.
The past, the fears, the ghosts were gone away, and now we were looking the future, sourrounded by our feelings.
We were enchanted by what which we were feeling, and we wanted to stay there for all the time it was been necessary.
We were feeling, as if a new lymph was entered in us. A heat that pervaded us, and our connection was growing up always more.
It was incredible what we were feeling in those moments.
We were looking at us one another, without making nothing, but inside of us, there was a revolution in progress.
Our hearts were going crazy.
The only thing, that we could was holding our hands, looking at us, one another, and waiting for that everything had ends.
It has been a twirl of  big emotions and some tears was fallen from our faces.”


⇐“My kisses

“My kisses

mh17forteWere became your growing desire, and your kisses were more passionate. Slowly, i left your passion go beyond mine. Gently, our bodies became one only.
Our lips were been kissed eachother frantically.
We were feel our souls were about to reach  a point of real merger, one in another and we could do not stop.
I was feeling myself enter in you, and you got in me in a way never felt before.
We looked at us, one in another, almost surprised of what we were feeling in those moments.
We were reaching something of inexplicable.
We were there, but we were reaching a point of  no return in our lives.
Both, we had confessed to the other, things, thoughts, life experiences, never told to anybody.
We were been witness of the death of the past trough the eyes, the words, the embraces, the silences of the other, and now, making the love, we were going trough the real path of the healing.
With our whispers, our moaning, our closed eyes, our touches, our hands, we were sending away, all this.
By now, you was above me, and sweetly you have make me lifted my hands over my head, and  together, we have felt an energy that, slowly was about left us. It have go trough all our bodies trough the orgasm we had.”



“Your hands ⇒


luke_micheal14fscuriWas admiring me, after kissed me.
You have no say nothing, but you was just staring me, but i could feel your thoughts. You was looking at me deeply. You was looking at me as the first time we have sharing our glance in the bar and like you’ve done in the following days. You was only looking at me. But in you was born the awarness of whom, you had in front.
What which i could see in your eyes, was a mix up of emotions, seriousness, respect and a more quantity of love.
I was looking at these changes in you and i had understood that you was exceeding another kind of feelings.
By now, we had passed half day in the bedroom. We didnt care of it.
Our hearts was going drive crazy.
In your eyes, i’ve recognized that glance of the bar, in which you was feeling the desire to stare me, but in the same moment, you didnt wanted make you notice from me.
There was the same embarassement that there was at the bar.
There was the same excitement but with something more, something of special. Something that we were creating in that exact moment in which we were looking at us, one in another.
We have felt a mix of new feelings that were making themselves space next to the emotions we were feeling already.
Slowly, i’ve put myself above you, and i’ve make slide my hand in your shirt. You was still looked at me with that glance, in silence. You have left me do. And i’ve started to kiss you.
From your neck, to your cheeck to your mouth. While your hands holded me tight. And you didnt take off your glance to me. You’ve whispered my name.
Slowly those kisses were becoming something more intimate. And around us, it were developed an atmosphere even more magic, and even our touches, that were so delicate, we could feel them still more penetrating, and our moanings were their witness.”



“My kisses ⇒


You was stared at me, as if you had understood which kind of sacrifice i’ve had done for dont feel me in that situation. Chained for the rest of my life.
In a whisper you said me ‘You’re a magic bird and your wings has been clipped. You wanted be free and they wanted close you  in a cage.’ While you have said that, our emotions were developed around us, and everything was becoming light.
tug006_scuriYou holded my hand tight, and in your eyes, i could see, that you was understand that everything you had face up to, with your exgirlfriend, was a minimum thing, compared to which i’ve passed in these last seven years. I could see, everything of these thoughts trough your eyes. But i’ve said ‘I been well. In these years i clarified my ideas, and luckly i always had my diary, where i’ve put down every my thought, and it helped me much. Then that night, you’ve opened the door of the bar, you entered and something inside of me, told me «that guy has something of special», and it has been so. Since when you entered in the bar, i’ve seen everything more clearly. My heart opened even more. And this feeling im feel, even now, healed me from every things of the past. ‘ While i was saying this my eyes themselves were get wet.
You was looking at me speechless. I didnt ever say that to anybody. My soul was becoming a mirror, and you could see, all what which i was feeling in that moment .
I shaked a little bit, and you have noticed that. You approached me and sweetly you have wrapped me in your embrace, caressing my hair, first, then my face.
‘Since our glances met eachother, i’ve understood that my life would be changed,’ i’ve whispered you.
You have no say nothing, but right after, you gave me a kiss that had no end.”


⇐“It seemed

“You ⇒

“It seemed

It was arrived my turn to throw out everything behind of my shoulders.
You didnt ever asked nothing my past life. But in your last glances, by now, there was always a question that you wanted ask me, and me, i noticed it.
I’ve started to talk, after i took a deep breathe, and took your hand, and i’ve hold it tight.
glowen044scuriYou knew, that you would have the reply to your question.
‘I always lived with my parents, till i have sent them to the hell. The reason has been a guy that i met at a party organized by  them. This guy was a son of  some friend of my parents. I had always a weak for him, but i didnt knew he, him felt the same for me.
At this party we had have a lot of fun. We were always been together that night.
But at that party it has happened a bad thing.
After we have talk much, he decided to go to my dad to declare his love for me. In those situation, i thought, it was so romantic, but i didnt realized that he was drunk, and he posed himself stupidly, I was blinded by the feelings that i was feel.
At this party there was almost a fight between my dad and this guy.
I was come out, i was go to in his car and i had must wait for him. I had decided to leave with him. I had wait for him for hours in that car. I didnt ever see him anymore.
I was so angry and i have decided to leave from the house of my parents.
Fortunately the owner of the bar, had a room that he wanted sell for few money. I’ve took it. I have had no more news from my parents and from that guy.
They  were passed 7 years from that day. But from that day i’m feel  more free. I was as if i was chained. From that day i moved myself above the bar, i lived there.’
I was about to finish the phrase, but you’ve done for me. ”Till from you falled and i’ve help you to stand up’
You have said that phrase as if you was been the magician with his magic wand and he had make everything disappear in his hat, wrap everything in a magical dust.”


⇐“After that kiss

“Silently ⇒

“After that kiss

tangle81moltiplicaYou have stared me, as if you wanted asked me what did i think about on what i had just read. As if you want to know if my feelings were the same that you was feeling.
You was biting your lips and my feelings were about explode. You seemed a child who asked the forbidden fruit, but forbidden, wasnt at all.
I have took again the paper and slowly i leaned  on your chest and together we had read your written words.
It was the first thing written after our meeting at the bar. And it was a your manuscript. They were your first written words after what happend among us.
I was reading aload, but always whispering, and you followed me with your whisper.
They were words of union, magic stones, souls that had fighted together against bad forces, emotions that reborn again and exploded, a sharing of sensations of  heat, communications without words, colors, lights melting eachother and about a profound LOVE never felt before and never seen in anybody else.
You have finished so ‘…your magic,  feelings that you are able to give me, are full of a love that im still to learn to receive. Everytime i looking at you my heart explode.’
I leaned the paper on the bed sheet and i sighed, lifted my face toward you, and i took a deep breathe.
‘They are the same feelings, that i feel even now’
I was looked at you and i wasnt able to hold back a tear.
What which i was feeling in those moment, was more bigger than me, and you was feeling it too.
We were looked at us, one in another, and in that exact moment, we had felt a big twirl of emotions that wrapped us, and we couldnt do anything, only staring one in another, and maybe sweetly we were touched our faces.”


⇐“I was woke up

“It seemed ⇒

“I was woke up

Myself, i was slowly opening my eyes, and you was next to me, sat on backrest of the bed, with a paper and a pencil, writing.
You was focused to write that you didnt realized that i was staring at you.
Me, i asked myself ‘What are you writing?’
michealwrite02fpluniforme-1You was so concetrated on that sheet. I was smiling, i didnt wanted distract you.
My feelings were strong and you pencil so fast, that in someways, they seemed go trought the same path, but on differents lanes.
Sometimes, you have lifted your face for to look at something that there wasnt. You was collecting your thoughts, and right after, you have put them on that sheet.
Maybe it has been, as the first time you have felt the need to put your feelings on paper.
You was still writing, and in my mind, an image, you that, just entered in your apartament, almost breathless, was in search of a sheet and  a pencil to write  many phrases, even unfinished, on what you had felt when our glances met, the first time.
You was writing fast, sometimes you deleted the last phrase you have wrote and you murmured.
You was so tender. But i understood you.
When, was seemed that you had finished to write, sweetly i caressed you, and our glances met for the first time, that morning.
You have smiled me sweetly, while you have put down the paper and the pencil on those little furniture close the bed, and you have kissed me, asking me if i had slept well. My glance was one of the most sweet i had could give to you. ‘Since when i sleep with you, everything around me is wonderful, you, are wonderful’ it was my reply.
You looked at me silently, then you gave me the sheet, in a whisper, you said me ‘I want you read it’.  I settled myself even me, on the backrest and i have began to read.
When i began to read it, i leak the breathe. My heart has began to beat hard.
What which you have wrote in that sheet, were the very same sensations, emotions, the feeling of freedom from the past that we had feel last night, and at the end, you have described your love for me.
When i have finished to read it, i have leaned the sheet by a side. You was looking at me. Our glances dived one in another, then after a moment in suspension, we kissed us passionately.”


⇐“With the same

“After that kiss ⇒

“With the same

Calm with which we went to the bar, we returned at your house.
You was looking at me, as if you had see in me  something more of spectacular.
Me, i was careful to walk, and your hand holded me tight. You knew to be my support, and this was another proof of trust for both of us.
There were few people in the street, we walked between them, but we were, as if were protected by an invisible shield.
glance_sommaYour eyes were always set on me, i’ve felt them, even if i couldnt see your face, cuz i was focused where i could put my feet without to do not fall.
Along the street, we didnt talked.
I felt your heart, take again the normal beat. In my apartement our hearts were about explode. And surely, you have felt mine doing the same thing.
To walk, take again the normal fuctions of our bodies, it made us feel good.
We didnt realize that we’ve taking deep breathe, always at the same time.
We arrived at the rusty gate, you’ve opened it.
You stopped youself for a while. We looked at us, one another. The feelings we had have feel in my apartement, seemed faded.  But just after, you’ve whispered me ‘My god, how much you are beautiful’ and right after you have kissed me, were wrapped and scrambled us, once again.
Silently, we entered. Without looking at us around, you have take me in your arms and slowly, we went in your bedroom, and there you have lean me then you’ve done the same.
Face to face, we’ve caressed our faces till we have closed the eyes.
In this way, you had turned round one of the saddest page of  your life, caressing my face.”


⇐“Since has began

“I was woke up ⇒

“Since has began

This adventure, our glances didnt take off one from another. We were feeling, as if were two calamites were attracted one another. Your glance was fixed on mine and my eyes were fixed on your. As if the eyes had wanted say more than the feelings that we were already feeling.
mikeluke05forteWe had decided to return at your home.
By now my little apartment was charged of  many emotions that were become almost tangibles, and we were about be swallowed in of  them, and our hearts was about to explode, literally.
We had must to make enter new air in that little room. It was full of vibrations of which we, were the authors.
Even the minimum touch had provocate in us a new emotion, and everytime, we had must took a deep breathe.
We had must leave my apartement immediately.
In that apartment, we entered, load of old memories, bad sensations that we wanted delete from our minds, and we came out reborn.
And our glances had saying us just this Above all your.
I was looked at you in bar, and i’ve understood, you had must escape from there.
You have had need to remove all that one from your mind, and by now, in your eyes i was watching the calm and  the beauty of love that you was feeling for me.
Slowly, we had left my apartment, and that  ‘I love you’ resounded again, fading, just closed the door.”


⇐“We had to must

“With the same ⇒

“We had to must

Still understand how to move us inside of these new awareness of feelings we had felt since when we met us. We had know, that we were arrived at this point of this journey very important, that it would have marked in a definitely way, our lives.
We were looked at us one in another, and right after, you was caressing my face, and i’ve 
took, your hand in mine, and with a big sighing i asked you ‘Are we ready to go on?’  You looked at me with the most intense glance, aninsta0forted with your deep voice, that i always loved, you have replied
With you and for you i would face up  everything. I’ve understood it, since when we stay together that there is no need to make big things to be happy. The only important thing is only to feel our emotions, and you gave them me alot. Even now, im looking at you….  i feeling your sensantions in your eyes. They are many, i feeling them and im feeling good. I need of these emotions. I just need of you’
While you was saying these words, my hands holded tight yours, and each words you have pronounced, was explode in my heart. You was looking at me and with a whisper, you made me the same question. I was still scrambled by your words, that the only thing, i have had could was looked at you and slowly kiss your mouth and right after i have replied you ‘I was already ready, when you was entered the first night in the bar, you have revolutioned my life since our first glance. I’ve understood that you would been part of my life, even only in my poems, if i wasnt falled and you didnt gave me your hand. I would say, yes.’
We were looked at us for a long moment, then we given us one another a passionate kiss.
We were ready to fight everything the world would put us in front.
We were hold our hands, tight.”


⇐“Our glances

“Since has began ⇒