Us, we were exhausted, but what feeling was still in the air, like an electrified air.
But what which i’ve seen in your eyes was a lack of sleep.
While i have slept, you did the way, that at my wake up, i have had found all the necessary i would have need. The breakfast, something new to wear.
The love we made… The ring that i have stared it for long time, without hold back the tears. While you was sit down on the sofa, with me on your chest, i realized that you little by little you were about sleeping you. In the air there was, your scent. I have closed my eyes and i had relived all those moments, till at that moment. That moment when you have closed your eyes. Without make some noise, i left you on the sofa sleeping. I went going upstairs, supporting me at the railing. In the middle of the bedroom, were still the bag you have left fall down, before make love. I have collected it and i was sit down on the bed. I’ve dropped on the bed the content of the little white bag and for the first time i’ve seen what you have had bought me. A teeth brush, a couple of underwear, a t-shirt and a red long sleeved shirt, mixed cotton and satin. While i was looking these things, my heart exploded and i’ve thought ‘Look what you did for me’ I sighed, closing for a second the eyes, then i took the little white bag and i went in the bathroom to change.
I was living in a dream, me too.”
Do, was remain still stunned for what i’ve heard.
You have opened your heart, your feelings, your more deepest, to me. You was in front of me. What we felt for eachother, by now, it was tangible in the air, and although we didnt say us still nothing, we did say us all with our glances. The sheet on which you have wrote these few lines, it was falled down, from your hand. It was on the floor. We wanted to wake up ourselves, from this atmosphere that sorrounded us, but we seemed captured by these sensations we were feeling. They were stronger than of us. You was still in front of me, sitting on the little table and slowly you have take my hand. You were about to talk. I was looking at you. Your hand was so sweet, your skin so soft. ‘From last night i’m living as in a dream.’ you have said in a whisper, ‘And i dont want wake myself’, as if i’ve continued your thought in your mind. You have looking in the void, then you sat down close to me, embracing me tight.
Meanwhile, millions of greatest sensations floated around us. And we were in middle of them.”
Your eyes placed on me.
I was still stunned from what which i have had just listened to.
In my head, million of thoughts has fighted. Some has wins, some has lose.
In a whisper i asked you ‘So, since when we met our glance for the first time… you have started to write about me?’ You have only shaked your head, looking at me, taking all the sheets on the little table.
We have had started to write about eachother at the same time.
You sat down, next to me, making me see the other sheets. Even if there were few written words in some, other were full, the sheets were full of thoughts about me, and your sensastions.
I was still without words, but i was full of emotions that i could not hold back.
We have looked at eachother, as dazed.
At the end, we found us, and everything what has happened us, it have had a reason.
The universe, or whatever was, it wanted us united.
And it’s been so.
At the end you have whispered me ‘
Eyes wanted captured each my shade of my glance, you slowly, you was sitting down on the little table in front.
With your sheet, in your hand, you have looked at me, deeply.
Our breath were at unison, and slowly make itself, always more fast.
It seemed that this moment had no end, and our feelings were grow up and we felt them around us.
We looked at us eachother.
You have wanted to hold my hand, and without realizing, i left you do it. We were, hypnotized by eachother.
You have started to read what you wrote, but as if you have memorized the words, without take off your eyes from me, you acted the what it was on that sheet.
‘«As two stars in the darkness,
you have started to give me something that i was about to forget.
you are always in that little corner.
to whom do you think, when i see you writing?
when our glance meet eachother, i feel myself, reborn again»’.
I have closed my eyes when you have began. I have felt your hand have had still holding mine tight.
My heart has stopped itself, for the whole time you have acted the poem that you have wrote thinking to me.
When you have placed the sheet on the table, next to you, we have looked at eachother, knowing, by now, what we were one for another.”
What it was wrote on the sheet. It was a handwritten.
Without asking, i knew, it was yours.
I was looking at you with a rapid glimpse.
You roamed, nervousely around the room. I didnt say you still nothing, but at the end you was sit down on the other chair, letting me all for me, the sofa. But with my eyes, i wanted you next to me.
Finally you have decided to sit down close to me and you have asked me ‘Can i…?’ touching sweetly my hand that holded the sheet. With your deep voice, you have had take the courage to speak, letting apart the sheet, for a moment. You had your glance, as lost in a vacuum, and you have started to talk to me. ‘Since we met in that bar… when i came back home, i have felt need to write something.
I have started to write a lot. All in these sheets…’
You stopped yourself. What was about happening. It was what does was i’ve always waited for? You had always your sheet in hand, and without realizing, you have started to reading what was you wrote”
In front, one to another. Me on the table and you in front standing, we have looked at eachother. Your eyes have said me something that your words could not. You would want have say me something, but you wasnt able to pronounce no words, You have spoken with your eyes. Slowly, you have slide me on your body and you have put me in front of you. Taking my hand, you have gently accompanied me at the sofa. You made me sit down. You sat down too, next to me. You still have not say nothing, but your little gestures said me, you had your heart full of words. The little table in front of us, was always full of sheets, magazines and several pencils, and our stones. You was looking for a sheet in particular. I was looking at you, breathless. I knew,it was something important and i didnt wanted break this atmosphere so strangely magic. Each thing with you was magic. Your eyes had a brillant light and i dived myself in them. And finally when you have found that sheet, you gave me it. Still without any word pronnounced. You was standed up and you roamed around the room. While i was starting to read what it was wrote on that sheet.”
Take your face in my hand and i stared at you for a while, then i started to talk. ‘Some of us, very few, in this universe, can find their soul mates, When you have entered in that bar i didnt believe it. In my head something has made click. It has passed alot of time, since when you have launched me the first glance, to last night. Slowly i have felt something special in you, and that’s been so.’ You have looked at me without words and you have left me continue ‘Since we were glance met, slowly something inside of me, has changed, and i began to write poems about you’.
Suddenly, you seemed as stunned. I have started to caress your sweet face. Then i have continued. ‘Look what has happened in few hours. Without realizing,the universe, or whatever it is, told us, that which told us, and we had felt and what we have felt, it had brought us, where we are now. As you, i asked myself many questions, but in front of them, there was no need to answer. To me, that’s enough what i feeling when i’m with you’. At the end, you was always, staring at me, but what i’ve notice was a little tear has falled from your face. After a moment of silence, you have standed up and you have take my face in your hand, and slowly you have whispered me ‘I never felt what i feeling with you. Stay with me…Be mine soulmate’ ‘We are already’, then i placed your face against mine. ‘What we had passed is only ours, and it has been magic, and who knows since when this it had to happen. If you, wasnt entered in that bar, maybe we were would always in looking for of both of us eachother, and maybe we would didnt ever met eachother. And all this, it never would happened’. I was say you all this, while i was dry another tear from your face.”
Gird my hips while our glances met.
In your eyes i have could see what which you had face up to while you have left your girlfriend. I have felt all your insecurity. But that embrace was that you have needed at this moment.
‘What we had passed in these hours it has been, like a cyclone that has revolutioned our lives. What the stones said us, what we have felt it has been incredible’ you have said me looking at me, while i was in silence. I didnt want interrupt you. I could feel that you was opening yourself one more time. And i didnt want say you what which i was seeing beyond your shoulder. I just whispered ‘it’s just magic’.
Another time we had felt that sensantion inside of both of us, and our hearts seemed explode at the same time.
We looked at eachother and we kissed eachother, while little pink dust arounded us and it bonded us always more.”
Made eachother those little promises, as a, flashback, i rembembered the very first glance you have launched me.
You was with your friends at the bar counter. You was playful. I have seen you, and something in me has made click. I didnt take off my eyes from you. I was almost embarassed for my insistance. When you have laughed for some joke, for the first time i heard your voice. For some reasons, while you was laughing, you turned yourself toward my little corner and there, you have noticed me. At the first impact you didnt smiled me, and right after you turned yourself again toward your friends, but slowly after a little bit, you have turned yourself again, toward to me. We were looked at eachother, shyly we have smiled eachother.
You was with your friends and they were making a mess, and you was making the same. But ocassionally, you turned yourself toward to me again and our glance met yet. When you cameback to your friends, some of them, gave you a pat on the shoulder, like, to wake you up. I heard the laughes. I was embarassed.
Always less, that night you have turned yourself toward to me and you have smiled me.
Our glances met, several times. You have made attention to dont make you notice from your friends.
And when you have finished your beer, and you was about leaving away with your friends, you did the way to stand up yourself so that i could see you, and with a gentle nod with your head, you have saluted me, smiling me.”
At me and standed up and you went to the kitchen table.
Yes, it were been moments that we have shared together. I understood that you wanted stay a little alone to reflect on what we had passed. ‘I need to collect my thoughts’ you have said me, looking forward.
I have asked myself the same questions that you was asking yourself.
In moment of reflection, i have retraced all the moments. In my deep, i have felt you was doing the same.
Looking at you, so from the back, my only desire was to stand up and to come to you and slowly embrace you. But i was remain there where i was. But it was, little time. I was confused me too. But what which we had shared it’s been unique. I had shortness of breath, while i was looking at you, and i didnt hold back the tears. I have felt you inside of me more than before. Slowly i standed up and i went next to you. I have placed my hand on your shoulder.
Sweetly, you have looked at me and you kindly, lift me, placed me on the table. I was looked at you, while you have placed your head on my knees, you embraced my lower back.
A whisper ‘I dont want loose you’, while a tear has falled.
Glances met eachother, one in another. A hand caressed a face. Another whisper ‘You will dont loose me’.”