At the bar the people inside, has started to stared us, while we have reached my table. While we have go trough the bar, a moltitude of voices was amplifying. The eyes were set on us, and the only comments we could to hear were whispers as ‘they are…. the guy who has helped that girl when she was falled…. but….are they together?’
Slowly, finally, we were sit down, and sweetly you have take my hand, while little by little all the glances on us were faded out.
With my hand in your, you have launched me a glance and in a whisper, you have asked me ‘Is it all ok?’. My heart was beating hard.
I felt myself still observed, and i could still listen to the comments of the people, even if the music was loud.
I felt myself like a lion in a cage, and you could, feel my discomfort.
I could feel all bad thoughts of the people, and i knew you could, feel it too.
We have resisted maximum 20 minutes, then we were escape away, always with the eyes of the people set on us.
Our emotions were about to exploding. We have feel hurt inside.
Closing the door of you home, at our shoulder, we were looked at us one in another, and slowly we went up in bedroom.
We didnt say us nothing. We have lay down on the bed and you have embraced me, while slowly i have started to play with your black shirt you have had on, and begin to kiss softly your chest just under there.
⇐“We were conceiving
The visual of the world in a total different vision.
We were hold in our embrace, wrapped in a new state new sensations and feelings.
We were entering in a new level of the life. A superior level of everything, but above all of our own emotions.
We were looked at us, one in another.
We were feeling the need to come out. Our heart beated at unison, and we had felt as if our reciprocal energitc flows melting.
By now, we had decided. We will be comes out.
I have asked you ‘But where?’ You was in front of me, taking my hips and in a whisper, you have told me ‘In the only place we know.’
In the bar, where we’ve met us.
All around us was going slowly, and we with it.
We were ready to go out. In front of the door with the key inserted in the keyhole, we were stopped for a little. We were looked at us eachother and we had take a deep breathe and you have opened the door.
We were leaving the only place that now, had really belong to us”.
⇐“We had go
Through the window, we had felt, as if the life was reborn and all it started again to move. We looked at us eachother and each of us knew what the other was thinking, but as a force inside of us, pushed us to say just one word, and in a whisper we have say, at the same time ‘Raido’.
We were looked us with wide eye open, almost incredulous.
But it was what Raido told us, the first night. We should have done a journey, and we have done it. But surely, we have didnt think a kind of journey like this. But, on balance, we had to imagine it, after what has happended us in less of few hours. The magic atmosphere and what we were feeling, it was making part of our lives.
We were settled on sofa, staring at us, one in another. We werent saying nothing, but were comunicating trough our minds.
Just now, we have realized that we had accomplished all the will of the stones.
We were united us, under Gebo, making love. Done that wonderful journey, under Raido.
And Algiz had protected us.
Now, it was hard to return to the normal life as we have had conceived it till now.
What we had need now, was to be wrapped in our embrace and let go all of our feelings and let us go to all that it could happen.
⇐“As, wake up
“We were conceiving ⇒
From a dream, we were looked at around us, but we realized that we were yet in that wonderful place but what we’ve seen in front of us, in the meadow was the path that, we had go through previously, but was it indicating us the way of the return.
Still confuse, but full of a new awareness, we were about leaving this place.
We were exceeding another state of our interconnection.
All this was still so weird, but what which we were feeling, was everything we had wished, till we didnt met us eachother.
What it was important, was that we were together, and what which we had feel, it set us free from all our past. And in this place were were only us. And what we had felt, making love, it was as if we become part of this place, we were a intregrant part of it.
We were realized of that, when we were leaving it to return to the real life.
While we returning to home, trought the ray of light, we holded our hands, and we were felt our reciprocal emotions just trought the touch of our hands.
As, we left, when we are arrived, we had go through the red bricks of the wall and the big window.
The time, was like stopped itself in your home. All was static. The thin dust in the air has stopped, as if the whole world stopped. While we were go trough the big window, all, it has started to move itself, again.”
⇐“In that place
“We had go ⇒
By this ray that illuminated a straight way, we went trought it and we had go trought even the red brick wall and the big window and without realizing we walked in the air always on this ray of light, to reach a undefinied place, but in our deep, we knew, was important for us.
We were feeling a deep melody was wrapping us, in our walk, while our feelings, emotions and above all our connection, it was dilating inside of us.
We weren’t scared, on the contrary, we knew, that at the end of this walk, we would been arrived in a place that we would have recognized, without ever have been there.
We have walked long time, but we werent tired.
You didnt ever asked me if i wanted rest, because what which you felt, was the same for me. A great sense of lightness in and outside and a big sense of peace around that this sound was able to creating.
More we were walking , more the ambient that arounded us has becoming from pastel color to complete white. But in all that white, we were perceive something. At naked eye, there was nothing, just white, but we were see the most beautiful place. Trees, waterfalls, rainbows, flowers, we were feel scents and always this sound that it made us feel as in the limbo of our feelings.”
“In that place ⇒
It made me dived still again, in your soul.
You have left me for a second there, while i was thinking between of thoughts and sensations that wrapped me, without stops themselves.
You were went to take the empty tray in bedroom. Without realizing me, you was, already next to me. caressing my back.
Your eyes were so deep on me, that i’ve belived they would could pierce me.
You was cleaning all that stuff, while i was observing you.
I was about to ask you, if you wanted some help, while you came in front of the table where i was, caressing my face, you have said me ‘No, my little princess, to me is enough that you are close to me’ and saying this, you have kissed my hand, just as a knight does with his princess.
My heart is exploded. I never seen all that gentilness mixed up with sweetness in a man, as i’ve seen it in you.
When you’ve finished, you have take my hand and we went in your little favorite place and we were about settle on the sofa, one close to another, but maybe, for the first time, after all what happened, after our connection, after our new seansations and feeling, we’ve seen a sun ray enter in that place as a new path go trought in front of us.
Our hands tighted themselves hard.”
“As hypnotized ⇒
That kiss, you wrapped me in your arms and slowly we both were asleep.
We were awake up eachother still in arms of the other. And it was just the third day we have had pass together, but it seemed, it was passed more time.
This new condition we were living, it was like as if the time was dilated, and what which we were feeling, it slow down each thing.
We smiled us eachother. We had felt still this new interconnection between us, even we didnt talk to eachother, and by now, all what happened have had a real sense in our lives.
We were stand up and slowly we went in the kitchen for breakfast. As always you have bring me in your arms and we went down. While we were go down, we didnt take our eyes off, and we smiled eachother, and we were as wrapped in this sense of suspension around us.
We had breakfast in the kitchen. The most grey and dark place of your open space.
I was about to ask you why it was so different, but as if you knew my question, you have replied me before i opened the mouth.
‘When i’ve moved myself here, it was the only thing that it was working, and for me it was okay’. I have looked at you tenderly, and touching your face, i’ve repeat in a whisper what i’ve said you in the bed.
Slowly you have embraced me, looking at me in the eyes.
Our hearts beated hard.”
“That glance ⇒
Realize that we had finished all the sandwiches, that you had prepared.
Since when it was began everything we had eat more or less just the breakfast, or even no.
You have placed the tray on the floor, then you was settled next to me and you have started to look at me.
Your eyes were stared at me, while your hands touching me softly the legs, the hands, the belly. And i have left you do it, while i looked at you in silence, i’ve dived myself in my thoughts, that were a millions, but just in few words, i could explain them.
Your voice, broke this moment with a question ‘What are you thinking?’
I’ve awake up from my thoughts sweetly. I have touched your face and i have said you ‘It could be stupid, but what i see in your eyes is the most beautiful place in i want to stay’, and while i was saying this i’ve sweetly touched your little neo under the left eye, without realizing of that. You remained without words. Then, after a little bit, you have said me ‘Never a woman, neither my ex, has spoken to me so’. You was approaching slowly. You have take my hand, and you have kissed it softly.
You were about to kiss me, but you stopped yourself a moment. We were looked at us, one in another, in that fragment, we have collect all what we were feeling.
In that exact moment, we were in our world, made of sensations and feelings.
We were kissed us, and it was as if we fly.”
⇐“All what i was
Feeling inside of me, was a reborn of my emotions and i knew, that it was the same for you.
I have felt you in the kitchen that you was preparing something, and occasionally, you saying me ‘I’m coming… i’m coming!’ I was smile biting my lips, hearing you from down. Nobody’else had care of me as you was doing in these hours.
For a second i have closed my eyes, while i have collected all the little things were been happened.
I’ve heard you while you were going up the stairs.
You were stop yourself at threshold of the door with the tray in hands and you have looked at me, sighing. You approached to me, and another thought has escape from your mind ‘I could look at you endlessly’.
I was blushed, while you placed yourself on the bed, making attetion to dont pour the tray.
What which we have felt in those moment, it has been a thing that has grow up inside of us simultaneously.
We have shared us a rapid glance, as if it was everything normal.
You have shyly smiled me and i smiled you too.
We both looked at the tray on the red bed sheets. And clearing your voice, as if you wanted to put away this big feeling we were feeling, but you wasnt able to, you have illustrated me what you have prepared. Little sandwiches.
We had pass the rest of the evening between those red bed sheets, telling us something about one another, eating the sandwiches between glances, smiles, embarassement, laughs and moments of real intimacy.”
“We didnt ⇒
Embracing me, while i could feel your heart beating.
We were still in bedroom, but we were as if we were collect in a little world and what we could feel were our sensations were expanded around us and they get us closer and closer.
We had didnt still eat nothing, but it seemed that we didnt need it.
It seemed that, by now, we feed us only by our emotions and that was enough.
You looked at me for a moment, then you have whispered me ‘How much you are beautiful’ as if that thought was escape from your mind. You were looking at me yet, as if you was lost in my eyes, and i could perceive your sensations.
They were the same that i was feeling.
We were in this world and we wasnt able to awake up from this atmosphere.
The first who gave a jolt at this strange situation, been you, asking me if i wanted something from the kitchen.
Now, it was strange this demand, but on balance, we had to eat something.
Sweetly you have smiled me and slowly you have approached me, touching my lips, you have whispering me ‘ Dont you move yourself, my princess, i’ll be back soon’.
You went to the downstairs, almost running, and i was remained in the bed, and in those seconds, the only thing i’ve rembembered, it’s been the written note you have left me on the pillow few hours earlier, when you have went out to buy something for me, while i was sleeping.”
⇐“We were getting
“All what i was ⇒