When i feel your closeness, i feel myself full of the emotions that i want feel.
When our parallel world get connect us, my heart explodes and i cant hold back the tears, as in this moment. I must to take the usual deep breath and close my eyes and you’re here, that you embrace me so tight. By now, you know what i really need. I feel your arms hold me tight, while you are whispering me ‘It’s all right’. When you turn me, your eyes dives into mine and in them i see our lights floating and our parallel world get bigger and bigger and us in the middle.
By now, the emotions you make me feel, are lasting from nine months, and they are growing up each day. As i told you many times, in this period, you are the only person with whom i open myself completly. Also if im not able to describe what which you make feel, i’m sure you understand every words i write here and you can feel, despite our distance, what i try to explain you. Because, in someways, you feel something like similar. And when our parallel world get connect us, one of another, we both feel the same feelings, and this is something of marvellous. We feel, when we both, whisper our names and this get connect us. It push us into our parallel world, and our emotions expand and it make feel us close one to another, as if we are in front one of another.
And i feeling all this only with you.
To feel your closeness, and i have had need to begin to write you, here, where all my feelings and emotions can comes out freely. I began to feel your smell in the air. I just closed my eyes and the only imagine i have had in my mind, was this one. I love this your smell, it takes me with you on a pirate ship and our journey is to ours parallel world. I feel you so close to me, in this moment, i dont need to close my eyes. I feel your closeness despite your distance. What you wrote is always in my mind and, nobody cant remove me the idea, that what you wrote was, in part, directed to me, also if was just undiconditionally. What you wrote, your emotions, are the same i feeling, when i feel you close to me. And now you’re here. I can see you, in front of me. Your glance in my eyes and your hands taking my face. Just few whispers flying in the air. My eyes into yours and you smiling shyly. We are in our parallel world and here we can say us everything. I whisper you ‘How much i need you’. You whisper me ‘ How much i would like to stay with you’. What we feeling in this moment, despite our distance is one of the most greatest feel we felt til now.
Looking at me in this way and i still surprising myself how a glance like yours makes me feel breathless and how i can feel you so close to me, despite our distance. I feel your glance on me, you’re here, if i close my eyes i can feel your smell, i feel your touch on me. Yours hands embracing me from behind and you whisper me sweet words, that make me feel beloved. You woo me. I can hear just your deep voice. You whisper me ‘Close your eyes, and let me to guide you’. I feel you take my hands. I bite my lips, i blush myself. Your hand caress my face. You’re in front of me, now. You put my hands on your chest. I feel your heart beating trought your shirt. A little of that rustle. Me always with eyes close. You make slide my hand into your shirt. What i imagine make me feel breathless, and my breath making fast. You whisper me open my eyes At the same time i opening the eyes you take me my hand and together we entering in ours parallel world. What i have in front is you, looking into my eyes, and what i’ve imagined it was realized. Your beautiful eyes into mine and that shirt, there… over your arms. You standing in front of me, metioning me a shy smile and your hand takes my face. Slowly also the other one on my face. Your fingers caressing my skin. Your glance always on me. My eyes cant stop to looking at you. Our Parallel World lives in there. Ours looks are intense. We no need to say anything, because what we feel it by now is around us and we can almost touch it.
You think in these hours? I’m thinking of you. And i know your mind is in a little confusion. I feel it, as you know it. In these hours i thinking about you so strong. I know you would like run away from the social conventions, and you would like come in ours parallel world, and stay embraced in my arms and no say anything, just whisper just few words. My love, you can do it. You must go far from the place your are in this moment. Close your eyes and take a deep breath as i’m doing right now at the same time with you. And when open ours eyes we are in front of us and our light arounds us and it’s just we need. We touch on our heart and we can feel they beats so fast together. And ours souls become one soul. My breath, here becoming so. fast and i close eyes, i feel you next to me. But i feel something, wherever you are, blocks you. Your glance is towards me. I see you, i try to take your hand to make you enter in ours parellel world. I feel your soul, your heart, your mind are towards to me. Maybe you’ll can do later, when all that it has passed. Ours distance it’s ours only obstacle. But my love how i feel you here close to me, and how i feel your desire to embrace me so tight. I feel you.
An hour that ours connection is stronger than ever. I’ve tried to ignore it, but i cant help it. You are here close to me, inside of me and i feel you more alive than before. My heart began to beat like a crazy one. I close my eyes and you’re there. You’re already in ours parellel world. You calling me, taking my hand. I looking at your glances just for me. And i slowly enter in ours world. You caress my face. You kiss me. You ask me why i take so long to come. ‘I felt you immediately, i know you knew it. Forgive me i’ve tried to do something different to see if this sensation was just on my mind or it was real’. You take my hand and you whisper me, eyes in eyes ‘It’s real, my love’. I look at you speechless. I whisper you ‘So is it really real ours connection’. We look us eachother in silence, for a while. How is it can possible? That’s continuum question. I can feel you so close to me despite your distance. Your glances on me. My heart beat so faster as yours Is it real possible we are linked in someway? I feel you and you feel me. If i close my eyes i see you here next to me. By my side and your look at me, while you take my hand and your eyes are in mine.
Does it will arrives tthe day we could meet us eachother? And we could talk freely about what we felt in these months we were been so far but so close to us.
You say me, taking my face in your hands ‘It will comes, but we must still wait for it’. Taking a breath, i close my eyes and you kindly kiss me. I love your kisses, they gives me the certain of your deepest love for me.