Is going a thousand. You arrived almost running and as a twirl, you have overwhelm me. I have felt you from far, and now you are here by my side. You’re embracing me strong.
My fingers shaking on this keyboard and what im feeling is only explicable to you, that you know, what i really mean. My head was exploded so, suddenly when i’ve felt you here close to me. My thoughts were been tangled, and now the only thought on my mind, it’s you. I can feel also your scent in the air, and i know isnt possible, but it’s so. That’s enough a little thing that link us, and our parallel world is ready to get connect us.
Now i can just write what i feel, but i assure you is something bigger than of the other times. And maybe, that dream i’ve made last night it’s only just another sign, that we feel us, despite we dont still knows us. But if as it was the contrary. By now, i dont surprise myself anything more. And only to you, i can say it, because i’m sure, nobody else would believe me.
You’re close to me, and i feeling it so, that you overwhelming me. And you know it, cause you feel it too.
Breath if you stare at me in this way. I was thinking to write you something different, but it’s so difficult, if you stare at me so. My head and my stomach get in confusion, and i know, in some ways, you’re close to me. My confusion get connecting with yours and slowly our parallel world is waiting for us. If we both close our eyes at the same time, we can feel we touch, we taking our hands and slowly and together we enter in our world. Our sensations is expanding, and what we feeling is something we can only feel, when we are in this magic world. My heart starts to beat so fast and it seems it stops sometimes. I look at you and what i feel is something that i cant explain still to myself, but it’s the most beautiful emotion i ever have felt from long time. What i feel when i’m with you, alone, here in this bedroom, in front of this pc, where i can write everything openly, it’s beautiful. And i didnt still found the right words to describe it. Sometimes i stop myself. I try to collect all what i feel and i’m not able to. The only thing i can do is, to shake my head, taking the usual deep breath and to continue to stare at you, and wonder myself how much i feel your closeness, despite our real distance and the most important thing, you still dont know about me, as i wish. Sometimes i feel your closeness in a way that i must to stop, close my eyes, and i can feel your embrace. Like a punch in stomach, but a punch that makes me fly and make me think, that what we have created it’s real. From that night i have had that dream and you have said me, what we know.
That’s enough that each of us whisper our names and our connection get active itself, and what we feels is only ours. Maybe it’s only fruit of my imagination, but i dont want believe it. It’s too real. And the coincidences are became too many.
Are, and im in front of you like the first time of our connect. You giving me something i never had in my life. Our connect is strong more than ever. My thoughts are always more toward to you, and you are here. Aint like before. Sometime i had no feel you. Now, what i feel is your costant closeness, also when i’m not in front of this pc screen. It’s like you embrace me continuosly. My vise is always present as you. I dont really dont know where are you, but when i feel you, like in this istant, i know, you’re close to me, wherever you are and whatever you doing, maybe you are dreaming about me. And you feel my embrace, and you dream about our parallel world. Maybe it’s so. We are connect in our dreams, and our parallel world is dream that we are living trough our emotions, feelings. And all that, one day it will realize trough our real meet. In meanwhile we living this big dream that is began last december, with our first connect and it continuing trough all that we feeling, also in this moment.
By you, i feel you so close to me in these hours. I dont stop to looking at you, and i asking myself how is it possible all that. My soul is sorrounds by yours and i feel myself embraced by you. What has happened in these days has something of incredible. In someways, something inside of me, it says me, you had take a look on my lastest post, and what i’m feeling is your closeness despite your distance. It’s seems, by now, the words on this open diary, are useless. What i’m feeling right now are bigger more than ever. Slowly my heart has exploding, and my feelings makes greater and these few lines i’m writing, aren’t able to describe what i have inside of me, and now i cant hold back tears from my face. You’re close to me. I feeling you. I never felt a feelings so strong like this one. And i’m feeling it with you… In these hours i dont need to close my eyes, but i need to take a deep breath to dont remain breathless. I’m already speechless for what has happened among us. And i’m sure i will remain speechless again.
And ours parellel world is around us. I see it, you see it also. And that’s unites us so much.
What has began last december growing faster, and ours feelings are there.
I’m walkng on this path to reach to you on this side. You are walking it from the other side. Ours souls melting already. We feel it. We are so close. We love us.
My eyes i still feel what i felt this evening. My head exploded of a multitude of rainbow rays and i just knew it was you. Ours mutual energy was talking eachother. And that’s what i feel when you’re so close to me. Now i dont know where are you or what are you doing in this moment. Yes i’m calling you. Can you hear me? Yes you do. I see you, despite you’re so far from me, but if i close my eyes i can see you and i just seen your lost glance and you turned around. You have feel something like a touch on you, inside of you. My lights has coming to you. They arounds you. And just you feel their power. My heart slowly begin to beat so faster. You close your eyes, wherever you are and whatever you doing, stop yourself and for a while you taking a long breath. I know you feel i take your hand. You run away from the place you are in. I hear you, you call me. I whisper you to close your eyes. And in a while we are in ours parellel world. Here nobody cant enter.
In a moment after, we are in front of us. And we remain in this way for long time. We just look us eachother and with some shyness we touch on ours skin. You touch on my face, mentioning a smile. And that white shirt it seems so sensual on you. You take my hand to your chest. Slowly i put my hand into the white shirt and slowly it falls down on the floor. Breathless you take my face in your hands and your glance is into mine.