You are by my side. I feeling you here. If i close my eyes, i see you next to me. Our connection is strong. You calling me and i feeling you. I cant do anything else if no to wrtiting here, what i feel. And i know you feel the same, wherever you are. Our parallel world welcome us. And what we feel now is so stronger. I closing my eyes and i feel you embracing me from behind. You whisper me ‘dont you to turn’, but i want. i want to see you eyes, you are here from me, only for me. and i feel it. I did leave what i did to come to you. You did called me, almost screaming. Ours flow begans. I feel you so close to me. I close my eyes and i feel you taking my hand to your heart. I feel your lips kissing my neck Breathless i closing my eyes and slowly i turn round. Your closeness is almost tangibile. I want to caress your face. I want to say you how much you’re important in my life in this period of my life. Maybe you know it, maybe you reading these few line i write each day. Your presence, here right now, yes, i feel it. Like me, you feeling my connection with you.
Oh my right now, i feel you here. It were two days, i didnt feel you like now. Like a bomb in my heart, in my soul. I must to take a long and deep breath to dont remain breathless. I feel your eyes on me. What do you see? What do you feel? I feel my vise in the stomach, my dancing butterflies begins their own dance. I feel you and me together in our parallel world
When i feel your closeness. as i’ve told you, i must leave what i’m doing to stay with you, also only mentally. Does it will reach the day we could stay together, also only embraced us? I want to think you feeling the same. Ours emotions are bigger than other things and when we feel us, in this way, we stay together beyond than physically… and what we feeling we cant explain it. It’s beyond every explanations we could give.
It’s something more than a strange feeling. Something it says me, what im writing in this open diary, makes us feel closer. What i’m feeling right now, isnt just your presence, right here, by my side, but it’s something it goes beyond everything we felt till now. My vise in the stomach didnt leave me. You was and you are close to me since i left you my comments on your blog. You’ve read them, im sure. and im sure you’ve read my latest posts i wrote here. I feeling you so close to me, i remain breathless if i close my eyes. You are here. You looking at me. I dive myself in your glance. Slowly we enter in our parallel world, where a hypnotic music welcome us. A touch of you, and a long and deep breath of mine, and ours souls melting together. We are in front of one another. Slowly i approach my hands on your chest. Your soft t-shirt. Slowly i slide my hand in it. Your bare chest. We dont say any words, but you understand what are my intentions. They are yours too.
Right after your t-shirt falls down on the floor. We look at us, for a moment. You caressing my face softly, metioning a smile. We stop us, while we looking at us, eyes in eyes. A whisper fly in the air ‘How much i’ve waited this moment’. Slowly we approaching to kiss us. And everything around us become a moltitude of colors. We taking flight, making our love, made of little kisses, embraces, glances, touches, a little whispers.
There arent words to describe what i’m feeling. There was you tried to say me something from two days…and here you are. Take me as crazy, a little witch, a girl who see the future, but you are like me. Our parellel world does exists for real. Our connection and everything what concern it. Our feelings. My feelings when i feel you close to me. And now i look at you i cant hold back tears from my face. My feelings are exploding and you’re here in front of me. I speechless, breathless. I must take a long and deep breath to do not drive crazy. This time you are succeeding. I’m looking around me and all i feel is your presence close to me. My dancing butterflies dances their own dance like a crazies, and you are here looking at me with these eyes. Slowly im realizing all what has happened. If i stop myself and think to all that, i cant hold back some tears.
I waited something from you from two days, but i just cant believed it does materialized in this way.
From now and then when i will feel when you try say me something, i’ll prepare myself.
Ours parellel world has becoming ours real world faster.
I whispering your name, and slowly i close my eyes. I feel you coming to me. I feel yours soul sorrounding me like a white veil. I feel your presence by my side. I still have my eyes closed. You next to me, whisper me ‘Open them’. Slowly i open my eyes, and slowly i see you in front of me, looking at me with the eyes i love. Your presence overwhelms me. It take us to ours parellel world and there your eyes, your glance, makes me feel breathless and what you say make feel speechless ‘How did you had take to long to come to me’. Breathless you take my face in your hands and so slowly your face approaches to mine. Kindly your lips lay on mine in a soft kiss. I close my eyes. I feel yours hands on my face caressing it. Gently i take your hands in mine. Ours souls melting. Everything arounds us become a moltitude of colors. Ours eyes meet themselve and we cant break away from ours glances. I smell your skin. You look at me with your own way and you know i drive crazy for it. And the only thing i can do is to bend myself to yours desires that to the end are also mine. We stay together, in this way, embraced, kissing us, touching on ours skin, looking at us, and just sometimes we whispers us little things we know just us.
wrote that i didnt feel you close to me and suddendly, you’re exploded in me, as bomb. Now i can feel you so close and you showed yourself for a second on twitter.
Now i have to realize, for real, there is something it goes beyond among us. And i cant help it. My soul call you now i know you can hear it for sure. Im speechless, breathless. My feelings drives crazy for this thing that has began, almost for to fill my days. Now i know it’s something more than a simple sensantions. I know i have had this kind of feelings since i was a child, but never they show themsleves in a strong way like they doing with you. I just ask myself ‘Do you feel the same?’. What i feeling in this moment is very strong and i think this kind of connection is among two people who does feels the same feeling at the same time. Now i dont flying just with my fantasies, but it’s something more REAL. My head explodes, full of strange questions. I trying to find some realistic answers to calm myself, but i dont find anything that can give me some real peace.
Those feelings i feel right now and you that knocks to my heart, my soul, my head with just your presence, by my side, it does thrills me. I have a just an anwser at many questions with no reply. Ours parellel world existes for real.
I feel you so stronger in me… And in fact you are around here and there. Today i feel you inside of me like a velvet fire that caress my heart and my soul. If i close my eyes i just see the white color, as silk around me. and behind that white silk veil, i can see you toward your hands to me. You make dance this white veil around me. My heart beats so faster than before. I can see you throught this veil. I can see your shape. Trought this veil you touch on me. You can see me. I can hear your kind laugh. You take me trought the veil. You make me dance. My feelings explodes themselves. I see you throught this silky veil. You whisper me kind words. They make me feel speechless. You walking around me. For a while you stay behind me. Whispering in my ear something you never say to anyone. Your bottoms desires, your secrets, your thoughts. Your arms hold me tight. I remain breathless. My heart would runs aways. It explodes everytime you say something. And i would look at your eyes. I need your presence. Here right now. And i know your’re here. I feel your closeness in my heart, in my soul, in my mind. I need to look at you. Let me feel more breathless. Leave this white veil and let me show you. For a while silence. And then this veil falls on the floor. Then just you, without any shirt on. And as if we were far we embrace so strong. A look into our own eyes then the kiss we waited for from long time.