At me in this way i cant hold back my breath. And i can say you something? I feeling you so close to me so much, like you was here by my side. I felt ours energy flows from before, i felt my dancing butterflies in my stomach. You whispered my name and they begans to dance their dance, and i feel you here.
As you usually, come next to me in silence, you touch me so gently from behind. You move my hair and your lips kiss my neck. And from there i begin to feel you. I breathless, i close my eyes and together we take a long and deep breath. And slowly we get in ours parallel world. You turning me slowly and we are in front, ours eyes in eachother. You leave me speechless, eachtime i see your eyes into mine. I could die in your eyes.
Your hands on my little body. And i let you do it. But above all our glances. The others ones can ask themselves where your curls did goes, but for me is your eyes, your mouth and your hands are important. There, is your soul, your heart and everything more important you have. I dont care about one thing is missing. I love what you have inside of you. Your heart, your soul, what you think and what you make feel. And you know how you make me feel. Just one thing i want to say you, whisper you ‘I really need you in this moment… you’re the only person i really would like to have by my side’.
You look at me in this way, i could lost myself , but im sure you would by my side and together we enter in ours parellel world where we dont lose us. In your eyes i can see something real magic and it’s ours lights melting eachother, and what we feelings goes beyond love.
Now im writing in this open diary, i’ve opened this path to reach to you, to your heart, to feel yours real deepest thoughts. Now i taking a long breath and in your eyes i see a world so beautiful, peaceful. And your whispers sounds like bird songs, and i listening to them speechless. You whisper me phrases i never heard from anybody else. You taking my hands. Your skin so soft. I could remain to look at you like this, for hours, with no say any words, but just touch on your chest, and i know you wouldnt do any resistence, on the contrary you hold my hand to your heart whispering me ‘It beats just for you’. Breathless and speechless i look at you, and my heart explodes inside. Eyes in eyes, closer than ever we taking ours faces in hands, listening to this music, we take flight in the longest, gently, soflt, tender a such passionate kiss we have had never gave us.
Right now has growing so fast in me. and i know you thinking about me or something like that. I ‘m sure you read the only replies you got about your lastest tweets. I think you love to read the replies we writing to you. And maybe get an idea what we think. And maybe to imagine how we are.
I told you if ever we meet us what we would do. I’m sure ours talk would so interesting. We can talk about everything, but above all about ours life experiences. I’m sure we can look at us and you would take my hand and you begin to tell me your story. And i dive myself in your eyes, Not saying any word i come closer to you to touch on your face. You let me do it. You continue to tell me your story. We look at us eachother. For a while you stop yourself. You take my hand to your heart. It beats like a crazy one. Unaware, i know, you told something you never didnt say anyone. I look at you into your eyes in silence. A moment. Then your hand touch on mine and i begin to talk, but just before, suddendly, your mouth is on mine and a whisper just after. You say me ‘I looked for you for long time, and now here you’re, don’t ever leave me’.
Look at me in this way i just see ours parellel world in your eyes. And which i feel is strongest inside of me. Last night when i felt you in me and then suddenly you was apparead i thought it wasnt possible, instead it was you for real. I was breathless. I thought ‘How we are close to eachother’, despite ours distance. And also i write these few lines, in someways i feeling you by my side. So close that, someways, my heart beats so faster and i hold back my tears. Looking at you i can smell your skin. I can touch on your white shirt you have on. And you let me do it with no any resistance. Divin myself in your soul, i can feel your heart beat as mine. So slowly that white shirt falls down on the floor. For a while, its rustle drives me crazy. Dont move yourself. Just continue to look at me with those eyes, and you can hear to my breath makes itself always more faster. You take my hand to your chest and… a whisper ‘Do you hear it?’ Your heart beats as mine. We get connecting eachother. We are in ours parellel world. Together. As we want. As we desire. Just like this.
Until i didnt start to write here i assure i didnt feel you. Yes, you’re far from me, i started to call you and something it begins to move my emotions. Relexad myself creating this pic, with your wonderful smile. And now i looking at you all my thought is about you. My mind is toward to you. And i wanna think you start to feel something inside of yourself, and something get in our parellel world with me
Your smile take me in your heart and it can see me what do you feel right now. As me you gettin in confusion. But we dont worry about that. Now i feel you’re a little closer to me. I would like to think, whatever you doing, for a while you thought about me.
I’m here just waiting for our closeness in our parellel world. Just waiting for you.