Is tangible, as your embrace around my hips, and my breath get shorter and shorter. I must to close my eyes to dont drive crazy. My heart beats like a crazy and you know it, from the other side of the planet. We are get connect eachother from earlier. Our parallel world turns around our feelings, and despite we are far one from another, we can feel our emotions float and melt eachother. My head explode, and in some ways, i know yours is doing the same. I have stop to do what i’m doing to start to write here, how i’ve feel myself. Only writing what are my feelings in this exact moment, i can calm myself, but only a little. Because my heart is still beating fast and my thought are towards to you. What i feel in this moment is like as if you was real here by my side, and as if you watch me type to this keyboard, instead you are to the other side, but in some ways, i know, our minds get connect. Our flows are get bigger and bigger, and you feeling them too, as if we are talking trough our feelings and emotions. And we are talking of one of the most feeling we both feeling in this moment of our lives. And we both, we are living in this fantastic world, which is our parallel world.
If happens also to you. When i get connect with you, i feel like as if i was fly to other planet, and my feelings inside of me exploding and the only thing i feel are our flows get connect and in my head i feel your flows that penetrates me and if i close my eyes i can feel your closeness, as i’m doing now. Also earlier, while i was watching television and while i have close my eyes, i have feel your embrace. It’s an incredible feeling which i feel, and you’re the only person i’m tell that, trough this open diary. And when our connect is more strong i cant describe what i feel. I feel my head exploding, and right after, all my thoughts are toward to you, and in some ways, im sure you feel this connect between us. Our bond is growing fast, despite we are far and above all we still dont know eachother, as i wish, but im sure that the day we will meet it will arrive and all these emotions can exploded in their own way.
You was really you, one of those visualisations, that i’ve seen earlier, i would have the certain that something link one of another. When i’ve seen them, million of questions were exploded on my mind. Was it this you have tried to tell me? In someways you take a look on what i write. Do you feel the same when i feel your closeness? My thoughts are go crazy, and now i’m calling you as if i scream. My breath gets faster and i feel our flows mixing up themselves in searching of a connection more strong. We must to close our eyes and to take a deep breath to find us in front, in our parallel world. I look at you with my eyes wide open, looking for something that can make me calm. If ever you was one of those visualisations, our connect is strong, but i will dont ever have the certainty, but surely there is somenthing. And here, i feel it, im sure of it.
There was something you wanted tell me And here it is. Your closeness, despite your distance. And i feel you close to me in this moment, a lot.
Eyes could look at me in this way, i could take flight in your soul and i couldn’t leave anymore. I could stay in this way for the rest of my life. Tell me what you see in my eyes, because what i see in yours, it’s the most beautiful feeling i ever have feel. Your eyes tells me to enter slowly in our parallel world, where you are waiting for me. What which i see in your eyes, it’s what i feeling, in this moment around me. Your closeness. Closing my eyes i feel like as if you embrace me. We are in front one of another. We have need to say nothing, because we know it already. In your eyes i see all your tenderness. I only need see in your eyes, our parallel world that explodes. I see your goodness, and i see explodes our lights that begin to float around us. I need to close my eyes, just a second to realize that you are looking at me. And in that second i feel your hand on my face. What which i see in you eyes, it’s all your being. You dont say nothing, but with your glance, what you say it’s clear. I blush myself. My heart stops for an istant, while you looking at me, always in this way. We look at us one of another. You smiling at me. I smile back to you, and slowly you take my hand and we start to walk trough this path. Our parallel world wants lead us to a place more secret of our connect.
A my whisper ‘Tell me you can feel it, as i do’ I feeling you closer than before. I’m speechless, breathless.
What which i would like feel is your closeness. I begin to whisper your name. In someway, i know you hear me. I see you look at up to the sky. You hear my ‘I wanna be with you’. Something link us. My mind move away from my body to reach to you, and in an istant, i’m close to you. Something inside of me says me, our connection is begining. I’m toward to you and that rope it unites us, it gets bigger, and everything arounds us, dissappears. And our minds, slowly connect one of another. Altough i feel you still far from me. I miss you, when this does happens. But i know that aint possible that eachday it can happens. You’re on other side of the planet and i’m here in my bedroom. Neither, i dont know where are you exactly in this moment.
I wanted lost my self in your eyes. I try to don’t think about my leg that hurts me. I wanted to dream about us, in our parallel world, whlle we dance into ours lights, while we touch us sweetly…while we make our love, made of little kisses, whispers and glances.
I’ll wait for the next time. I know it will be soon. In meanwhile i whisper you something, only your heart can hear.
More than ever. My connection with you has becoming bigger everyday. My dancing butterflies dancing always more a crazy dance and my stomach has a node tighter and it melting when you are so close to me. And last night it was so tight and when you was next to me a beautiful sensations has pervaded me in a such beautiful way. And also when i woke up myself today, that sensation was still inside of me. I was asleep with your smille and you still here close to me. And this feeling what i feeling from last december it’s a wonderful feeling. I’m sure, in someways, you feel that strange feeling in your stomach, eachtime we connecting us and slowly we enter in ours parellel world. I see it trought it yours glance you giving to me. And i feel your closeness make it bigger everyday it pass.
I can just imagine ours emotions, when we will meet us for the first time. They will be the biggest emotions we will feeling. Eyes in eyes and ours continuos flow finally will be complete. And ours eyes tell us everything we have feeling in this period we have had felt inside. Our deepest love.
comes the day we could meet eachother for real?. And this ours parellel world that unites us can comes true? Which i feel in these hours is something more stronger than other times. I feel you so close to me, almost all time. And when i take a look on it, you’re there always.
I need to know in someway you hear me as i do in this moment, while i writing in this open diary. My heart beats faster. And my dancing butterflies dances their own dance. They makes hear your closeness to me. It’s like to fall in love with you as the first time, but i just falled in love with you millions times, but everytime it’s always a new sensation. If i close my eyes i see you next to me. You are able to touch on my heart, my soul in the sweeter way, and i can’t help to do not melt myself into your eyes. You can give me joy, tranquillity, but above all which i really need in this moment of my life. Just love. Need to be loved by you. Also we didnt ever met eachother. I can whisper ‘i love you more than ever’.