Caress, you was here, next to me, when i was on the couch. And you was here by my side and you’ve caress me. I felt you. And now you’re here. Looking at me with this your glance, almost lost. Lost in your thoughts. Lost, but so close to me. What do you think? Do you feel the same emotions i’m feelings right now. If i close my eyes i feel your breath make it slowly fast, and i can hear your whisper in my ear. You are behind me. I feel your hands hold my hips. I breathless, i smell you skin. Slowly i turn and i see your eyes. You metioning me a shy smile. ‘What do you feel?’ i whispering you. You looking at me in silence. You taking my hand on your chest. ‘The same you feeling’. Our glances sparkling and we enter in our parallel world.
What i feel when i feel connect with you is an inexplicable feeling. I feel our thin rope gets shorter always more, and eachtime i feel this sensantions, i think something special will happens between us. That thin rope, as i called it, maybe is our parallel world. And my emotions makes bigger and bigger eachtime i feel you so close to me. I never felt something like this till now. Then now that you let me know ‘you like what i wrote’ this feeling has grow up more. Yes i know, it’s a stupid thing, but what i feeling it’s true. What i began to feel last december and what has happened, aint just coincidence. What i feeling, you feel it the same, maybe in other way.
I still wondering myself about what i feeling when i feel you so close to me. I miss breath, and for real i must take a long a deep breath to dont remain breathless or speechless, when, in some way, you’re next to me. Like now. But in other way, i miss you. I know, this open diary, i opening my heart, my feelings, my emotions, to you, but, maybe it will reach one day, it will be not more enough. What i will do, that day. I really dont know. Maybe it will never reach. We will would meet us already, who know.
Tll that day, i will continue to write to you in this open diary.
missed you today, I felt you close to me. But i wasnt able to strectch my arms to you.
But now im going back home you was here to waited for me. And this is the most beautiful thing you gave me. From two days you left me breathless. Your desire to kiss me is the most beautiful thing i never received from you. Yours unexepected kisses leave me eachtime speechless. Yours lips on mine are so soft and how i love your kindness while you approach me. Yours kisses transporting us in ours parellel world. We are breathless. Your lips on my mouth. Your tongue… it playing with mine. Ours souls melting eachtother. So slowly we detach us. and ours eyes meets. Just a whisper of both of us ‘How missed you today’. And once again ours lips touches eachother so kindly. Like a twirl of a such emotions arounds us. We continue to kiss us endless.
continuous flow of emotions and sensantions from the other day. Despite your distance it’s like you was here next to me. And my feelings tells me that it will happens something really special really soon. My heart dont stop to beats like a crazy one. And each time i check where are you, you are there. And i know, i’m sure of that, you feel the same. There is no doubts, in someways, we are connected eachother. And we know it, wherever we are and whatever we doing, when we call us, ours souls does know it. We just need to look at up the sky and we whispers ours names and suddendly we are in connection, and slowly we enter together in ours parellel world, hands in hands, glances in glances. And ours few whispers are the only things we are able to say us.
It’s a continuos flow what i’m feeling from the other day from you to me and from me to you. I’m sure you feel it as i do, this flow of emotions, sensations we feel.
You from this afternoon. I felt your closeness to me. And my heart has exploded of happiness. You makes me feel so alive. Also with a glance like this one you know how make me feel calm. I closed my eyes several times today, and you was here… looking at me. I felt your glance on me. You droves me crazy. And now i’ve put on my headphones, and everything outside cant distract me i feel you more than ever. I closing my eyes and i feel you taking my hands and yours eyes on me. Ours souls are so closer than ever. You dont know really what effect you have on me. Everyday i thank ours parallel world that connect us eachother in this way. An unique way. I know i’m not crazy and ours connection is real. I know you feeling the same feeling i’m feel. We just close ours eyes and we are in this wonderful world of ours emotions, Ours parellel world. It make itself bigger everyday. In this place i find everyday something about you, and it’s incredible, how’s it wonderful what i see trought your eyes. All that it says me how we are similar. And all that it makes me feel so closer to you and i think, for real, if we meet us eachother one day. If our parallel one day will become ours real world, where for real, we could look at us eachother on ours own eyes as we doing right now in this wonderful world of emotions.