Looking at me, in this way. With your eyes, your glance on me, and a whisper fly in the air ‘Tell me how is began all that’. I remain without words. I look at you. You are here, sat in this chair next to me. And your eyes stare at me. I close my eyes, taking a deep breathe. You are awaiting. We look at us eachother for a second. Our lights begins to floating among us, meanwhile i try to tell you how it’s began.
You asking me how it’s all began. All what can i say ‘It’s began all through your eyes. From what i have feel a night. It was a click in my mind. I really didnt know what i did i these moments, but something it said me to check your social you love more. I did it. And you was there few seconds earlier. I have said myself it was only a coincidence. I didnt realize that it was the very step to our connect.’ I close my eyes for a moment, in the air i feel the same new smell i have feel the other day. My heart begin to beats like a crazy one, my emotions running, and you are here, looking at me in this way. I hear your deep voice, it whispers ‘Continue, dont stop yourself’. Some tears falling from my face. I need to close once again my eyes. I looking at you, here by my side. The only thing that it can distract me, it’s your shirt. But you want to listen how it’s began our connect. I try to collect my memories and i try to continue to tell.
‘I have thought it was just a coincidence, but more i have go on, more the coincidences were too strange. And when i have had that dream, all it was began to be more clear.
I have do my research, and all that you have say me in that dream, it was real.’
You looking at me, without add nothing. You only look at me. You mention me to continue. ‘Continue, say me more’ you whisper me. I close my eyes and i looking at in your eyes. Once again i take a deep breathe. ‘What you want to know, you know it. My vise in my stomach. When you try to say me something, isnt something personal, instead, but it something public, that i can feel few days earlier.
I dont know how it’s possible but it’s so.’
And now you are here, and you want to hear ‘how all that it’s began’.
That’s incredible. How can i describe you, something inexplicable also to me. But it is so. I have try, but with simple words, isnt possible to explain what our parallel world wants to say us. I only know what i only i need to know. We are connect.
You have waited for me. I have feel it. You turn around me. If i close my eyes i see you. My heart beats so fast. You looking at me, asking me ‘Why you have take so long to come?’ I feel, you hold me so tight. My vise in my stomach get bigger. I have your eyes on me. Holding me tight, slowly, we enter in our parallel world. You dont tell me ‘Don’t leave me’, but i feel it, your soul screams it. I feel your soul calming down, now that we are in front. You take my hand to your chest. I feel your heart get slow. I see your chest trough your white shirt. Once again, you take my hand to your chest, but now, you let it slide in your shirt. I feel your need to stay by my side. I remain breathless. I must to close my eyes, to dont drive crazy. You need me. I take a deep breath and i look at you. Slowly, i make fall down your shirt, over your arms, till on the floor. You didnt take off your glance me. In that glance, i’ve seen for real, something i never imagine to find. Something beyond love. You begin to touch on me, like i was, someone, that you have looking for long time, and finally you’ve find it.
‘I have find you, and i dont let you go’, it seems you say me. You take my face in your hands. Our eyes in one in another. And what we see around us are our lights.
A last whisper ‘Don’t leave me, i need you’.
We make ours love.
It’s just a ours thing. Nobody cant say nothing about it. What we have created nobody cant destroy it. When i feel close to you, it’s a such beautiful thing. Like now. I feeling your closeness. You’re around me and that’s beautiful. And when i feel with you, i’m feel so secure. In our parallel world, we does existing just us and nobody cant enter in. I need your embrace, your glance and your whispers. I feel you so close to me right now. I dont need to close my eyes, I need only to take a deep breath. You looking at me. I remain breathless. Despite your distance i feel your closeness in a such way. In someway, I feel your eyes on me, on what im doing, on what im writing. And in someways, i feel, i dont how, that you look on this diary. And this the right way to reach you.
You know, what you gave me and what you still giving me, and in someway, i want to give you something back… And you feel it. What which you still giving me it’s such a beautiful world of emotion, we are living it together. Thats Our parallel world.
I never stop to thank you for this.
Knew what i’m feeling in these hours…maybe you know it.I just need to see your sweet face, your wonderful eyes and im feeling like in a twirl of emotions. I close my eyes and i feel you here close to me. You looking at me with your glance, while you taking my hands and together we entering in our parallel world, in a sweet way. You know it, you’re the only person, who i really need to feel close to me, and you giving me this possibility. Our connection is strong in these hours. I know you feeling the same im feel. I never felt myself in this way with nobody else’s. What i see in your eyes is only what i need.
Your eyes in mine, me in front of you, our lights dancing arounding us, but above all your whispers that says me you feeling the same despite our distance. Our minds get connecting and we feel us.
The feelings im feel in these hours is the most emotion i ever felt, since our connection is began. I dont know what is, but i know something is in the air. Our connection is like a warm bleeding stab in my heart, in my soul. I remain breathless, speechless, when i feel this feelings. I feel you so close to me, in a way, i never felt mysef so close to you in this way. My soul, my mind, almost comes out from my body. And my heart driving crazy.
Maybe you take me as a crazy, but it’s what im feeling when i feel when we connect us. Maybe you think i’m crazy, maybe not, because you feeling the same, the same bond. That something unites us strongly.
Still sorrounding me, i cant hold back them. I must let coming them out. And what i’m feeling in this moment, it’s like a emotions storm. What i’m feeling is you around me, next to me. Our energies flow is continuos, and it doesnt wants stop. I feeling you here. I dont need to close my eyes. My vise in stomach growing up fast. I see you looking at me, and i’m sure, you want to say me something. I’m here, i feeling what are your feelings. They are like mine. They are battling to coming out, to reaching to me. I feeling something inside of me, since before. Our connection, ours parallel world is patently here. I feel it, you feeling the same. Ours minds are link with something bigger we cant explain neither to us. I feel you. And you feel me. We close feel to us in a way we never felt. You have something to say to me. You’re by my side, you looking at me, you touching my hands, i feel your closeness in this way. Your sweet smile. I feeling you embracing me. My feelings are becoming so big and want i really need is only you, here close to me. I looking at your eyes and what you want to say to me, it will be in a whisper and i will understand it.
Hold me now tight.
What your eyes see when you look at me. Tell me what are your feeling when you are close to me, when you think about me. If you feel the same feeling i feel when i close my eyes and i feel you around me. Do you feel the same vise in the stomach and do you feel that strange warm feelin around and inside of you. If you feel the same, something real has happening among us.
Tell me you rembember my name, tell me you rembember you wrote me. Tell me all that. Tell me you feeling me as i’m doing in this moment. I’m closing my eyes, i taking a long breath to dont remain without oxygen. Tell me your heart begins to beats faster, and your feeling what i’m feeling right now. Ours minds, ours souls, ours hearts get connecting eachother, and if you close your eyes you can see a shadow of mine.
I stay here. I see you.
You looking at me from the other side of the planet, but we are in ours parellel world, and here everything could happens. Now i feel you approaching to me. Slowly you take my hips and we are in front. We are feeling us so close. I just take a look at you and i’m by your side. Your glance is on me. What i’m feeling is inexplicable. Your eyes are an ocean of emotions and these your emotions are towards to me.
This is what we feeling together, in ours parellel world. Just ours.
I close my eyes and i take a deep breath i can see you looking at me in this way but i dont need of it. It’s from today that i feeling you close to me. I feel you looking at me and what i feeling is just ours parellel world welcome us. I know you want to say me something and i’ve noticed it from little things. You know with me yours secrets are in safe. I’ll wait for. I’ll be by your side, when you will be ready to say me what you want to say me. In meanwhile, we are here. You stay stand with your white shirt untied, and you look at me in this way. I breathless, i feel you take my hands and my fingers playing with the shirt. We begins a glance game and a slow moves game. You take your necktie and you put it on my neck. I blushing myself. Right after, slowly, you approaching me to your face. I have still my hands on your chest. Ours eyes meet themselves, after few istants your lips are kindly on mine.
What you try to say me is in your kiss, i feel it.
If i close my eyes i feel your smell. It drives me crazy. Your shirt, slowly falls down over your arms. That rustle. I watch you, knowing you must say me something, you makes literally drives me crazy. We make love.
my name and i close my eyes and i see you in front of me, taking your hand and looking into your glance, smiling at you we enter in ours parellel world. With no say anything else you take my hands to your heart, i feel it beats like a crazy one. I speechless and breathless i caress yours chest and you let me do it. Slowly i slide my hand in your shirt untied. You remain in silence, while that piece of cloth begins to slide over your arms and it remains there. You speechless, me breathless. Our breath begins to make so faster. Eyes in eyes. You would like to say me something but i stop you before you talk putting my finger on yours mouth. Then you kiss it softly. ‘Dont add anything at this moment’ i whisper you, looking at your eyes.
Ours mouths meet eachother in a kiss so passionate. Right after we look at us and take a long breath. We still touch on us. Me, you. Ours hands on ours skin. It’s a long moment. It’s seems timeless.
I whisper you something like ‘how is it possible? From the day i noticed that, i thought to feeling you less, instead i feel you so closer to me… tell me what’s happening.’
You looking at me, you take my face in your hands, and i dive myself in your glance, waiting for your answer. Just a whisper ‘I miss you, i need you, i really need of you, what can i do? I love you’
My dancing butterflies began to dance their own dance from a while. And my thoughts are just for you. And i dont know where are you, but in someways i know you’re here by my side. You looking at me and what im doing. Maybe what im doing it doesnt matter, but to whom im thinking. I’m thinking to you, with all myself. And im sure you doing the same. Ours souls are get connecting themselves undicontionally. And in this way we enter in ours parellel world. Your smile is the first thing about you i see. And i remain speechless. You take me to you, and you take my face in your hands. Slowly and gently, you touch on my face. I dive myself in your glance and with no words i touch on your face, your skin mole. Slowly i go down and touch on your lips. Here we no need to talk. Ours emotions talks for us. We need just to whispers what we feelings for eachother. And these feelings says everything. We need just to touch us to know what we want to hear from eachother. A moment, ours glances in themselves and just your whisper, so light. You left me breathless. ‘I love you so much’.