You was here for all the time. Since i woke myself, till now. You woke me so sweetly as usual, embracing me. I have feel my vise in my stomach grow up so faster. I have whisper your name slowly, and i’m sure you have feel it, cause i have feel your closeness. Our parallel world didnt ever abbandonded me. Our feelings were been always close to us one of another.
What i feeling now, it’s a strange emotion, but always close to you. Maybe you try to tell something. I cant decipher it. But i can wait for, as usual. By now, i know, what are ours signals. And i know, we are connect, in this strange way, but that i have always love, since is began all that, in this bedroom last december. Maybe i’m the only one, who feeling this emotions, this connection among us, but in bottom of myself, i sure, you feel the same. You feel this same vise in your stomach, eachtime we connect. Also you dont know, where does it comes from, but in someways, you know it’s our parallel world, that it wants us unites, despite our distance.
Daria
Next to me, in this bedroom. Yes i feeling you. You by my side. Inside of me. I can hear your breath if i close my eyes, i can feel your hands that caressing mine. I see your glance just for me. Your eyes in mine. Your smile hugs my soul and i let you do it. Here where it has began all that. Ours connection.
continuous flow of emotions and sensantions from the other day. Despite your distance it’s like you was here next to me. And my feelings tells me that it will happens something really special really soon. My heart dont stop to beats like a crazy one. And each time i check where are you, you are there. And i know, i’m sure of that, you feel the same. There is no doubts, in someways, we are connected eachother. And we know it, wherever we are and whatever we doing, when we call us, ours souls does know it. We just need to look at up the sky and we whispers ours names and suddendly we are in connection, and slowly we enter together in ours parellel world, hands in hands, glances in glances. And ours few whispers are the only things we are able to say us.
when i was on the couch, i felt you close to me. My dancing butterflies danced their own dance and i felt you was close to me. I was sleeping, you didnt woke me up, but i felt you was by my side, maybe you just looked at me while i have had my eyes closed. I just felt your hand holds mine. And now i’m here, in my bedroom ours emotions, mine but above all yours arounds me. And if i close my eyes i see you here next to me, i feeling your touch on my heart, and your glance on me. This sensation is making bigger everyday. Im sure you feel the same. It’s something inexplicable but we know it’s ours parallel world. And what we feeling are in ours deepest thoughts, and just when connect eachother we know we can close ours eyes taking a deep breath and right after we are in front eachother and we can look at us eachother and touch us eachother, maybe still standing in front with no add any words. Just our glances and ours soft touches, maybe just few whispers.
In this moment is very hard to describe. Just that i feel you so closer than ever. And i feel you inside in my heart, but above all in my head. And i cant leave you, and surely i wont. You give me one of the most powerful feelings i feel in this period, began almost two months ago. And from i began to feel these emotions for you, my life, despite is a single life, is a full of wonderful emotions. And i from two months i feel really ALIVE. Also just when i look at your glance. And it’s strange because im sure you feel the same. I dont know the reasons i know that’s it. Ours parellel world is so closer than ever. Also if we’re so far eachother, ours souls are linked so strong eachother. And i dont know how or when we will meet us eachother, but my heart says me it will be soon, real soon and this open diary is just the right path.
In these lastet hours what i feels. You so closer than ever to me. And i try to hold back everything i want to say you. Yes, im sure you’ve read at least two of my comments. But it’s incredible how i feel you despite ours distance. And i loved this morning, for you just evening. I start my day, talking to you. It was like you was there, you was waiting for me and it was like you wanted to continue the talk of yesterday. I’ve imagined you next to me while i did breakfast. I loved that. Maybe one day it will be like this. But what i feel in this moment it’s very stronger and i know you feel the same, but you dont know it does where comes from. I tell you it where does come from. It comes from ours parellel world. It’s ours connection. I feel my dancing butterflies dances their own dance like a crazy. And i’m sure you feel the same. Ours connection is making stronger and stronger. And im sure when it will comes the time to meet us eachother, it will be like a liberation. And finally what we feels for eachother it will explained so well that it will no needs further words. But just ours eyes in eyes and few whispers. Maybe neither those.
a real confuse feeling which i feel right now. I smile while i cry. While i see you there, you checking twitter. Maybe you read the first reply you received. It was mine. And you smile. And i, with my heart beats so fast, wait for something from you. Maybe just that reaction i gave you it will be my only gift i will give you in this period. It’s ok for me.