Again. Behind me, you embracing me, trying to recreate the magic atmosphere of that morning. But you have no need to recreate it. Everytime we get connect, it’s a magic feeling, and despite we are distant, in this bedroom, it’all amplified. Here, where our connection is began, it seems more magic than ever. Almost i’ve no need to close my eyes to see you in front of me. As you know, what which i need is to take a long and deep breath with you, and we connect, to take flight to our parallel world, where it’s enough to look at us, to see what which are ours real feeling for one of another. Our glances. Ours dancing lights around us, like in a twirl of emotions, and we round among them. You in front of me, you embrace me. I touch your bare chest. And while we flying, we make our sweetest love, without take off ours eyes one of another. Our hands touching on our skin.
Ours feelings speaking.
And sweetly you embraced me. You wanted to tell me ‘I’m here, close to you’. You embraced me while i was sleeping. You’ve lie down close me, and sweetly you embraced me. I felt you. What which i felt it was one of the most sweet embrace you gave me, since our connection is began. And still now i feel you close to me. Here where is began our feelings. Yes i feel you by my side. And surely i dont tell you, how i realized it, because you, already know it. But i let you know, i remain always speechless, when this happens. And i’m sure you feel something inside of you eachtime we get connect.
I looking for your smile. I feeling your closeness is strabilliant. And here, in this bedroom, where is began all that, it seems ampliflied. I need to close my eyes, and take a deep breath to remain float. For to dont drowning in these emotions. Hearts, souls melting in one of the biggest emotions we have feel. I still living the emotion of your embrace. I still smell your skin. Your arms kindly arounds me in the darkness. But in the darkness, with closed eyes, i’ve seen our parallel world explodes around and inside us. And this beautiful emotion, i living it with you. I want let you know all that.
I want to make me feel still embraced in this way. In a silent and sweet way. And to feel your closeness so strong. If i close my eyes, i can feel you’re behind me, that take a look on what i’m writing in this diary and i can feel you embracing me, whispering me sweet words. I wouldn’t never awake me from all this. It’s the most emotional thing i’m living. And i’m living it with you.
Still sorrounding me, i cant hold back them. I must let coming them out. And what i’m feeling in this moment, it’s like a emotions storm. What i’m feeling is you around me, next to me. Our energies flow is continuos, and it doesnt wants stop. I feeling you here. I dont need to close my eyes. My vise in stomach growing up fast. I see you looking at me, and i’m sure, you want to say me something. I’m here, i feeling what are your feelings. They are like mine. They are battling to coming out, to reaching to me. I feeling something inside of me, since before. Our connection, ours parallel world is patently here. I feel it, you feeling the same. Ours minds are link with something bigger we cant explain neither to us. I feel you. And you feel me. We close feel to us in a way we never felt. You have something to say to me. You’re by my side, you looking at me, you touching my hands, i feel your closeness in this way. Your sweet smile. I feeling you embracing me. My feelings are becoming so big and want i really need is only you, here close to me. I looking at your eyes and what you want to say to me, it will be in a whisper and i will understand it.
Hold me now tight.