Stare at you, my heart goes crazy, because im feeling your closeness, here in this bedroom, in a such way we only knows us it. I must take a deep breath a close my eyes, also if it’s few, because what i’m feeling are your eyes on me and your sweet arms that embracing me. What i’m feeling is your lips on my neck and your arms on my hips. We are in front. Without realizing, we entered in our parallel world, in the exact moment we have whispered our names at the same time. If i close my eyes again i can feel your scent around me. This time it’s a different one. It’s more delicate but always wraparound. I feel your hands on my hips, that hold me sweetly. That touch make me feel stunned. How is it possible, i’m still asking myself. Few hours ago, you was so far from me, and now, as if we was called us, we are in our parallel world so. Enchanted one to another. Enchated by our feelings, and our minds are in connection, and this strong sensantions we feeling it both. I’m that writing here, and you are waiting for to see, black on white, our emotions.
A moment, after you have placed the paper in the diary, our eyes didnt take off one from another. The sound of the bar, has became more muffled, and the music slowly has turned off. But it was just our imagination, our mental state.
The music was high. We were entered in an alterate state, as drunk. But we werent drunk. Yes, we have ordered some beers, but we didnt drink. We were at table, but we were as if we were in other place. You still kept my hand in yours. And were speechless, as in enchantement, and maybe we were in of it, for real.
Suddenly you asked me if i wanted to leave that noisy bar and looking for a more peaceful place. ‘I would like stay with you in a calm place more than this one’ you have said me. I would had to leave my safe place. I didnt know what say you. ‘I know a place better than this’. You was already stand up yourself , and you have stretching your hand to me. You would have help me once again to walk trou that bar. Without realizing, you have collected my diary, and you had have my hand in your and slowly, we have had trough the room with all the eyes set on us. My heart beated strong, while you kept my hand in your, while we have leave the bar, the whispers of the others people resounded in the room.”
“While (6th part)
You wait for these moments, as i do. In these moments our connection is strong and our minds get connect eachother as a click in our head and what which we feel, is our parallel world, slowly makes us enter and it close the gates behind us. And what we feel, one for another it does transforms in our floating lights. And what we feel overwhelm us, everytime. We in front one of another. Silencely we approach us. I feel you by my side, i feel your glance on me. My head and stomach are scrambled by what i feel. That’s you. I must to close my eyes for a little bit. I feel you turn behind me. I feel your hands around me. Your chest close to my back and your hands hold me tight ‘I wish you was here, with me’. I open my eyes. You have left me breathless saying me this. Slowly i turn myself, while you still embrace me. Our glance meets. Face to face, your hand caress my face. In that moment all around us changed. An istant, that it seemed no end. Me with eye wide open, i was look at you, while you shy smiled me. Without realizing, i placed my hand on your chest, still overwhelm. Slowly you have slide my hand in your shirt, while around us, have changed once again. Moltitude of floating colors. Our scents mix up themselves. Our glances didnt ever take off one from another. Our emotions makes us drives crazy. While we are far one from another. And that’s what we wait for eachday. Only to enter in our parallel world, for whisper us, one to another, this.
I need now, is your glance on me. Today your hands have caressed my skin in a way you only can did. I was breathless and i’ve feel your embrace so soft that i’ve thought to drive crazy literally. Your hands on my bare skin. I have feel them, and i have felt you close to me in a way that i never felt before. Our parallel world wanted us united. I have felt it and i have felt you have felt too. As now. If i close my eyes, i feel your embrace from behind and our bodies touch, chest to back. I feel your hands slide in my t-shirt to still touch softly my skin. You leave me without the breath. I close my eyes once again, Without realizing, sweetly you turn me and suddenly we are in front one of another and your eyes are into mine. You look at me without say nothing, but i know what that glance wants to say. Slowly we approach, till our t-shirt rustles. We dont take off our eyes, one from another. My breath get faster and faster that it seems stops. Your hands sweetly and softly touching my face. I must to take a deep breath, while my mind begins to drive crazy, for your touches. Your eyes are always stare at me. I’m at the mercy of the feelings you making me feel. Your hands in and out of my t-shirt. Our feelings are the same. I caress your skin, your face. My fingers arrives to your neo, and there, our feeling for eachother, one for another, going crazy. For a little of time, we look at us one of another, without move us. Then, as if we push us to one to another, our lips touch but only after few sweet touch, we kiss us in a endless kiss, and like in an emotion’s twirl, we dissapear in of it.