Stop myself and i think what which i feel in this moment, i believe i could implode. What which i feel make me bring in our parallel world and if i think to the other day i just cant still believe, but it has happened. I feel now, we get connect us, one to another. Wherever you are, whatever you doing, you are thinking a little to me. My vise in the stomach get stronger and stronger. In my stomach and in my head there is a tangle that only our parallel world can explain. Everytime i’m feel like this, i looking around me, looking for you. You have whispered my name, i have felt you, and this make me feel stunned. Maybe you try to say me something. Our connection is becoming more strong each minute. My heart is accelerating, and in my head something i cant explain, it get smaller and smaller. That’s so i feeling in this moment. I feeling you close to me, if i close my eyes i can feel you’re embracing me, and i can feel your whispers that drives me crazy.
Our parallel world, maybe was born not for a case, and we are elaborating it yet.
What which i feel most of the times, it take me the breath away. Also now, that im writing what i feel, i remain without breath. And i surprise myself, yet, what is happen, when our parallel world get connect us, cuz nothing and nobody’else take me off from my mind, that something has bonded us in this way.
And this glance, every time, you make me feel alive and, in some ways, i know your smile is the reason of all this. I see you smile and i see our parallel world opens. And when i feel your closeness, it’s because with your eyes you seeing what im writing and what im feel.
I whispering your name in this moment, and what which i feel is, that you’ve feel it. You’re look at up to the sky, and wherever you are, you are whispering my name. Our connect begins. We must to close our eyes to feel us eachother close one of another. Our parallel world has embraced us, and we must to take a deep breath to dont drive crazy for what we feeling in this istant. Me in this bedroom and you on the other side of the planet, but so close as if we was in the same place. My heart begins get beat faster. So fast that it seems stops. And i feel you here by my side, and you start to touch me softly. I whisper ‘Stop, i want to see you’. You are behind me. Slowly, you turn me, and what which i see in your eyes, is all i’ve wish in my life. A man who loves me for which as i’m, without ask nothing, but only accept all what is happening among us. Our connect, our feelings and hope that our parallel world continues for long time, despite we dont still know eachother, but that in someways we knows eachother better than anyone else.
How i feel you close to me in this moment.
What i feeling from yesterday night. Or maybe yes. By now our connection has becoming so stronger than ever and i feel the same you feel. What i’ve read last night, by now has entered inside of me like a new blood, a new lymph. To know you feel the same i feeling, it made me feel like a rolling stone. I didnt close eyes when i was in bed, i tried to sleep, but i didnt. I always thought to what you wrote. And my flow, ours flows cames and went. And still comes and goes from you to me and contrary. My vise, my dancing butterflies dancing their own dance like crazy in my stomach, and now i’m sure you feel the same. I thinking to you, from last night. I just cant believe what i feel in this moment. I really dont know where are you or what are you doing, but i feel my soul like divided in two parts. One part is here and the other one is next to you… inside of you. You feel it. My heart is wrinkled by the biggest feelings im feel. I dont need to close my eyes to see you here near to me, but what i need is to take one of the deepest breath i took to dont remain breathless. What i feel, right now, is one of the most greatest feeling and now i know you feel the same, wherever you are. Ours Parallel World has becoming fast, ours real world.
To know, you feel something like what im feeling, has of incredible. Maybe, in someway, this open diary, makes me reaches to you. And maybe, one of these days we could meet us for real. And for real we could look at us in ours eyes, knowing already what we feeling.