In these hours, maybe you have no idea. I still feel your closeness. You that turn in this bedroom, where all is began. I closing my eyes, and what i feel is that you feel the same. We need to be alone, we need to be in our parallel world to explore, what we feel. Our parallel world is like a big embrace that embrace us so tight, despite our distance. And despite our distance, i ask you ‘how we feel so close to eachother’. I see your answer in this glance. What which i need is to know, is that you feel our flow energies comes and goes, how i feel it in this moment, in this bedroom. This your glance tells me alot about your emotions, my feelings and above all our parallel world. Tell me it does exists, and we are in it. Tell me all that in your glance.
It’s just a ours thing. Nobody cant say nothing about it. What we have created nobody cant destroy it. When i feel close to you, it’s a such beautiful thing. Like now. I feeling your closeness. You’re around me and that’s beautiful. And when i feel with you, i’m feel so secure. In our parallel world, we does existing just us and nobody cant enter in. I need your embrace, your glance and your whispers. I feel you so close to me right now. I dont need to close my eyes, I need only to take a deep breath. You looking at me. I remain breathless. Despite your distance i feel your closeness in a such way. In someway, I feel your eyes on me, on what im doing, on what im writing. And in someways, i feel, i dont how, that you look on this diary. And this the right way to reach you.
You know, what you gave me and what you still giving me, and in someway, i want to give you something back… And you feel it. What which you still giving me it’s such a beautiful world of emotion, we are living it together. Thats Our parallel world.
I never stop to thank you for this.
You are by my side. I feeling you here. If i close my eyes, i see you next to me. Our connection is strong. You calling me and i feeling you. I cant do anything else if no to wrtiting here, what i feel. And i know you feel the same, wherever you are. Our parallel world welcome us. And what we feel now is so stronger. I closing my eyes and i feel you embracing me from behind. You whisper me ‘dont you to turn’, but i want. i want to see you eyes, you are here from me, only for me. and i feel it. I did leave what i did to come to you. You did called me, almost screaming. Ours flow begans. I feel you so close to me. I close my eyes and i feel you taking my hand to your heart. I feel your lips kissing my neck Breathless i closing my eyes and slowly i turn round. Your closeness is almost tangibile. I want to caress your face. I want to say you how much you’re important in my life in this period of my life. Maybe you know it, maybe you reading these few line i write each day. Your presence, here right now, yes, i feel it. Like me, you feeling my connection with you.
Oh my right now, i feel you here. It were two days, i didnt feel you like now. Like a bomb in my heart, in my soul. I must to take a long and deep breath to dont remain breathless. I feel your eyes on me. What do you see? What do you feel? I feel my vise in the stomach, my dancing butterflies begins their own dance. I feel you and me together in our parallel world
When i feel your closeness. as i’ve told you, i must leave what i’m doing to stay with you, also only mentally. Does it will reach the day we could stay together, also only embraced us? I want to think you feeling the same. Ours emotions are bigger than other things and when we feel us, in this way, we stay together beyond than physically… and what we feeling we cant explain it. It’s beyond every explanations we could give.
Caress, you was here, next to me, when i was on the couch. And you was here by my side and you’ve caress me. I felt you. And now you’re here. Looking at me with this your glance, almost lost. Lost in your thoughts. Lost, but so close to me. What do you think? Do you feel the same emotions i’m feelings right now. If i close my eyes i feel your breath make it slowly fast, and i can hear your whisper in my ear. You are behind me. I feel your hands hold my hips. I breathless, i smell you skin. Slowly i turn and i see your eyes. You metioning me a shy smile. ‘What do you feel?’ i whispering you. You looking at me in silence. You taking my hand on your chest. ‘The same you feeling’. Our glances sparkling and we enter in our parallel world.
What i feel when i feel connect with you is an inexplicable feeling. I feel our thin rope gets shorter always more, and eachtime i feel this sensantions, i think something special will happens between us. That thin rope, as i called it, maybe is our parallel world. And my emotions makes bigger and bigger eachtime i feel you so close to me. I never felt something like this till now. Then now that you let me know ‘you like what i wrote’ this feeling has grow up more. Yes i know, it’s a stupid thing, but what i feeling it’s true. What i began to feel last december and what has happened, aint just coincidence. What i feeling, you feel it the same, maybe in other way.
I still wondering myself about what i feeling when i feel you so close to me. I miss breath, and for real i must take a long a deep breath to dont remain breathless or speechless, when, in some way, you’re next to me. Like now. But in other way, i miss you. I know, this open diary, i opening my heart, my feelings, my emotions, to you, but, maybe it will reach one day, it will be not more enough. What i will do, that day. I really dont know. Maybe it will never reach. We will would meet us already, who know.
Tll that day, i will continue to write to you in this open diary.
Here you’re to destabilize me, and for sure i cant hold back my tears. It’s useeless to say how i feel your closeness despite your distance. My heart exploded with all its emotions inside. It was a day full of emotions about you. And ours parellel world get connected eachother more than ever. And i still feel you next to me. And if i close my eyes i see your eyes on me and you mention a smile just for me. And i can hear you. You say me ‘It’s all right’. You take my hand to your heart and in a whisper ‘I feel the same’. I just look at your eyes. With no any words ours souls says themselves what we arent able to say.
My heart still beats like a crazy. Still a tear falls down from my face, while i writing these few lines. What i feel right now it’s like tornado I feel ours bond make it bigger and stronger. Ours parellel world is here. We just close ours eyes for a while, and we are in.
Just you and me. Just us.