Here in this silence room, what i feel is your closeness stronger than ever.
Since i woke myself i’ve felt you, by my side, and what i’ve seen after it was beautiful. Maybe that wasnt you, but something told me, that was you, and few times i’ve wrong.
And my vise in stomach get connect with my exploding head.
I dont need to close my eyes, but i do. Because i need to feel your closeness more closer. And what i feel is our parallel world get connect us, one of another, despite our distance, our real distance.
What i feel in this moment is your sweet embrace, from behind with you sweetest whisper ‘I will be always with you, in our world we exist only us’.
While you say me this, your lips touch my neck many times. You make me drive crazy.
Slowly you turn me. And in front one of another, we dive ourselves in our glance. Both, we touch our face so sweet. In this atmosphere so magic, our lights begins to floating around us. And we dont take off our eyes, one from another. Slowly, you approach me, and you lips touches mine, sweetly, that our senses makes us feel so in love, one for another.
I feel you. You are behind me, slowly you embracing me. I feel your arms hold me softly. And i feel you inside of me. My head exploding like a bomb, when our parallel world unites us. You behind me, whisper me what which i want to hear, and you know it, what i want to hear. I close my eyes, taking a deep breath, while i feel you turn me. When i open my eyes you’re in front of me, that you sweetly smiling me. Our emotions melt. Despite our distance, we feel close eachother. Our heart begins to beat fast, and despite we are so far, we can touch us eachother. We can feel our feelings escapes way from our heart and slowly melting. Our vise in stomach gets bigger and bigger. We both close our eyes and we are in front one of another. I place my hand on your chest, and trought your shirt i feel your bareness. I begin to feel myself breathless, cuz i feel you’ve start to untied it, for me. And you have put my hand inside of it. That repetive game, by now, turns on our deepest thoughts and desires. While we play this game, we dont take off our eyes one from another, and more this game is slow, more our senses expand and we feel us more closer than ever. For a second i close the eyes, and in that exact moment you hold my hips under the t-shirt i have on. Slowly you approach me, till our skin touch. Your shirt, suddenly, is there, over your arms, and our chests gently touch eachother. We look at us one in another. You have my face in your hands, and slowly you whisper me ‘We remain so’. When you say this our lights begins to floats around, and our emotions overwhelm us. Without realizing, we touch on our lips, without kiss us, till to the end you start to kiss me endlessly.
As you’ve tell me, dont you give up, i did, and now i feel you are smiling to me, as in this pic. I dont know how explain my feeling, if not to write them, in this open diary. Each day, you make me feel happy, also just look at you, and i feel you here close by my side. If i close my eyes, i can feel your soft touch, and i feel your arms embracing me. It’s the most beautiful embrace i have had in my life. So soft, but at the same time, it makes me feel thrill me. I must to take a deep breath. While you arrive in front of me, we dont take off our eyes, one from another. Your hand caress my face. You can feel my heart beating so fast, despite we are far. But our parallel world it here for us. In of it, we can feel, we see us and we can explode together, and what we feel it’s only ours. Slowly i close my eyes and i imagine you sleeping, but in some ways your thoughts are towards to me, i feel it…. i feel you, and i love to feel these things, despite our real distance. You’re the only person i really need in this moment of my life, and im sure, you feel it too.