Need is to close my eyes and take the usual deep breath and what i feel is you. You are sweetly embracing me. What i only need, is just you. You are embracing me as usually. The way you love me embrace me. And slowly you turn me. Sweetly we are in front one of another. I still blushing, metioning you a shy smile and you give me back it to me, caressing my face, sweetly. You approach to me. You take my face in your hand. We look at us, one in another. I stare at you, biting my lips, and unconditionally i place your hand on my heart. It beats so fast, and now my head exploding. Our parallel world is opening to us. I feeling my flow, slowly are coming to you. And our connection begins. Slowly i feel you want say me something. My heart is beating like a crazy. I dont want to think to what has happened yesterday, but aint easy. I feel your closeness inside of me, more than ever. I feel your hands on me, here while im typing on this keyboard. Your arms hold me, and i close my eyes to dont drive crazy. My t-shirt it moves for your hands are on it. We dont say nothing. But our senses are exploding inside of us. Our heart beat so fast, but our moves are so slowly as if we touching us for the first time, and, in a sense it is. We feel our shyness, above all mine. We dont say nothing, we can feel only our breath. Our hands moves so slowly, but what we can feel are our feelings runs like a train. It’s like as if we discover ourselves, here, now, but as if our feeling are go beyond. We feel ourselves lost in front, one of another. We both must close our eyes, but we take our hands to dont lost us. We must to stay so, and look what is happen around us. We must look at us, eachother. We must embrace us with no say nothing. We must feel what our feeling say us.
My head is exploding and also yours. Our connection is strong, i feel it you feel it. We both feel it. We feel us lost in our feeling.
Where it all is began, and i feel you so close to me. When i was in the car, i felt you, also when i’m back in this bedroom i’ve felt you close to me, as now. I feel your eyes on me, and my heart beats like a crazy. I feel our flows get connect. My emotions overwhelm me, in some ways, i know, it’s you that take a look on what im doing. If i close my eyes and slowly take a deep breath, i can feel you arrive. We look at us eachother. You smile me and you approach me, while you take me from hips. We dont say nothing, but with our glances, we say everything. We can feel our emotions despite our distance. Our minds get connect and we see our parallel world around us, and our feeling we have feel inside can exploding freely. It’s like to make love, but that it goes beyond. We have emotionally involved, also if we dont know us personally. But we feeling these emotions as if we knows us from always. When we connect ourselves it’s like as if something call us eachother, and our emotions take flight. That something is our parallel world. That world that is born from that night of december, when you have tell me what we know. From that night was born something of special among us. Something that still leave me without breath. And it’s our connection
You let me know, you’re still on the other side of the planet, and i smile, cause all my feelings were right.
Tonight, in some ways, i’ve feel you close to me, but a little bit far. My vise is always in me. But in these hours it’s more light. But however i can loose myself in your eyes and to see our parallel world… how it is strange, our connect. Now that i begin to thinking to you, here you are. And my need to close my eyes and take deep breath has became a necessity. And my emotions becomes yours. I feel your closeness gets stronger and stronger. Your closeness is almost tangible. You arrrive always from behind, while im writing in this open diary. I close my eyes and i feel you turn my chair and you stand me up, while you look at me with your wonderful eyes. We dont say nothing, while our lights floating among us. Your eyes has the power to transport me in a world of new sensations, and i need to caress your face mentioning you a whisper that you stop me, with your finger. A tear falling from my face. All this overwhelm me. I put your hand on my chest ‘Do you feel it?’ i whisper you. It’s my heart exploding.