I miss, is the breath, despite i feel your closeness more close than ever. And your smile is the only thing i really need. I feel your embrace and your glance on me, you are looking at me from far. In the air i still feel your scent. Only in this bedroom. Our bedroom, where it does started everything. I only asking myself ‘Am i running too fast?’ Maybe my wish to whisper you everything what i feel, it running faster than time. Or is it the time of our parallel world, that it say us that it’s the time of our first real meeting. I stay here, with eyes closed and what which i feel is you, by my side, that you hold me sweetly, and i let you make. I whisper you ‘We close our eyes and we take a deep breath. You will see our lights will begins to floats around’. In this moment, without making nothing, i feel you taking my face in your hand, and you are looking at me so, in your own way. We are in front, you there, me here, but in front one to another. We are touching. You’re smiling me. Me with the heart that is going crazy, i feeling your hands on my skin. In our parallel world, we can feel our emotions get bigger and bigger and we are going crazy with them.
Daria
Of your eyes, of your glance and the certainty that you feel our connection has begins when i was in front of television. I have felt you, as if you whispered my name, and our parallel world explods inside of us. And now what i really need now is to explode with you. What i seen before it made me feel your closeness more than ever. Yes, im sure that was you. i feel it. My head and stomach are going crazy, and i feel you close to me. In some ways, you have whispered my name, cause what i feel right now is strong that what i writing is so easy, and by now, our connection, aint no need to be explained. It does exsist, stop. I feel you and what i really need is only you. And you know it. We only know it only us, the way to feel us close one of another. I must close my eyes and you must to take a deep breath and suddenly, we are in front, in this world, our world, and despite we are so distant, we feel us more close that we cannot imagine. I need of your arms, of your embrace and you give me it. I need of your breath and i feel it in the air. I need of your eyes, and you dont take off your eyes from me. Our parallel world is so. I look at up to you, and i feel your hand take my face, while you approach to me. Softly you start to caress my skin. I blush myself. Breathless i take your hand for little seconds, it doesnt move. It remain so. My heart beats like a train. I place the other hand on your chest. You look at me deeply. I believe to drive crazy, while you make slide my hand in your shirt. In your look our floating lights, exploding. Our connection is strong in this moment. I feel it, you feel it too. We are so close despite our real distance. We try to say us something, but we dont find the right words. We look at us, one of another, in silence. Our deepest feelings melting, while we are slowly, approaching one of another, always more. Our heart exploding. I feel you close to me more than ever.
Our connection begins, i remain speechless and breathless, also if we dont leave us neither for a minute, it’s always a new emotion that i cant hold back. My dancing butterflies drives crazy, like me. I feel my head exploding and i feel you feeling the same. Something inside of us explodes at the same time and what comes out, it melting. We realize we entering in ours parellel world together, despite ours distance. and we closing ours eyes and right after we open them at the same time, and we are in front. We caressing ours faces, feeling ours soft skins. What we can just do is just to stay face to face listening to ours breath faster and stay in this way, touching, taking our faces, ours hands, touching ours chest. Feeling ours feelings arounds us like a twirl and let free everything we feel. We do what we want, without any shame. Kissing ours hands slowly til reach to ours lips. We stay standing in front, try to say something, but it would be useless. We know what we feel, without saying anything. Ours connection is so stronger despite we are so far from eachother. Eachday it grow bigger. I feel you so close to me, you taking my hand and my heart beats like a crazy one, everytime you are by my side.
at you, diving myself in yours eyes, i just can feel just what i feel for you. A feelings goes beyond love. A bond so stronger everyday, and eachtime we connect eachother make it bigger. I still realizing what happened among us. And isnt just fruit of my imagination. It’s real. Now i feel you, right here, next to me. Slowly we connecting eachother. Just closing ours eyes and taking a deep breath. And wherever you are and whatever you doing, i can see you, your’re here next to me. Looking at me with these eyes, i remain breathless and slowly we enter in ours parellel world. We are in front of us, you mention a shy smile and you whisper me a ‘hi…’, taking my face in your hands. I feel yours soft skin on mine. That touch makes me blush and a tear falls down from my face. You stay in front of me in this way, makes me feel excite.
Ours connection still stunning me always more. How is it possible i feel you and right after you’re there next to me, by my side, telling me something, taking my hand. And your glance in mine. How is it possible ours connection takes us to ours parellel world, where ours light cant wait to melting eachother in a crazy dance. And we look at up ours eyes to see this dance. We remain speechless, but ours hands hold eachother so tight. And ours eyes look at eachother.
You think in these hours? I’m thinking of you. And i know your mind is in a little confusion. I feel it, as you know it. In these hours i thinking about you so strong. I know you would like run away from the social conventions, and you would like come in ours parallel world, and stay embraced in my arms and no say anything, just whisper just few words. My love, you can do it. You must go far from the place your are in this moment. Close your eyes and take a deep breath as i’m doing right now at the same time with you. And when open ours eyes we are in front of us and our light arounds us and it’s just we need. We touch on our heart and we can feel they beats so fast together. And ours souls become one soul. My breath, here becoming so. fast and i close eyes, i feel you next to me. But i feel something, wherever you are, blocks you. Your glance is towards me. I see you, i try to take your hand to make you enter in ours parellel world. I feel your soul, your heart, your mind are towards to me. Maybe you’ll can do later, when all that it has passed. Ours distance it’s ours only obstacle. But my love how i feel you here close to me, and how i feel your desire to embrace me so tight. I feel you.
able to leave me breathless. And eachtime i say myself ‘take a long breath’, but as always you leave me speechless. Once again you did it. Also with a simply smile like this one. But you did something more, and you know it. And i know what im doing here, here in this open diary, it’s the right way to reach to you, and nobody leave me this from my head. I know you know about this diary and nobody leave me the idea that among these visualizations from Austraila there is yours. It was from two days that i didnt feel you close to me, and from today, like a blow in my stomach, i feel you as you was here next to me. And now i came in my bedroom and checked the statisticscs of my diary and i seen Australia, my heart began to beats like a crazy one. How is it possible? Are we really connected eachother? I must surrender myself to this? Or i must make some resistance? If ours parellel world does real exists, i surrender to it and i close my eyes til i dont meet yours and you take my face in your hands and you whisper me ‘open them’. And we in front of us, we touch on ours skin. Just looking at your glance, i whisper ‘You’re here’ and i cant hold back some tears. Eyes in eyes, you whisper me ‘I’ll be here, for you. with you. Always’.
