With this look into mine and i cant help to dont drive crazy for it. My heart begin to beat so fast and i close my eyes and i see you, there. You toward your hands to me and take me to ours parellel world when our souls meets themselves and in someways melting eachother in one soul.
I close my eyes. I feel your hands on me. I breathless myself. Slowly i open my eyes, your look into mine. You touch on my lips with your finger and a whisper from you. Words you didnt say to anybody else. I remain in front of you speechless. You look at me saying any words, but i know what you want to say me. ‘Me too badly’, my reply. We hold eachother so tight and ours souls dancing toghether. Til become only one in ours parellel world.
I feel you next to me, by my side. Do you?
from i woke up myself are strong. I feel you close to me. It’s like an alchemy among us and what i feel in these hours are inexplicable. And those visualizations from Australia, make me dream a lot and my thoughts are towards to you. I have the certain it was you. I feeling you so strong in me. My dancing butterflies scrambling my stomach. It’s really strange like ours connection unites us in this way. Yesterday i felt you a while distant. But today you’re always present, by my side. And anyboby leave me the certain it was you to see what i wrote in this open diary, just dedicated to you. My feelings are so strong today. And just when i feel you in this way i have the certain you’re close to me, by my side and you feel the same as i do in this istant. We get in ours parellel world. Ours magic world where ours feeling meets eachother. My heartbeat growing so faster and im sure your heart beats like a crazy.
Today my heart, my mind, my thoughts are just about you, and i’m so happy about that. You make feel happy also with just few sensations i feeling inside of me.
A dreamer and let me dream about you. Let me to dream about our parellel world and our connection among us. In someways we are linked and maybe we are not aware about our connection for real. But that thin rope does exists. And just when we call eachother we know does it exists. But til now, it was something we live in our parellel world. But maybe, we must to face up as it is in reality. You know about me. You know which i write when i thinking about you. And in someways, our lives are united. Also we are so far and we did never met eachother. But we feel eachother. When one of us call the other one, we feel it inside. And which we feel is the most great feeling we can feel. It’s like to fall in love for the first time everytime. We have our own dancing butterflies in our stomach. And which we can just do is close our eyes. To take a long breath and our soul meets eachother in a warm hug and just melting ourselves. Get in our parellel world. To smell our own skin. Towards eachother and take our hands. To whispers sweet words. Just look at eachother and just to the end to say ‘Here, we are’. And, finally, to know we are soul mates.
So intimate last night. Never felt something like that with you. I seen the heaven’s door, you in me and i felt our peak get higher than ever.
Then you post that. I still shaking my head. We desire same thing at the same time. Something ‘dirty’. And see what did our connection? I felt pleasure to imagine you inside of me. We need eachother so much. Without realizing we need eachother so badly. I need to look at you, i need to touch on your skin trought that silky shirt, and you need of me to change.
We need of eachother. We feel eachother in our souls. I toward myself to you. Take my hand, and see which you need it’s inside of me, inside of my heart, my eyes that need to dive themselves in your. And listen which my heart whispers. Listen which i say to you. And you will get we are made to stay together, embraced. And together we can realize everything we want. Together. You and me.
Today i woke myself several times, hearing inside my dancing butterflies and my thoughts were towards to you. I’m sure, in someway, last night you thought about me. Also a little, but you did. And me inside in our parellel world i felt you. And that dream i did about you said me something more about you feeling. And now that i writing to you i’m feel you inside of me as a twirl of big emotions. I just breath and my thoughts are just about you in this moment. Which i saw last night in my dream tell me more about your feeling. You must goes on. Which you’ll see it will be just me. I’m here for you.
The new air in our parellel world still around us. We love it so… it calms down ourselves.
We need of it… and it’s here. Just for us.
A real explication for my love for you. It goes beyond a real feelin. Since i’ve met you, i knew that our bond would been special. And it was for real. Maybe i reapet myself, but which you gave me is something more than a simply phrase. You gave me such strenght and i learnt such from you than in all my life. I’ve been always a strong person, but after met you i’ve streghtened my own force. Maybe very few people got what im saying to you, or maybe not. But i dont care. I want let to know just to you. And this is enough for me. Maybe one of these words i’m writing in this ‘open diary’ will reaches to you, and maybe the magic will be fullfiled and our souls will get connect also in our real world.
It’s from today i feeling you. My dancing butterflies dance their own dance in my stomach. I know your mind is towards to me. And the only thing i could do is write these few thoughts just for you. Hoping you can hear me. I’m sure you do as i hear you in me.
I love you…