Caress, you was here, next to me, when i was on the couch. And you was here by my side and you’ve caress me. I felt you. And now you’re here. Looking at me with this your glance, almost lost. Lost in your thoughts. Lost, but so close to me. What do you think? Do you feel the same emotions i’m feelings right now. If i close my eyes i feel your breath make it slowly fast, and i can hear your whisper in my ear. You are behind me. I feel your hands hold my hips. I breathless, i smell you skin. Slowly i turn and i see your eyes. You metioning me a shy smile. ‘What do you feel?’ i whispering you. You looking at me in silence. You taking my hand on your chest. ‘The same you feeling’. Our glances sparkling and we enter in our parallel world.
What i feel when i feel connect with you is an inexplicable feeling. I feel our thin rope gets shorter always more, and eachtime i feel this sensantions, i think something special will happens between us. That thin rope, as i called it, maybe is our parallel world. And my emotions makes bigger and bigger eachtime i feel you so close to me. I never felt something like this till now. Then now that you let me know ‘you like what i wrote’ this feeling has grow up more. Yes i know, it’s a stupid thing, but what i feeling it’s true. What i began to feel last december and what has happened, aint just coincidence. What i feeling, you feel it the same, maybe in other way.
I still wondering myself about what i feeling when i feel you so close to me. I miss breath, and for real i must take a long a deep breath to dont remain breathless or speechless, when, in some way, you’re next to me. Like now. But in other way, i miss you. I know, this open diary, i opening my heart, my feelings, my emotions, to you, but, maybe it will reach one day, it will be not more enough. What i will do, that day. I really dont know. Maybe it will never reach. We will would meet us already, who know.
Tll that day, i will continue to write to you in this open diary.
Go here again in front. And yours glance in my eyes. I stay closer to you, and you whispering me ‘See, ours lights’. They melting eachother as ours eyes. I touch on your chest. You have on that white shirt. You know it drives me crazy on you. You look at me i see your wonderful eyes. I just wait for a little move of your hands and i close my eyes. Together we closing them and right after we are there. Ours parellel world waited for us. You take my hand to your heart. We take a deep breath and ours slow dance begins. A dance of glances, touches, hands that slides into a shirt. A dance of breaths, whispers and little rustles. A dance of ours emotions, a dance of what we feelings for eachother.
What i feeling in these hours is more stronger than ever, and i sure you know it, cause im sure you feel the same. Ours connection began on last december and since then it didnt never left us. And it’s incredible how i feeling myself so close to you. I still wondering myself how all that has began. And everythng i feel it’s real. You’re so far from me, but its like you was by my side and i feel your emotions, your moods. what are your deepest thoughts. You always come to me and tell me evertyhing you want and i do the same, writing in this open diary.
Im sure, you taking a look on what i write in these lastest period… Im sure of this… I feel it. I feeling you.
It’s strange how i begin to feel you so close to me in this moment. I’m toward to you and altought you’re there, on the other side of the planet, what i feel is ours heat ours souls calls us eachother. And i think about what you said yesterday. My soul is full of a feeling it goes on beyond love. Looking at your eyes i cant hold back little tears from my face. I know it could seems so stupid, but in your eyes i see something magic and the love i feel for you isnt enough to describe what i’m feel right now. It’s a twirl of emotions that makes me feel something new eachtime i feel you. And now i know for sure that is your sensibility binds to us And in ours parellel world, is ours sensibility is ampliflied. And now i know better why we no need to talk us eachother, when we meet us eachother in ours world. The words are unnecessary. In ours world, it needs just of ours looks, of ours touches, ours hands on us eachother. Maybe just few whispers to say what we feel for us. But ours parellel world is made by all that.
What can i add that you dont know already? Maybe i can whisper, looking at your eyes, taking your hand, touch on your skin, your skin mole… just ‘I miss you strongly and i thinking of you’. And you?
I feeling right now, it’s like a bomb exploded inside of me. I’ve checked your usual channel, but nothing. But what im feelin is very strong. I dont how explain it to you.
Maybe there is no doesnt needs, because you feelings the same whatever you doing and wherever you are. You stopped yourself. Maybe you whispered my name looking up at the sky and i felt you. And ours connection has begin. Just with your whisper and i heardt it in that moment you thought about me, and ours parellel world gates opening themselves, to let us in. In ours world, we look at us eachother, and you take my hand to your heart and in a whisper ‘I really needed you. I left everything to come to you. I really needed to stay with you. Just with you, in ours world, Embrace me’. While you say it i just dive myself in your wonderful eyes. Slowly i come to you and finally we embrace us so tight. We remain here breathless, speechless. Just like in this way. And we can smell ours own skin with slight breaths.