Why i must to stop, closing my eyes and take a deep breath, when you’re here by my side, and my heart begins to beat as a train, when our parallel get us connect.
I dive myself in your eyes and i see what i want to see, what you make me see. A peaceful place where we does exist we only us. Your eyes into mine, and your glance opens me to your soul. And i feel your embrace wraps me sweetly. Me in your arms and you whisper me sweet words that i never heard in my life. In your arms, i feel your scent of your skin, i wouldnt never break away from you.
You make me feel secure from everything i do. You have entered in my life slowly, almost for a case, before you became whom you know. And now, i’m here write everything what i dream, but above all, what i feel when our parallel world get us connect.
Someone says it’s an alignement of souls, i says it’s our parallel world, but i really dont what is, but what i feel from 9 months it has something of magic, and more i feel what i feel, i feel full of the most beautiful emotions i have ever felt in my life. And for feel these emotions i need just to look at you, close my eyes and take a deep breath and i feel you, here, by my side.
That you can feel it, because i have felt it strong. Like a punch in my stomach i have felt you have whispered my name, while i was sleeping in front of the tv. and now i that i was came here, what i seen stunned me so. And now i dont understand nothing more. Tell me, you can feel our parallel world getting connect us, one to another, more intesely. What i felt earlier, it woke me up, and now you are looking at me in this way. My breath is goes to explode, my thoughts are running so fast, and my fingers on this keyboard, cant reach them. My head and my stomach are fighting a fight that the can win, only if all we are feeling, is the certanty of one only thing. I stare at you, looking your glance. and your eyes has inside that question, to i which i can anwser, only with few words, and it would be the answer to the only question, i have made myself in all these months. ‘Do you have felt me?’ That’s your question. I only can whisper you ‘Yes, i have felt you’. My heart is exploding.
If happens also to you. When i get connect with you, i feel like as if i was fly to other planet, and my feelings inside of me exploding and the only thing i feel are our flows get connect and in my head i feel your flows that penetrates me and if i close my eyes i can feel your closeness, as i’m doing now. Also earlier, while i was watching television and while i have close my eyes, i have feel your embrace. It’s an incredible feeling which i feel, and you’re the only person i’m tell that, trough this open diary. And when our connect is more strong i cant describe what i feel. I feel my head exploding, and right after, all my thoughts are toward to you, and in some ways, im sure you feel this connect between us. Our bond is growing fast, despite we are far and above all we still dont know eachother, as i wish, but im sure that the day we will meet it will arrive and all these emotions can exploded in their own way.
What i feel, is the same you’re feel too. Since when i woke myself, since i have feel you have embrace me, i have the sensation, that you are here with me. I feel, you still embrace me, and ours skin still touching. You from behind and i feeling your arms arounds me, while you whispering me all your desires, moving my hair and kiss sweetly my neck. I close my eyes, while you turn me and finally we are in front one of another, while our lights floating around us. We seems flying, but it’s only our perception. Slowly, we enter in our parallel world. We must to take a deep breath and in this breath we feel us so close more than ever. Our scents mixing up themselves. I feel yours and you feel mine. We standing in front, we dont move. Just waiting for that the other one, make the first move. We look at one in another. Each of us knows what would to do. You look at me, waiting for. I put my hand close to you. And rightafter, your silky white shirt takes flight and my hands touches your chest till arrives to your hips, while our bodies approach, without we realizing it. We didnt take off our eyes one from another. And our sensations expands. I’ve designed a variable map on your body, and you have caressed my face till to know each my neo. I remain hypnotized by your glance on me. For an instant we remain in this way. But right after, we look at us one of another till our lips touches themselves, in little touches, without to kiss us really, and we drives crazy for it.
Goes beyond your feelings. Tell me what you thinking. I see in that your look, that you would to stay in other place. Tell me, with whom would you like to be? I slowly whispering your name. I closing my eyes, i take a breath, and slowly, very slowly, i feeling, something of mine, get connect with you. I feel your mind would to run away. I’m here. Slowly, almost to dont disturb you, i whispering again your name. In a second, i realized, you’ve feel it. Despite our distance, we are connect. Slowly, we take our hands, and we entering, in our parallel world without take off ours glances. Now we are in front one of another. I take your face in my hands. Whispering you ‘Tell me what’s wrong?’ You taking my hands to your heart, and eyes in eyes, you tell me ‘I’ve realized how much i missing you’. You’ve say that me with your nostalgic eyes. I’m touching your sweet face. ‘It’s hard also to me’. To be near, but also be so far one of another, in this way. To stay close with only the strenght of our connection, sometimes isnt enough. How many times, i’ve said it. Sometimes i feel need to stay in front of you, for real. To feel your hands on me, and my hands on your chest. Sliding them in your shirt and let it falls down on your arms, and caress your bare chest, while you shy smile me. Looking at up to the sky and see our lights, dancing and melting together. While we need to feel what we feel for eachother. Whispering us what we feeling, we remain speechless and breathless for what we’ve just say to us, only looking at us one in another.
Tell me you feel the same, and i come to you. Our parallel world is here.
What you think when your eyes meets mine. When your glance get in me, because what which i see in your eyes is something magic, what which i feel when we connect, it’s like my mind expands. and what which i feel around me, inside me, it as if slowing down, and only we existed. Our energies flow is unique. I cant still explain what is happening among us, but it is so. In the lastest months i thought it was a my condition, but i had the confirmation that nothing has changed. What which i feel when you’re close to me is something that goes beyond. I feel, you turn around me. You’re here, with me. In our parallel world. Despite our distance, we are close. I feel your eyes on me. On what which i writing in this open diary, despite i haven’t the certain, that you reading what i write. But i feel your presence is strong in these minutes, hours.
In these days, i’m feel you are around, and you want embrace me. It’s like, you stretch your hands to caress my face. I feel your touch. I feel your arms around me. It’s like you would say me ‘I want to stay with you, please come to me’. I feel, this is your desire. Our connection is growing fast, i feel it, you feel it. Our parallel world say it us.
What which you feeling in this moment, ’cause what which i feeling right now is one thing more bigger than me. And it overwhelm me. I cant hold back my tears. Our lights are around us, while we are in front one of another, we look at us without say nothing. What which we need is only to touch our skin, look at us, diving in our glances and hear our voices whispering all our desires. I need to stay a while in front of you, without dont do no moves. I need only to slide my hand into you white shirt and feel your heart beat get faster, and looking at your eyes, what which you feel. Your eyes speaks to me. I see your desire growing up. Slowly, that white shirt, falls down over your arms, and always more slowly, falls down on the floor. In that rustle, we enter in our parallel world, while our light still dancing between us. We remain breathless for what which we feel at the same time, despite our distance. I’m sure, this a way with which we communicate our feelings.
And i’m sure, in your deepest soul, you have the same feel. Right now i thinking about you.
Aint a case, what which you wrote in your lastest tweet, in someway, in different way, i’ve passed it too. To write is a beautiful expression. I think, the most beautiful one. And if i think, you’re passing, or already you’ve passed, that which i’ve passed, i cant believe it. If i close my eyes, i can see you here, next to me taking my hand, smiling at me as you do usually, leaving me breathless, while you approaching to me to kiss me softly.
What your eyes see when you look at me. Tell me what are your feeling when you are close to me, when you think about me. If you feel the same feeling i feel when i close my eyes and i feel you around me. Do you feel the same vise in the stomach and do you feel that strange warm feelin around and inside of you. If you feel the same, something real has happening among us.
Tell me you rembember my name, tell me you rembember you wrote me. Tell me all that. Tell me you feeling me as i’m doing in this moment. I’m closing my eyes, i taking a long breath to dont remain without oxygen. Tell me your heart begins to beats faster, and your feeling what i’m feeling right now. Ours minds, ours souls, ours hearts get connecting eachother, and if you close your eyes you can see a shadow of mine.
I stay here. I see you.
You looking at me from the other side of the planet, but we are in ours parellel world, and here everything could happens. Now i feel you approaching to me. Slowly you take my hips and we are in front. We are feeling us so close. I just take a look at you and i’m by your side. Your glance is on me. What i’m feeling is inexplicable. Your eyes are an ocean of emotions and these your emotions are towards to me.
This is what we feeling together, in ours parellel world. Just ours.
A story where we are the principal actors. Tell me how’s been our first meeting, how ours hearts tell themselves that ours souls were been created just to connect eachother. Look at me and whisper you waited for this time for all your, life as i did. Take my hand. Let me touch on your skin. Ours heart beats so faster. I close my eyes and you’re close to me, i smell your skin, and i hear rustle of your shirt behind me, you hold me tight. Me in your arms. Breathless. You behind me, whisper me so gently your desire. You lips on my neck. So slowly you turn me. In front of you, dive myself in your eyes, where i see my soul reflect itself. I whisper ‘Is there, our parellel world?’. Say anything you come closer to me, and take my hand to your chest. Trough the shirt voluptuously untied, i feel your heart. For a while i look at you. ‘That’s ours parellel world’ you say me in a whisper. Then you look at me, mentioning a shy smile. ‘Hold me tight’ i say you.
you told me last night, with me it will be a secret. Dont worry. Everything you tell me it will die with me, in my heart. Finding you in my countryhouse it’s been a wonderful thing to me. As a dream comes true. Talk to you as old friend, is what i would do with you. You that talk to me, with no shame, and i listen to you, just close to you. Just looking at your eyes. Eager to take your hand, while you said me which you told me, it was so hard to dont make it. But i did it. I just look at you, while you talked to me.
Your voice. Your whispers. your eyes into mine. And what i heard from you with no problems, it seemed unavoidable for you.
I wanted to hug you so much, but i didnt. I asked myself ‘Why?’. I thought it was better in this way. I was in front of you. I’ve touched your knees, while you talked to me.
You seemed happy thou. Are you happy now? Maybe you got rid of a burden. I really ever dont know.
Everytime you want share a secret. You can tell me everyting you want.
I’m here for you.