And you’ve embraced me so tight. It’s what i’ve felt earlier. You ran to me and overwhelm my feelings. I’ve felt you and i feeling you now, i must to take a deep breath to dont faint. I feeling you around me, you embrace me, taking my hands, place them to your chest. I need to close again my eyes. This is a strong feeling. My heart, as your, exploding. We stay in front one of another, we look at us intensily, as if we have to say something, but we dont say nothing. Our feeling, runs fast trough our flows. You have something to say, but i cant hear you. What i which feel, is your need to place my hand on your heart. I feel it beating like a crazy one. Our flows are going crazy. I feel your emotions exploding. In our parallel world, i take your face in my hands. I look at you in your eyes and i whisper you ‘Close your eyes. Take a deep breath with me’. I caress your skin. I know, you try to tell me something, i feel it. Our flows are so strong in these moment, and we both know it. We sit down in front one of another. We dont take off our eyes one from another. And you hold my hands tight. With the other one, i touching your face. You look at down. With all my sweetness, i take your face, mentioning you a shy smile. You look at me and gently you caress my face, while approach your lips on my mouth. A sweetest kiss touch our lips. ‘How much i need you right now’, you whisper me, face to face. ‘I’ll be always here, you know it’. What you want to tell me can wait. You looking at me, and it seems that these words, in some ways, have calms you. ‘How much i feel you close to me’, you whisper me. My heart, for a second, has stopped, while i still look at you, and you do the same, holding my hands tight.
Daria
To find to stop my feelings. When i feeling you so close to me i must write you, what are my feelings, what i have inside in me. Despite our distance, i feeling you so close to me. and if i close my eyes i feel you here by myside, smiling at me, taking my hands to your heart and i feel it beats so faster like mine. I dont know what are you do now. But what i feel is your closeness make bigger. Breathless i can see you here in this bedroom. What i feel is your glance on me througth this pc screen. Dont take me like crazy one. I know you will dont. Cause you feel the same. And what we feel in this moment are ours souls get connectin eachother. Ours lights melting in the sky and your light has coming to me, like mine it has coming to you. Our minds feeling this energy flow, to travel till reach ours parallel world and to enter in. There you take my face in your hands, you look at me, mentioning me a little smile. Eyes in eyes and a little kiss on my lips. ‘How i desire you next to me’ you whisper me. I look at you, i caress you face. ‘You know what you must to do, when you want me next to you…. you did it…. i’m here’ I looking at you, in your eyes. Hands in hands we look at up the sky. Ours lights still melting. They will do till we will be together, till we will need it, till we will feel us close.
In yours eyes is just a wonderful thing. What i feel when i dive myself in them i see a moltitude of colors , but above all i see yours soul. Seeing your eyes, yours glance, what i see is just yours goodness, your kindness. And when i look at you i feel ours parellel world is so close to us. What you want to say me with words, i can imagine it to looking at your eyes. I could stay for hours to admire you just dive myself in yours eyes. And there is nothing that it makes me changes my mind. Yours eyes are ours gates to ours parellel world. I love them so much. Looking at you, in yours eyes, i feel you. by my side. I feel your hands taking mine. I feel your soft skin. I see your smile just for me and you know, i drive crazy for it. In yours eyes i see all yours essence, and all i can is stay breathless, speechless. When you smile to me, what i see is the brightest sun i’ve ever seen in my life. You gave me, i do believe, the most happiest period of my life. Then when we began this ours own connection, i have no words to explain how i feel myself. And can i confess you somehing; when in someways, i dont feel ours connection, i feel myself like lost. Now i’m used to this feeling that has began from last december, and it continues stronger.
My eyes to approach to you. But there was no need. I just feel you so close to me since two days. But I’ve closed them to realize all that. You close to me and all that you whispered me last night resounds in me and what i feeling in this moment is just you, close to me that taking my hands and your glance into my eyes. I repeat you, it’s incredible what you told to me and what i felt in that moment. I need to see you in ours parellel world. I closing my eyes, taking a deep breath. I feel yours hands on mine, your softness and right then i open them and you’re in front of me, right here, on by my side, and i remain speechless on what has happened among us, last night. You communicated to me trought ours feeling we feel for eachother, and i felt it. I love all that we feel. And im sure we are approaching more faster the we could imagine. In someway, ours parellel world has becoming in ours real world, and what i’m writing here, in this open diary, reaches to you in a faster way, i feeling it. Ours souls are so close right now. This continuos flow i feel is something bigger, and i cant controlling it, and you know it better than me. We must let it goes, and let ours feeling, ours souls, hearts, and ours minds connecting eachother. In this way we can stay together, despite ours distance. Let this flow making bigger. It’s what we feelings for eachother. Ours love.
Left me for an istant from yesterday. I feeling you so close to me. I dont need to close my eyes to be connect with you. Yours soul, yours heart and yours mind are connecting with mine from yesterday night. I feel your closeness so closer than ever. Ours light melting eachother in a faster way, as they are dancing, as they want recover the lost time. My dancing butterflies dancing like crazy ones. I feel your heart beats faster like mine. If i close i see you next to me and i feel you taking a deep breath taking my hands and right after we are in our magic parellel world. How is it possible we feel us eachother so close, despite ours distance. If we close ours eyes and we open them right after, we are in front of us, and we can feel ours hands on us. We can feel ours frehness and face to face we dive ourselves in ours glances, and there, we just need to look at us to see ours feelings arounds us like a in a magic potion. You in other side of the planet, me in front of this pc screen, but we feel us so closer than before. Slowly we reach us eachother and this continuos flow of emotions is the most inexplicable thing we feel us eachother, but in someways the right way we feel close us eachother. Ours approach has becoming so faster. It will arrives the day we will meet us and we will be speechless, breathless.
Closing my eyes, i see you sorrounded by these magic lights and you stretch your hand towards to me and i take it. Together we enter in ours parellel world, and we look at us eachother for a while and your whisper leave me breathless ‘I want to be alone with you’. Your glance into mine, makes me blushing hardly. I look at down my eyes, but you right after take my face and ours eyes meet eachother again. You smile at me. My heart begins to beats like a crazy one. Taking my hand to your chest, i can feel your hearts beats like mine. We remain in this way, listening to ours feeling driving crazy for what we feel for eachother without add further words. I look at your glance into mine and i dont notice your hand touch on my face, but i feel something soft like velvet on my skin. Slowly i take it and without leave my glance on you, i kiss it. I know, i left you breathless. I seen it trought your eyes. I metioning a shy smile. I continue to kiss it, till i arrive to kiss your face. With my finger i touch on your skin mole and there i look at your eyes speechless. Just little and fast breath of both of us. A long embrace, then once again, eyes in eyes and ours lips meet eachoher in the softest kiss we give us.
You look at me in this way, i could lost myself , but im sure you would by my side and together we enter in ours parellel world where we dont lose us. In your eyes i can see something real magic and it’s ours lights melting eachother, and what we feelings goes beyond love.
Yes, i can admit, what i felt, it was a dark feelings but now i know it was due to you for close a door ad open another one. Now what i feeling is cleaning and what i feel i more brillant than what i felt last night. And now my feelings are more colored than the black’s . And now if i close my eyes and i take a long breath, i can see you coming to me. And i can hear you whisper ‘I’m sorry, for what you felt last night’.