Turn around it. You make me drive crazy. What i’m feel for you, it’s something goes beyond love. Yes, it’s true, our connection to the end, is something more bigger than we feel in these moments. I feel you so close to me, you’re by my side. Sometimes i need to take a break from what which i feel, but isnt possible, when i feel these emotions around me, like a twirl. If i close my eyes, but if also i dont close them, i feel your closeness. When i take breath, i feel your smell in the air, and this it drives me crazy. It’s from yesterday, i feel you here, by my side. My heart beats like a crazy. I feel our connect get bigger everytime my thoughts are towards to you. And each thing i do, it’s always interrupt by this feel i’m feel. Only in this way, writing in this open diary, i can calm down my thoughts, my emotions, my feeling. It’s strange, how i feel you close to me. I feel you inside of me. Next to my heart. By now, i know we are connect, strangely, but we are connect. Our parallel world it say us, stronger than ever, that what we feeling, link us, despite our distance. Maybe we will dont never meet, but we will have this strong connect, that nobody cant will remove, or maybe, one day we will meet, and finally we will can look at us, eyes in eyes, without say us nothing.
Closeness to me reached the top. I cried. I know it’s stupid. But when something inexplicable happens among two people like us, the only thing to do is to free own feelings. It has happened another time. I felt you so close to me, and you was for real there. On other side of the world, but you was there with me. And i felt you inside of me like a fire. I started to cry when i looked at your eyes, ’cause i didnt ever feel you close to me in this way. I touched on your face. Im not sure you felt something. But which i felt confuses me a lot. Is it possibile that i feel you in this way. And our connection is so stronger than ever. And our bond is that thin rope that is growing faster and we can’t realize that our parellel world has becoming our real world. For real. How is it possible all that?
How is it possible that i feel your closeness and when i check what i feel, you’re there. How is it possible i linked my soul to yours. How is it possible i feel you so close to me and often you’re there. Is it possible ours parellel world does exists for real?
Those tears falls from my face were been a mix up of many emotions i felt in that moment. That moment in which i felt you by my side more than ever. I still cant believe that has happened for real. Still confuse myself, but i must do believe all that is real. Our Parellel World is more real than ever. And just which i want to whisper you is just ‘I love you‘
Right now is to know you’re ok. And which i really let you know is ‘how much i miss you’. To know you’re there, but i’m able to hear you close to me, and it’s a wonderful sensation for me. Maybe it’s just which i would like to feel, but i feel you so stronger than ever inside of me.
I really dont know what is, what has happenining amongs us. But i know it’s just a real fantastic emotion. And im sure you feel the same, also if you, maybe you dont rembember about me. But i’m sure you do, in our own way. I must just to wait for you.