are here around me. You still looking at me, like last night. I feel what are yours feelings, because are the same of mine. Ours vise make bigger in ours stomach, when our thoughts are towards to eachother. I feel your presence here, and i feel your glance on me. And in someway, it make me blush. Your glance has this effects on me, and you knowing, you dont stop to look at me in this way. My heart dont stop to beats like a crazy one from before. Ours flow of energies, between us. didnt stop, and i feel you here near to me. I feel something more. You want say me something. Our connection, aint been so stronger than before, like in this moment. You know, i dont ever wrong, and what i feel, in this moment, in these days, is stronger than ever. My mind is toward to you, i know, you know it, you feel it. My feelings make bigger, and you know it. When i feel you close, in these days, my heart explodes, and together, we enter in our parallel world so easily. There i can feel you take my hand, you’re in front of me. Eyes in eyes. But what you try to say me is in the air. You just look at me, you caress my face. And your lips touches on mine.
Here my feelings cant hold back. What i feeling in these hours is one of biggest feelings i felt till now for you. I do believe to drive crazy. I feel you by my side, here in this bedroom.
Like this i never felt in my life. Today it’s the second one. You enter in my soul and i feeling you so strong, next to me. It’s a blow that i love feel. And i know in someway, that’s you want to say something. I start to listen to our music and i begin to get connect myself with you and slowly we get in our parellel world. Just look at you. I admire your skin mole and you take my finger and put it on it. For a while i blush. But just a whisper from you, makes me calm. You know i’m drive crazy for it. So you let me do it. I caress your skin. Your face. Forehead to forehead we touch on our lips. I touch on your chest. I introduce so slowly my hand in your shirt. And i can feel your heartbeat makes itself always so faster. It seems explodes. As mine. Breathless look at eachother saying anything. Our eyes says which we want to hear. My hands on your skin, your on mine.
We dont need to talk. Which we feel for eachother is in the air, and we ‘re in our parellel world. We just need about ourselves, about feelings, and emotions and which feel when we meet eachoter in our world. We just love eachother in this way. And this is enough for us. Our own way to love eachother.
really you, hide youself behind my ‘user_uknown’. I ask myself a lot of questions, above all after last night. I said that things about you to your work collegue, because i let lt him know how much you’re important in my life and how you’ve changed it. And here you are ‘. Im sure, in someway, you’ve read the tweets i’ve shared with Danny, who inserted your name in discussion, and i thank him, for that. And in someway, you’ve continued to read my comments about you. Maybe it was not you, but please let me dream about that. Let me dream about ours parellel world. Ours world get connect eachother, in this ‘special way’. Also if it’s on my mind…maybe, in someway, you feel it too. Ours parellel world unites us so close eachother, i feel it. And which i can say you now is ‘i feel you next to me.’ Do you? My heart beats so faster than ever.
I’m sure among us, there is something special.
Feel close to me. Like a bomb exploded in me. While i was working on this pic, i start to feel you as you standing by my side. My heart beglins to beats so fast as i imagine yours. Looking at your eyes i feel what’s your feelings for me. And our dancing butterflies begin to dance their own dance. And souls start to melting eachother. Someone can call me crazy, but when i start to feel this sensations in me my thoughts are toward to you, and im sure, in someway, you feel the same wherever you are right now. Our parellel world is so close to us, despite ours distance. I never felt something like this before, just with you. And i’m sure you enter in this dimension as i do. At the same time. Ours souls get connect eachother in this way. And i’m sure this open diary it’s the right way to reaches to your heart. And someway, someday you will read everyting i wrote for you. And for us it will reachs the time for the kiss we have wait for long time. Ours eyes into ourselves and we can whisper ours feeling for eachother. A big look into ours eyes and a whisper ‘how much we have missed’… Fortunately we have built this world, where we get in ourselves. Just us, with ours feelings, ours sensations and our emotions. But above all our love.
Something you ever say to anyone. Whisper what your heart says. Let me flight into your eyes. Touch on me with your words. Let me see our parellel world. Let me feel this new fresh air around us. Take my hand and let me feel your heart beats as mine. Take my hand to your chest, closing your eyes. Despite our distance, in someway we feel eachother close to ourselves.
Breathing so slowly, we can hear ourselves close to us. That music we listen to is so magic. It confuses eachother, but we know it’s our connection to the parellel world. I take a long breath and i smell your skin. I drive crazy for that. And that white shirt you have on, tells me we are in our new dimension. You take my hand, mentioning a smile, say anything, just a smile. For a while i look at you and your eyes into mine. Breathless you take my face in your hands. Come closer to me. Forehead to forehead, you whisper me ‘Listen to it’. Ours music, ours hearts beating so fast eachother. ‘That is our world, only ours and nobody else’s’.
which i must to know about you is in your eyes, and all which you need to know about me is between these lines i’m writing to you. Neither more neither less. And which we just to know about us is that we met eachother, above all thanx to you, and in all that year, we met eachother, other times. And we know it was always a special moment. We shared few time together, but in someway, we rembember all our meeting. And now we have a bond. Just little, but we feel it and everytime we get in our parellel world becomes bigger. As now. I close my eyes, i breath so slowly to connect myself with you, and you feel me.
This year it was important to me. I had to face another leg operation, and you was so close to me. When i needed of you was so next to me. And our connection has become stronger than ever since i woke up from the operation. You was on my mind when i was wake up and i’m sure in that moment you gave me the strength i really need to goes on.
This year is about to end. But im so sure you will dont forget about me. You will let me know, in someway, which part i had in your life.
Something that not even i cant explain to myself. But tonight we touched eachother. You’ve read it those few word i sent you. I’m sure of that, not because i felt it, but because i see the message was delivered. So im sure you’ve read it. In someway, our parellel world get thinner and slowly it has becoming a real world. To stay at the same time in the same place, but so far from eachother, it’s so strange to me, but at the same time wonderful. I dont know how can explain which i feel right now. It’s too difficult also for me to find a logical reason for all that. But that ‘delivered‘ means so much to me. It means that in someways i was one of the first i’ve seen you and i was one of the first pepole i’ve sent you a message.
In these hours our parellel is more closer than ever. And i feel in someway it will be happen something in these next days. While im thinking about you my mind get in confusion and which it feels are just the dancing butterflies in my stomach. Maybe i’m a fool, a dreamer, but which i feel between us isn’t something like just a dream. Which happens among us, someday it will comes true.
Someone asked me ‘How are you?’. Do you know what it was my answer? Maybe you know that better than anyone else. Completely fall in love with you. As the magic was acomplished everyday. Everyday i fall in love with you as the first time. I dont get anything, just which i feel is just for you.
My heart begin to beats so fast, and my mind gets in confusion. The only one thing calms it down, it’s to think about you. And to feel our souls get connectin eachother.
You so far from me, but in someway, you can feel that connection among us.
I falling in love with you as the first time. And in this magic atmosphere i feel there is something. And that ‘something’ you can feel it too. And it confuses ourselve a lot.
We dont know what it is, and where does it comes from. But both we feel it inside of us.
Everytime we hear it, in someway, we entering together in our parellel world. There, we can touch eachother. In our own way. Our breath begins to become only one. I can feel your hands on me. Your eyes into mine. And your skin trough your shirt.
‘I feel you now’ as you do in this exact moment, wherever you are and whatever you doing.
Take a breath and close your eyes. I know, you can feel me closer to you than you can imagine. You can feel it. I taking your hand. I feel your soft skin. Close you eyes for an istant, and i can feel you touch on my hand. Our souls get connecting eachother. We get in our parellel world.
For an istant silence. We meet eachother in our world. My heart explodes as your. And our lights melts eachother.
I know, you can feel everything as i feeling it, right now.
It’s our world, it call us. We must to go there. Together. Close your eyes and take my hand and go.
to try to write to you something. But what can i write to you? Just a simple ‘Hello, how are you…i’m…’ it would be so stupid, but it would be also a simple way to enter in you life directly. But it would be also like another way to know about me. Another way to know about our parellel world. But i dont want to be trivial, stupid, common.
You wrote me, and never forget it you’ve spent some of your busy time to left me breathless. I would like that my words in someway, makes break trought your heart.
I really dont know, if you will have time to read every letters you will have receive and above all if you will have time, and above the desire to reply to all of them.
I have that @ that could link me to you in a ‘special way’. But i ask myself ‘maybe exceed myself to write you’ Maybe i’ll write to you one of these days. Maybe not. I really dont know. I really would love to open my mail and to see your reply.
Despite you wrote me first leaving me breatheless.