Take me to you, i can remain only breathless and my heart explode in little million pieces and i thrills. And i think just, that our parallel world getting bigger and bigger around. And i’m sure you think the same, maybe in other way, but you are thinking the same. And im sure, more i write in this open diary, more this path, that we have in front, is getting shorter and shorter. Sometime, i think, our connect is the most big emotion i have had in my life, and it’s so. In this period is so strong. In every corner i place my eyes i see something that take me back to you and aint only a coincidence. Something, maybe our parallel world we have created during that dream in last december, it wants say us that in some ways we will meet, and all i writing in this open diary, it’s the right way to approach us, in an unique way. And if i think that all that could be, one day, it could comes true, i cant hold back my tears. I’m sorrounded by many feelings and emotions that i never felt. I feeling them only with you. And what i feeling with you, goes beyond love. It’s something more.
I close my eyes and i take a deep breath i can see you looking at me in this way but i dont need of it. It’s from today that i feeling you close to me. I feel you looking at me and what i feeling is just ours parellel world welcome us. I know you want to say me something and i’ve noticed it from little things. You know with me yours secrets are in safe. I’ll wait for. I’ll be by your side, when you will be ready to say me what you want to say me. In meanwhile, we are here. You stay stand with your white shirt untied, and you look at me in this way. I breathless, i feel you take my hands and my fingers playing with the shirt. We begins a glance game and a slow moves game. You take your necktie and you put it on my neck. I blushing myself. Right after, slowly, you approaching me to your face. I have still my hands on your chest. Ours eyes meet themselves, after few istants your lips are kindly on mine.
What you try to say me is in your kiss, i feel it.
If i close my eyes i feel your smell. It drives me crazy. Your shirt, slowly falls down over your arms. That rustle. I watch you, knowing you must say me something, you makes literally drives me crazy. We make love.
when i was on the couch, i felt you close to me. My dancing butterflies danced their own dance and i felt you was close to me. I was sleeping, you didnt woke me up, but i felt you was by my side, maybe you just looked at me while i have had my eyes closed. I just felt your hand holds mine. And now i’m here, in my bedroom ours emotions, mine but above all yours arounds me. And if i close my eyes i see you here next to me, i feeling your touch on my heart, and your glance on me. This sensation is making bigger everyday. Im sure you feel the same. It’s something inexplicable but we know it’s ours parallel world. And what we feeling are in ours deepest thoughts, and just when connect eachother we know we can close ours eyes taking a deep breath and right after we are in front eachother and we can look at us eachother and touch us eachother, maybe still standing in front with no add any words. Just our glances and ours soft touches, maybe just few whispers.
Ours connection still stunning me always more. How is it possible i feel you and right after you’re there next to me, by my side, telling me something, taking my hand. And your glance in mine. How is it possible ours connection takes us to ours parellel world, where ours light cant wait to melting eachother in a crazy dance. And we look at up ours eyes to see this dance. We remain speechless, but ours hands hold eachother so tight. And ours eyes look at eachother.
Together we take a deep breath, closing ours eyes and right after we are in front. A whisper from you ‘I really need of you, i need to feel your closeness’. I look at you and i touch on your face. Your soflt skin drives me crazy and you take me my hand to kiss it gently. While you doing, i dive myself into your glance and i touch on your face. My heart beats so faster than ever. Taking my hand to your chest, i can feel yours heart beats like mine. Like a crazy one. We look at us. In this way. We remain in this way for a while. How many things we would like to say us. But ours feelings are bigger than words, and we remains motionless in front of us. Eyes in eyes. Faces in ours hands and just ours breath. A kiss.
Right now is to know you’re ok. And which i really let you know is ‘how much i miss you’. To know you’re there, but i’m able to hear you close to me, and it’s a wonderful sensation for me. Maybe it’s just which i would like to feel, but i feel you so stronger than ever inside of me.
I really dont know what is, what has happenining amongs us. But i know it’s just a real fantastic emotion. And im sure you feel the same, also if you, maybe you dont rembember about me. But i’m sure you do, in our own way. I must just to wait for you.
Today i woke myself several times, hearing inside my dancing butterflies and my thoughts were towards to you. I’m sure, in someway, last night you thought about me. Also a little, but you did. And me inside in our parellel world i felt you. And that dream i did about you said me something more about you feeling. And now that i writing to you i’m feel you inside of me as a twirl of big emotions. I just breath and my thoughts are just about you in this moment. Which i saw last night in my dream tell me more about your feeling. You must goes on. Which you’ll see it will be just me. I’m here for you.
The new air in our parellel world still around us. We love it so… it calms down ourselves.
We need of it… and it’s here. Just for us.
Someone asked me ‘How are you?’. Do you know what it was my answer? Maybe you know that better than anyone else. Completely fall in love with you. As the magic was acomplished everyday. Everyday i fall in love with you as the first time. I dont get anything, just which i feel is just for you.
My heart begin to beats so fast, and my mind gets in confusion. The only one thing calms it down, it’s to think about you. And to feel our souls get connectin eachother.
You so far from me, but in someway, you can feel that connection among us.
I falling in love with you as the first time. And in this magic atmosphere i feel there is something. And that ‘something’ you can feel it too. And it confuses ourselve a lot.
We dont know what it is, and where does it comes from. But both we feel it inside of us.
Everytime we hear it, in someway, we entering together in our parellel world. There, we can touch eachother. In our own way. Our breath begins to become only one. I can feel your hands on me. Your eyes into mine. And your skin trough your shirt.
‘I feel you now’ as you do in this exact moment, wherever you are and whatever you doing.
Take a breath and close your eyes. I know, you can feel me closer to you than you can imagine. You can feel it. I taking your hand. I feel your soft skin. Close you eyes for an istant, and i can feel you touch on my hand. Our souls get connecting eachother. We get in our parellel world.
For an istant silence. We meet eachother in our world. My heart explodes as your. And our lights melts eachother.
I know, you can feel everything as i feeling it, right now.
It’s our world, it call us. We must to go there. Together. Close your eyes and take my hand and go.