So close to me. When i feel you in this way i must let you know it. And the only way i know is this. Writing in this my open diary. Let you know how i feel but i’m sure you know it, beacause i’m sure you feel the same. I feel you by my side. Ours connections is so stronger. I dont need neither to take a long breath, if i close my eyes, i can see you in front of me. Your glance into my eyes, and i speechless. I feel your hands on me. And mine on your chest, trought this white shirt. You take my hand, in silence, you put it in. Slowly my hand slide into your chest. The shirt slowly falls down. We both speechless.. We close ours eyes and we right after we are in ours parellel world. I smell your skin and we look at us into ours eyes. Your whisper ‘I just needed of you’. I take your face, ‘When you need me, just you whisper my name, i will feel you’. That’s has happened. We feel us, despite ours distance. That’s how does works our connection.
I close my eyes and i feel you taking my hands, then my face. Face to face we look at us. A whisper ‘I need you… i want you close to me’. I feel inside something will happens real soon. Ours connection does works in this way. I will wait for it. You try to say me something. I will waiting for your signals. In meawhile you’re so close to me. Your glance drives me crazy, you know it. My heart beats faster, and im sure also yours. Whatever you do now, im sure yours thoughts are towards me, like mine and like two forces meets eachother, in the sky, our lights melting.
What you try to say me i will wait for it, and i will get it trought your signals you will send to me. I feel you next to me, so close.
what i’m feel right now? You. I feel you inside of me. My usual feeling when i hear your closeness to me. My soul flying into our lights and which it does feels it’s your heart that beats so faster as mine. It’s true also we didnt ever met eachother, but we met many time in ours parellel world and there we look at eachother, and saying any words we say everything we feel for ourselves. My heart explodes right now. I feel you closer than ever and i feel your look at me, also we’re so far from eachother. Ours souls get connecting eachother so stonger than before. I ask myself if for real you feel the same wherever you’re right now, but i’m sure you do. My heart is velvet mantled. Mantled by your sweetness, and i hear your eyes on me. Maybe mentioning a shy smile. Smiling for me. Looking my happiness. You make happy just with few. I need of these moments. You make me beat my heart stronger than before. I can whisper you just words you know already. I say them in that whisper.
not get rid from this feeling, from the other day. You are always there, close to me, by my side. Is there something you can say me? My heart beats so faster than ever. It seems wants explodes itself. And while i look at you i can hear your voice as in whisper. If i close my eyes i can feel your arms hold me so tight, as if you did not want me to leave. ‘I dont leave you’. I say you.
‘I found you and i dont let you go away from me’. I look at you and a whisper comes out from my mouth. ‘You’re so important to me’. ‘As you do’ reply me. For a while we look at eachother in silence. Then we embrace so gently. And sudendly we get in in our parellel world but this time we get in it flying. You take me close to you. Me in your arms. And which we see is our parellel world all white and silky as your shirt. Flying we kiss eachother so passionately. Our own world welcome us everytime, in a different way. We look at eachother. We smile eachother. I caress your skin through the shirt, you let me do it. Then our look get in our souls. An ours whisper, then just ours eyes into eachother…
Feel you inside of me. My heart beats so fast as the very first time i get you would be one important part of my life. Today i start to think about you stronger than ever, as you was for real here close to me. I close my eyes and i still imagine you caressing my back and that shirt falls slow down on the floor. But i asked you to pick it up and to wear it again. I close my eyes. My only whisper is ‘I wanna to touch on your skin trought the shirt’. That silky shirt. You take my hand to your chest. You look at me with your blue eyes. Your heart beats as mine faster than before. You wanna kiss me. Take my face in your hands. Our mouths get closer til to touch eachother. Ours look into eachother. Suddendly we see ours lights melting eachother as the very first time we get in our parellel world. And that silky shirt falls down on the floor again. Our desire is to stay in this way for long time. To touch on ourserlves. Excited for everything we feel. Maybe, also excited til to cry. Bring out our deepest emotions, then realize that it’s which we really needed. Just of us.