And slowly you feel my recall. I close my eyes and stretch my body foward and in some ways i feel your hands take me and hold me tight. I lose myself in your eyes, while, slowly, you slide my body on your, to the floor. I dont waste time, and when my lips are in front one of another, i kiss them. That kiss, makes us fly. Our lights begins to floats around and our parallel world welcome us in of it. You didnt take off eyes from me, and i feel that sensations, despite our real distance. In some ways, i’ve had know you’ve started to study your theatrical script. I imagine you while you read it. Something says me, something take you to me. Our bond is strong also when you’re working. In some ways, though, i feel you a little, but very little, far. My vise is always present. Despite our real distance, so far, our parallel world makes us feel close one of another, since when this strange bond has began. ‘Do you know how much i need you in this moment of my life?’ I’m sure you know it, and you let me know it trough your feeling you are able to make me feel them.
When i having some problems with instagram, you appear… in this way… and i dont want say anything just you make me smile. You make feel happy. Just a whisper i can say you ‘I need you badly’ . And you know it much better than anyone else in this moment how much i need you.
I let to want to listen to the music im listening to. And this take me to you. Now i look at you and which i would like to do i just embrace you so tight
Just think about our parellel world. Just closer than we could imagine. You so far from me but in someway you so close to me. I just cant believe it that all that has happening among us. It’s so magic.
Of this look to know how much i love you and above all how much i need you in this istant. Maybe you have no idea, how much i need to look at your eyes and how i much need to smell your skin. Just to touch on you, to know how close you’re, despite you’re so far from me. How close our minds are, above all. How close our parellel world is more our real world. Our feelings are the real feeling we feel for eachother.
We need just to look at eachother and our emotions explodes. We dont need to talk. We just to know which we feel for eachother. And we need to look eachother and we get in our parellel world.
Just we need is our look. It does trasforms itself in our real love.
Someone asked me ‘How are you?’. Do you know what it was my answer? Maybe you know that better than anyone else. Completely fall in love with you. As the magic was acomplished everyday. Everyday i fall in love with you as the first time. I dont get anything, just which i feel is just for you.
My heart begin to beats so fast, and my mind gets in confusion. The only one thing calms it down, it’s to think about you. And to feel our souls get connectin eachother.
You so far from me, but in someway, you can feel that connection among us.
I falling in love with you as the first time. And in this magic atmosphere i feel there is something. And that ‘something’ you can feel it too. And it confuses ourselve a lot.
We dont know what it is, and where does it comes from. But both we feel it inside of us.
Everytime we hear it, in someway, we entering together in our parellel world. There, we can touch eachother. In our own way. Our breath begins to become only one. I can feel your hands on me. Your eyes into mine. And your skin trough your shirt.
‘I feel you now’ as you do in this exact moment, wherever you are and whatever you doing.
Take a breath and close your eyes. I know, you can feel me closer to you than you can imagine. You can feel it. I taking your hand. I feel your soft skin. Close you eyes for an istant, and i can feel you touch on my hand. Our souls get connecting eachother. We get in our parellel world.
For an istant silence. We meet eachother in our world. My heart explodes as your. And our lights melts eachother.
I know, you can feel everything as i feeling it, right now.
It’s our world, it call us. We must to go there. Together. Close your eyes and take my hand and go.
That step i never thought to make. I just did it. I just wrote you. I’ve open that path that i never thought to cross. Now it’s your turn, always if you want to spend some of your time to reply to that stupid letter. I’m aware, i wrote a common letter. I dont say ‘I’m sorry’, but just i didn’t wanted to bore you. Just to say thank you for which you did for me it just a greatest thing.
The only thing that could make feel happy it’s that you maybe (and i say maybe), rembember about me. And that it would be so nice to me. Therefore, you will decide to reply to me. I live in this hope. A hope that could transform in a dream that comes true.
I dont ask you anything. Just dont escape from this world that’s our parellel world, and you can say me, you can whisper me ‘I feel you’ and let our souls get connect, everytime we call eachother. And you can say, i’m not the only who feel that ‘strange feeling’ everytime we are so close but so far.
I just really need of that. Just this.
I am not a fool, and which i feel is the same you feel right now as i do.
Tell me which your eyes wants says to me. I’m look at you here, in my dark room. Listening to our music, waiting for you. Waiting for our souls get connect eachother.
I look for them in your eyes. Your sparkling eyes. I need of all that. To dive myself in your eyes. Looking for your wandering soul. Hear my voice. I’m calling you.
I start to feel you. You’re so far from me. I whisper your name, your soul, your heart. Slowly you start to feel me, yes. Whisper your name and you feel me. Something in your heart begins to works and you are begins to feel our connection. You must to breath deeply and close your eyes. Here i do the same. Our breath begins to breath in unison. And we can smell eachother. I can smell your skin and you begin to smell mine.
‘Close your eyes’ we whisper eachother. I can feel your touch and you can feel mine.
We can feel a little bit far from eachother this time. But we can feel eachother.
Also small, there is our connection. Always and however. We living in our parellel world
Always. We need of eachother.
It’s our own strenght.
Like this, and as a ray of sun you make feel happy like a child.
As i told you many times, you’re the only person in this period of my life i really would have close to me. You make me feel so happy also just with a smile like this one. And our feelings are so close eachother, also we living so far.
I still suprise myself how i can ‘hear’ your closiness to me just toward myself to you.
And suprise myself, when i writing in this open diary, our minds, but above all our souls get connecting eachother.
Like this aftenoon, while i was sleeping i heard you inside of me, just we can feel eachother. In our own way.
With this smile you can open my soul and you can see which is inside. If we would meet us, you can see with no shame all i get in. And all which you would see is all emotions i have for you. But above all Love, respect and grateful.
Just which i really i would like to do with you is to stay in silence, embraced to you, to listen to our souls melting eachother and to get that we are made to stay together.